pamper her

After speaking, Li Mianmian realized that his question still lacked a premise.

She let go of her hand, hesitated for a while, then looked up at Gu Yanci: "Brother, do you like me?"

"..."

"If you don't like me..." She pursed her lips and squeezed her fingers in embarrassment, "Then what you said just now... just pretend I didn't say it."

After being quiet for a while, Gu Yanci avoided her question and said, "Let me think about it again."

"Huh?" Li Mianmian didn't quite understand.

So the meaning contained in this sentence is whether he likes himself or doesn't like himself?

"..."

Li Mianmian always felt that if she just followed him like this, then he would have fooled her with the question just now.

But Gu Yanci said that he had to think about it, and it seemed to be an answer...

After struggling for a while, she nodded: "Okay."

On the way back, neither of them spoke.

In fact, Li Mianmian didn't feel very sad. After all, Gu Yanci's words were unclear, and she didn't seem to want to completely reject her, so her guess about the future results was still optimistic for the time being.

She just felt that Gu Yanci seemed to be very annoyed by her words, so she didn't dare to speak anymore, worried that she would add fuel to the fire.

After arriving home, it was almost time for lunch, Gu Yanci went into the kitchen without saying a word, brought out the food after a while, and told Li Mianmian to go to the restaurant for dinner.

After several hours of deliberation, he seemed to have made up his mind, and now his expression relaxed a little.

"At least wait until I resolve Gu Yun's matter." He lowered his eyes and stared at the white rice in the bowl, "But I'm not sure how long it will take."

Li Mianmian: "I..."

"Listen to my brother first." Gu Yanci interrupted her, "During the time I'm solving the matter, if you can empathize with others, that's even better. In short, you don't have to bear any burden, just treat me as a A spare tire..."

"Gu Yanci!" Li Mianmian threw away his chopsticks angrily, not letting him continue, "Shut up!"

"..." Gu Yanci had never seen her get so angry, and was stunned for a moment, "Mianmian..."

"You don't need to talk." Li Mianmian didn't want to listen to him now, "I know, you don't like me at all."

"plum……"

"I'm not here to block your eyes anymore, I'm going back to school to live." Li Mianmian pushed aside the chair abruptly and got up, "I'm moving today, moving now!"

Gu Yanci stood up in astonishment: "Why? Did brother say something wrong? Why suddenly..."

"It's not that you're wrong, it's that I'm wrong." Li Mianmian was very angry, "It's because I don't know what's good and what's wrong, so I can make progress."

Gu Yanci's breath stagnates: "Mumu..."

While speaking, Li Mianmian rushed into the bedroom, opened the suitcase, and stuffed clothes roughly into it.

"Mumu..." Gu Yanci followed her and squeezed her wrist forcefully, "Calm down..."

"Don't stop me!" Li Mianmian turned her head and yelled at him, tears welling up in her eyes, "I hate that you look at me with that guilty expression! I hate that you are so humble! I hate that you call yourself a backup!"

"……I……"

"Who do you think you're insulting!" Li Mianmian broke free from his grasp, "You insult yourself! You insult me ​​too! If you like me, I'll be with you even if you go to the mountains of swords and seas of fire, but if you don't I, I don't care about your charity either!"

Realizing that he was too impulsive, Li Mianmian took a few short breaths and tried to calm down his tone: "When will you understand? I am not your responsibility, Gu Yanci, you are a free person, you never have to Compromise because of me."

"I don't need this kind of sacrifice from you," she cried with a sore throat, "I hate this kind of behavior from you."

"..."

As if there was a drum and hammer, Gu Yanci's heart shook violently, and his limbs froze in place.

Li Mianmian quickly packed her things, dragged her suitcase and turned to leave without even looking at Gu Yanci again.

Immediately after she left, the room fell into dead silence.

There was an inescapable chill everywhere, spreading from Gu Yanci's limbs to his heart, where it took root deeply.

Until the end of July, Li Mianmian didn't meet him again, and didn't even reply to the messages on his mobile phone.

Recently, the capital began to rain frequently, and he was worried that Li Mianmian didn't bring an umbrella. Every time it rained, he couldn't help running to the studio, carrying two umbrellas, and standing across the street quietly watching her.

In fact, Li Mianmian never forgets to bring an umbrella.

She was 19 years old, and she no longer needed his care.

But he didn't know what kind of psychology he had, and he still stubbornly and self-deceivingly peeped into her life with such an unfounded reason.

Yan Shinan called to gossip about his and Li Mianmian's progress, heard his recent state, and called him a pervert.

Gu Yanci himself felt that this kind of behavior was abnormal.

But he really couldn't think of any better way.

"Just say you like her, can't you?" Yan Shinan hated iron but steel, "You fucking call me a beast every day, but being a beast is fucking cool!"

"I don't know if I like it." Gu Yanci said calmly, "I have known her too early, and I can't tell the emotion."

"What the hell is there to tell the difference?" Yan Shinan was speechless, "Didn't I tell you the method last time? Can you bear her kissing others?"

After two seconds of silence, Gu Yanci said, "No."

Yan Shinan: "That's it!"

"But it doesn't prove anything." Gu Yanci's tone was calm, "Maybe it's just that I'm too possessive."

"You're already possessive, can't you explain anything?!" Yan Shinan said loudly, "Come and read to my brother, childhood sweetheart! Do you understand what it means? You two are a match made in heaven!"

Gu Yanci: "I am possessive of all personal items."

"Then Li Mianmian is your personal property?"

"Yes." Gu Yanci said bluntly, "I am indeed so self-righteous in my heart, but I don't like this."

Yan Shinan sighed: "...All right, then change your angle."

After a pause, he asked, "Do you want to kiss her?"

"..."

"Do you want to?" Yan Shinan asked aggressively, "Do you want to?"

"..."

"You should think about this question clearly today." Yan Shinan said, "As long as you think about this, you will understand everything."

"..."

Gu Yanci directly hung up the phone.

The phone was thrown on the coffee table, and the screen turned on for a long time before turning off.

Gu Yanci stared at the table without moving, like a sculpture.

The living room did not turn on the lights, and as time passed, it was getting darker outside.

Without the light from the phone screen, the room was completely plunged into darkness.

After an unknown amount of time, Gu Yanci finally squeezed out a word from his throat:

"think."

His voice is hoarse, almost distorted:

"It's even crazy."
-
On the first day of August, the Meteorological Observatory issued an orange lightning warning.

Li Mianmian is not as afraid of thunder as she was when she was a child, but this level of thunder is beyond her tolerance. Just thinking about it makes her scalp tingle.

So after receiving the news in the morning, she immediately asked her senior sister to take a leave of absence, lest she fail to do a good job and cause trouble to her colleagues instead.

After that, she didn't even get out of bed, and kept covering herself in the bed, listening to music and watching movies with headphones on, so as to divert her attention.

On the way, she couldn't hold back and went to the bathroom. Seeing that the sky outside was as gloomy as late at night, she hurriedly washed her hands, climbed back into bed and fled back into bed.

The torrential rain was getting bigger and bigger, and was wrapped in the strong wind, which slammed the windows.

Lightning began to burst out one after another outside, and the thunder was faint, as if it was gaining momentum.

Li Mianmian turned up the volume of the phone to the maximum, and the eardrums hurt from the shock, but he still couldn't block the most violent thunder.

The dormitory had long been cut off from electricity, and there was no air conditioner, so the bed was so hot that it made people itchy all over.

But she still clutched the quilt tightly, and her palms and calves were sweating quickly.

Before the second thunder rang, the mobile phone placed beside the pillow vibrated suddenly.

Li Mianmian turned her head slightly to look over - the caller ID was Gu Yanci.

She picked it up almost subconsciously.

"You didn't go to work today?" Gu Yanci's voice sounded anxious, "Are you alone now?"

"Um……"

"Then where are you now?" Gu Yanci asked, "At school? In the dormitory?"

"Um……"

"Don't be afraid—" There was a lot of wind and rain on Gu Yanci's side, "Brother is going to find you now, soon... soon."

He kept murmuring, "Don't be afraid, Mumu, don't be afraid."

Li Mianmian suddenly felt extremely wronged.

"During the time you left me, why didn't you worry that I would be afraid?" She choked up and asked softly, "You were so cruel...so cruel, when you left me...why didn't you worry, I would be afraid? ?”

"I'm sorry..." Gu Yanci immediately said, "It's my brother's fault...My brother has already regretted it, don't cry..."

"..."

Hearing his apology, Li Mianmian instantly sobered up.

"You don't have to say sorry to me." She said tremblingly, "You have no obligation to take care of me."

"Mumu..."

"You have done a good job. You told my mother about my fear of thunder, right? So every time there is a thunderstorm, she will ask for leave to accompany me." Li Mianmian bit her lip, "I was just ...I can't help it...I'm used to it, I'm used to losing my temper at you, I expect too much from you, so it's easy for me to feel wronged in front of you...I depend on you too much, brother."

"You can." Gu Yanci said hoarsely, "You can rely on it, my brother made you rely on it..."

"But the feeling of relying on others is not so good sometimes. It makes me feel that I am like a dodder, very useless, I can only lie on your body and suck blood." Li Mianmian said, "I also want to be depended on by others, I also want to be dependent on you."

"..."

"You always hide a lot of things from me, and you don't want to tell me anything..."

Speaking of this, a thunderbolt interrupted Li Mianmian's voice.

She breathed heavily and paused for a long time. She suddenly thought of something, and turned abruptly: "But I actually have no right to blame you, because... I also have something that I didn't tell you."

Gu Yanci: "...what?"

"I didn't tell you... why I'm afraid of thunder."

Both have scars and then heal each other, keep reading!