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Chapter 41 Saying I Want to Confess to You
Yan Shinan: "???"

Gu Yanci got up and left.

Yan Shinan yelled at the back: "Gu Yanci, are you sick?!"

After that night, the brothers' short trip came to an abrupt end.

Gu Yanci went back early.

It was Saturday, and it was exactly twelve o'clock when he got home.

As soon as he entered the door, he vaguely felt that there was something different in the house, and the air was inexplicably cleaner.

When I walked to the living room, I realized that it was because Li Mianmian had bought several pots of jasmine.

It is the season of flowering, and the whole room is filled with the elegant fragrance of jasmine.

The curtains on the balcony were drawn wide, revealing a bright and spacious interior.

Gu Yanci dragged the suitcase into the bedroom, but didn't pack it up immediately, turned around and walked towards the kitchen.

——Just now he heard a faint sound from the kitchen.

But before seeing Li Mianmian standing next to the stove, Gu Yanci couldn't imagine that this little girl would actually cook by herself.

She didn't seem to notice that he had arrived home and was still busy taking care of the pot.

Gu Yanci stood at the door and watched for a while, then walked in lightly, and stood behind her, wanting to see what she could cook.

...it's really not a joke.

What is that messy pot that makes people completely lose their appetite?
Li Mianmian stirred in the pot for a long time, and probably felt that the food inside was inedible, so she threw away the spoon in frustration, and muttered, "Why is it so difficult..."

Gu Yanci really couldn't stand it anymore, and couldn't help but said: "If it's difficult, don't learn, who is willing to let you cook?"

"!"

Li Mianmian was taken aback and wanted to turn around, but her clothes accidentally got caught on the handle of the spoon, and she was about to throw the pot away——

Gu Yanci supported the pot in time, while his other hand wrapped around her.

"...Brother?" Li Mianmian looked at him in surprise, "When did you come back?"

"Just now." Gu Yanci pulled her to stand still, "Why do you suddenly want to learn to cook?"

"Just... just learn casually."

After a pause, Li Mianmian began to sell miserably: "When I was in the company, I ate takeout every day, and I almost vomited. I finally waited until the weekend, but you were not here... Then I had to learn by myself..."

"..."

Gu Yanci immediately regretted his previous decision to run away.

"Put it here." He pushed Li Mianmian out of the kitchen, "Go and play for a while, and eat in half an hour."

Li Mianmian slammed the door with a smile: "I just want to watch you do it, can't I?"

Gu Yanci: "..."

At first, she was finally disturbed by her cooking, but now she recalled what she said that night.

"The kitchen is too crowded."

Gu Yanci forcefully broke away her hand, and then closed the kitchen door.

Li Mianmian froze on the spot, scratched her neck, and recalled it belatedly.

——Gu Yanci already knew that she had a crush on him, so now she had to try to avoid reminding him of it.

In other words, she had to try to be as rustic and polite as possible.

...but this is too difficult.

Counting from the day when Gu Yanci started avoiding her, the two of them hadn't seen each other for more than ten days.

She really missed him, more than before the reunion.

After all, she was used to it during the half a year of separation, but now she has just left the honeypot, and she has been tortured beyond measure.

So annoying.

I'm so annoying.

How can I catch up with this man? !
Li Mianmian went back to the living room dejectedly, turned on the TV, and changed channels in boredom.

In fact, thinking about it carefully, she didn't seem to chase him much.

The more important issue now is to learn how to chase a boy.

Just do it.

Li Mianmian immediately took out her phone and searched on the browser:
"How to chase a cold boy?"

After thinking about it, the word "cold" doesn't seem to be able to accurately describe Gu Yanci.

So she deleted the original content and retyped:
"How to chase after a veteran cadre boy?"

Li Mianmian looked side by side at the answers given by the netizens——

【Veteran cadres are not easy to chase, first of all you have to be pretty】

Li Mianmian touched her face, thinking that she should be pretty.

She has been praised since she was a child, and she is still very confident about this.

However, Li Mianmian felt that Gu Yanci was not someone who would be impressed by his appearance.

With his ascetic appearance, even a female star might not be able to seduce him.

[Veteran cadres definitely prefer traditional women, let’s start with dressing, be conservative and traditional]

Li Mianmian pursed her mouth and shook her head silently.

Although Gu Yanci is an old cadre, his thinking is not particularly conservative.

Before, he had personally praised her for being beautiful in formal clothes, and said that she could wear whatever she liked.

He's not that stuffy at all.

【Personal experience, that kind of man who looks like an old cadre is actually Mensao. Do you think he would like traditional and conservative?Not at all!He likes to be proactive and bold!So don't be shy when you meet this kind of man!Be proactive!Say important things three times! 】

Li Mianmian frowned and read this content several times, and the more she read it, the more she felt it made sense.

To deal with a man like Gu Yanci who has no desires and no hobbies, there is no other way but to take the initiative.

It is the specific action of this "attack" that has to be reconsidered.

Li Mianmian stared at the phone in a daze, not noticing that Gu Yanci was about to walk in front of her.

It wasn't until he called her that Li Mianmian suddenly came back to his senses, quickly turned off the screen of the phone, and threw the phone aside as if it was hot.

Gu Yanci looked at her suspiciously for a moment, but in the end he didn't ask anything, just said: "It's time to eat."

"Oh." Li Mianmian stood up, glanced back at the phone, but didn't pick it up.

The two sat face to face at the dining table, and Li Mianmian asked without words: "Is brother tired from business trips these days?"

Gu Yanci said vaguely: "It's okay."

"Then are you done?"

"Ah."

"Oh."

Gu Yanci was worried that if she asked a few more questions, he would show his clues, so he put a chopstick of vegetables in a bowl for her, and interrupted her question: "Eat more green vegetables."

"Oh."

Li Mianmian buried her head and ate for a while. She really didn't like this quiet atmosphere, so she couldn't help but say again: "Brother."

Gu Yanci: "Huh?"

Gu Yanci opened his mouth and was about to speak when a bell rang in the living room.

"Ah," Li Mianmian stood up, "my phone."

She trotted over, found her cell phone from the sofa, and connected it.

It's the senior from the studio, remind her to arrive early in the afternoon.

It was only then that Li Mianmian remembered that the colleagues in the previous studio had made an appointment to have dinner together this Saturday night to celebrate the successful signing of the contract by the studio.

When she saw Gu Yanci, she became dizzy, and she forgot such an important thing, and almost made an appointment to invite him to dinner today.

After hanging up the phone, Li Mianmian lingered back to the restaurant and told Gu Yanci about it.

On the contrary, Gu Yanci secretly breathed a sigh of relief, nodded and said: "It's okay, you go, we can eat anytime."

Li Mianmian was keenly aware of his emotions, and felt very disappointed, and let out a muffled "um".
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At the party in the evening, Li Mianmian couldn't hold back and drank some wine.

She doesn't actually like drinking.

A few days ago, together with Gu Yanci, she almost tasted all kinds of wine, and none of them liked it.

Today I don't know why, but I suddenly feel that this wine is quite exciting to drink.

Maybe it's because I'm so depressed in my heart, so I feel that this spicy feeling can make people feel refreshed.

And she always felt that the more she drank, the more sober she became, and the things she hadn't thought to understand at noon suddenly came to light.

Isn't it just proactive?

What's so difficult about it, just confess?

What kind of initiative is it if you don't confess?
If she doesn't confess, doesn't make it clear, and doesn't make it clear in front of him, then in the relationship between her and Gu Yanci, almost all the initiative can be attributed to the deep brother-sister relationship.

She doesn't want any shit brother-sister relationship.

dry.

Do it now!

Li Mianmian took out her cell phone from her bag, recalling Gu Yanci's phone number in her mind.

Just after pressing "1", a male colleague suddenly came to the side.

"That...Li Mianmian." The male colleague didn't know what was wrong, his face was extremely red, and he was still stuttering, "I...can I ask you...you, what...do you have a...boyfriend? ?”

Li Mianmian stared at the phone, sniffed and said, "Wait, it will be there soon."

The male colleague was startled: "Huh?"

"I'll... confess my love right now." Li Mianmian pointed at the phone, speaking with a bit of tongue, "This kind of sullen man... has to take the initiative!"

"..."

The male colleague looked at her with a complicated expression for a few seconds, and asked cautiously, "Are you drunk?"

"No!" Li Mianmian waved his hand, "I'm awake!"

It was obvious that he was too drunk, so the male colleague quickly got up and called the boss: "Li Mianmian seems to be drunk, and said that he wants to call someone to confess... Shall we stop it?"

"Who is she confessing to?" someone asked beside her.

This person had a loud voice, and as soon as he said this, everyone in the box knew that Li Mianmian was going to confess.

Everyone smelled the breath of gossip, and immediately started to chatter:
"Fucking Goddess is still secretly in love!"

"Who is so big, we have to confess our goddess in person?"

"Hurry up! Don't stop her, let her call!"

……

Li Mianmian got a headache from these people, so she simply stood up and put her index finger on her lips: "Shhh—you guys are too loud, he can't even hear me..."

"It's too exciting for me to go!" A girl covered her mouth and whispered, "With her like this, will she regret dying when she wakes up?"

"Being human is to be brave." Another girl said, "What if it happens."

"But in front of so many people...it's too embarrassing..."

"I'm not embarrassing you."

……

After the room became quiet, Li Mianmian lowered her head and continued to dial the number.

She was really drunk, so she didn't realize that she had already set a shortcut key for Gu Yanci's number, and she could call him directly by long pressing "1" or even pressing the lock screen button.

But even when she was drunk, she still remembered Gu Yanci's phone number.

This is, from the summer vacation of her freshman year in high school, she has memorized her mobile phone number for more than four years.

Gu Yanci's current mobile phone can have two calling cards, one is his usual one, and the other is the number he has used for six years.

Everyone used the new account to contact him, including Li's parents and Yan Shinan.

They all thought that Gu Yanci had already canceled the old number.

Only Li Mianmian knew that he was still using it, and only she would call this number.

After the phone was dialed, it only rang twice before being hung up by Li Mianmian.

Colleagues who were waiting to watch the fun looked at each other and asked, "What's wrong? Why did you hang up?"

Li Mianmian held the phone and buried her head in silence.

After a long time, she said softly, "I dare not."

The colleague who had asked her if she had a boyfriend earlier stood closest to her, and when she heard her voice seemed to be crying, he glanced at her in surprise.

Seeing that she had given up, the other colleagues stopped watching.

Li Mianmian sat down dejectedly.

The male colleague also sat next to her again, and after a moment of silence, he suddenly said, "Call me again."

Li Mianmian raised her head and looked at him blankly.

"Don't you still dare?" The male colleague pulled out the phone from her hand, "I'll help you."

Li Mianmian didn't stop him, just watched him call Gu Yanci again.

Not long after, the phone was picked up, and a cold male voice came out: "Hello."

The male colleague put the mobile phone near Li Mianmian's mouth, motioning for her to speak.

Li Mianmian was still in a daze.

"Hello?" Gu Yanci did not hear an answer, and called her suspiciously, "Mianmian?"

The male colleague pushed Li Mianmian lightly, seeing that she still had no intention of speaking, he had no choice but to respond to the phone first: "Li Mianmian said that he wanted to confess his love to you."

The phone fell silent.

For some reason, Li Mianmian seemed to be stabbed by the silence.

She raised her eyes, and suddenly grabbed the phone.

Even though she was restraining her crying, her voice was still slightly choked: "Why... why haven't you seen me for so long? Did you know that I like you, so you avoided me on purpose? Then I don't like you You, can you? Can you... can you, don't avoid me?"

"..." Gu Yanci's voice sounded a little flustered, "Where are you?"

Li Mianmian had lost her mind and completely ignored his words.

I don't know why, but I clearly planned to confess my love to him, to make it clear to him.

After actually making the call, she only felt aggrieved.

Thinking of the difficult secret loves of these years, thinking of her unknown inferiority complex and careful concealment, she only felt extremely aggrieved.

And extremely embarrassing.

"You know everything..." Li Mianmian clenched her lips, her throat choked and choked, and she restrained her voice, "You know everything, but you still pretend to know nothing...you just pretend to be me Like a fool..."

She sobbed more and more, almost out of breath: "Why, why are you so annoying? I, I also think it's too difficult... After so many years... I really want to give up...but no...I give up no..."

"I don't want to chase you..." Her lips were trembling, her eyes couldn't see clearly, "but what can I do? What can I do..."

"Li Mianmian." Gu Yanci's voice sank, "Where are you?"

The male colleague next to him knew that Li Mianmian would not be able to communicate well, so he quickly reported his coordinates.

Gu Yanci didn't say anything after listening, and cut off the phone directly.

(End of this chapter)