pamper her

On a winter night, the cold wind blows.

Occasionally in the community, the sound of the Spring Festival Gala can be heard from other people's TVs, mixed with the sound of fireworks, and the flavor of the year is blooming.

Yu Anran only took her mobile phone and hurried out the door, wearing cotton slippers that she usually wears at home.

She walked very fast, and the hot tears in her eyes were blown by the wind and dissipated in the air.

Push open the door on the first floor.Qi Pei was standing not far away from her, the streetlight slanted on his body, half of it was bright, and half was hidden in the shadow.

Seeing her coming down, he habitually opened his hands towards her.

Yu Anran's footsteps suddenly slowed down, and she walked slowly in front of him step by step.

Qi Pei stared at her eyes, and was stunned for a second, "Why are your eyes so red, have you ever cried?"

But Yu Anran didn't answer him, she raised her hand around Qi Pei's waist, and slowly tightened it.

Qi Pei hugged her shoulders, just when he was about to bend down to hug her tighter, Yu Anran suddenly backed away.

She stood on tiptoe without saying a word, hooked Qi Pei's neck and pressed down, and kissed his lips.

In this kiss, Qi Pei completely lost the initiative.

Yu Anran used the method he taught herself before, kissing eagerly and passionately.

As if everything in the world is about to end, they are already at the end of the world.
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﹣Hug him, kiss him.

Yu Anran released her own desires with her own actions, eagerly seeking her own sense of security from Qi Pei.

The emotions became stronger and stronger, and the two days of separation seemed to pour out the deepest desires in the two hearts.

Qi Pei pinched Yu Anran's chin and separated it slightly. He glanced down at her lips and said hoarsely, "It's broken."

Yu Anran's voice trembled slightly: "Is it bleeding?"

"Ah."

Qi Pei pressed against her forehead, "What's the matter today?"

Yu Anran pursed her lips before saying, "I miss you."

"Ok?"

Qi Pei was really taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect Yu Anran to become so clingy after only seeing each other for two days.

Yu Anran didn't answer, but buried her head in his arms, seeking to embrace him with peace of mind.

"I just got the photo album you sent me."

"it is done?"

"Well," Yu Anran tugged at his clothes, "Why did you secretly take so many photos of me while I wasn't paying attention?"

Qi Pei laughed, and said in her ear: "These are so beautiful, I am reluctant to use them as promotional photos, only I can see them."

Yu Anran snorted softly: "I think you have other goals."

Qi Pei nodded calmly, twirling Yu Anran's hair with his fingertips, "Do you like it?"

"like."

Qi Pei touched her head, "Are you at home alone?"

"Where do you want to go? Take you around."

Yu Anran withdrew from his arms, "It's Chinese New Year today, you should go back to spend time with Auntie and Xiaosheng."

Qi Pei swept across her red and swollen lips, and said casually, "But I want to accompany my girl."

Yu Anran looked down at her cotton slippers, and unconsciously tickled her toes.

It seems that it is not convenient to go out this way.

"Then I'll go up and change my shoes," she said.

"to make."

Yu Anran trotted home again.

She changed into a coat, took out a scarf from the closet and tied it around her neck.

Walking into the bathroom, she wanted to put on lipstick, but paused when she touched her swollen lips.

This lip color doesn't seem to need lipstick anymore.

Yu Anran simply gave up.

Qi Pei had already driven the car in, Yu Anran went downstairs, got into his co-pilot skillfully, and pulled the seat belt.

Although the streets on New Year's Eve are prosperous, they are not as lively as in the past.Occasionally, I can see a few children setting off fireworks at the entrance of the shop, laughing and laughing.

I don't know who sent Yu Anran a message again, she glanced at it, and pressed the screen off impatiently.

Qi Pei noticed her movement, and asked casually: "What's wrong?"

He thought that Yu Anran would still say "nothing" perfunctorily like before, but this time she thought about it and said, "It's my brother."

"Your brother?"

Qi Pei was a little surprised, in his impression, Yu Anran never seemed to mention that she had an older brother.

"Qi Pei, the man you met when you went to pick me up last time," she said slowly, "is called Xu Wei, he is my aunt's son."

Surprise flashed across his eyebrows, Qi Pei thought that person was some old classmate or suitor of Yu Anran at that time, but he didn't expect it to be his cousin.

He asked, "Isn't my aunt only one daughter?"

"My aunt and my uncle had no children for the first two years of their marriage," Yu Anran looked out the window. "The fortune teller in my hometown said that they have to adopt a child so that my aunt can get pregnant faster."

"Anything like that?"

"It's a feudal superstition. Anyway, the older generation believes in it." She said, "Then they went to the local orphanage to adopt a little boy, one year older than me."

"You two have a bad relationship?"

Yu Anran said softly: "Well, but it was fine before."

Qi Pei thought that the relationship that Yu Anran said was the same as that of her aunt, and it was because of the death of her parents that they gradually drifted apart.

After a pause in her thoughts, Qi Pei asked her: "What do you usually call him?"

I don't know why Qi Pei asked this, but Yu Anran replied honestly: "When I was young, I was called brother."

"You have other brothers?"

"No."

After a while, Qi Pei smiled slightly.

He remembered the bonfire party in Gemu Town that night, Yu Anran was drunk, put his arms around his neck on his back and called "Brother".

At that time, he thought that the girl had this strange problem, that she would call Brother Ren when she drank too much, but thinking about it now, she should have called Xu Wei at the beginning.

After all, he only heard Yu Anran called "Brother" once, and he thought about it for a while afterwards.

Suddenly feeling a little upset, Qi Pei tapped the steering wheel with his fingertips and let out a drawn "Oh".

But Yu Anran didn't notice it, and continued: "The butterfly necklace I lost in Nanlan back then was also given to me by him before."

How did Qi Pei help her find the necklace?

He drove around Jiuxiao Town several times, and he, an outsider, was more anxious than Yu Anran, the client.Who ever thought that the "very important person" that Yu Anran said at the beginning was also Xu Wei.

"Yu Anran, you cherish the necklace he gave you so much?" Qi Pei's tone was strange.

Yu Anran glanced sideways at him, and after a while, finally understood what was wrong with him.

She smiled helplessly, "He is my brother."

"There is no blood relationship." Qi Pei insisted.

"But I really only think of him as a brother."

Qi Pei was noncommittal, maybe it was true that Yu Anran regarded Xu Wei as his elder brother, but thinking of Xu Wei's hostile appearance that day, Qi Pei could be sure that that man definitely had different feelings for Yu Anran than family affection.

After walking around several streets slowly, Qi Pei asked her: "Is there anywhere you want to go?"

Seeing the smiling children on the street setting off fireworks, Yu Anran blurted out, "I want to set off fireworks."

Qi Pei parked the car beside a fireworks stand and asked Yu Anran to wait for him in the car.

He ran down quickly, pointed in front of the stall, and picked out several kinds of fireworks.Yu Anran glanced unintentionally, saw him carrying a whole box, and was slightly taken aback.

When Qi Pei returned to the car, she said: "Why do you buy so much, I can't finish it."

"Enjoy yourself," he said.

Qi Pei drove away from the city center and arrived at an open space in the suburbs.The view here is excellent, and you can clearly see the night view of the city.

Qi Pei bought various kinds of fireworks, some of which Yu Anran had never seen before.She dug out one from the box and reached out to Qi Pei: "A lighter."

Qi Pei took out the lighter and handed it to her, took out the cigarette case and dropped it on the ground.

Yu Anran stared at it, but didn't speak.

On the contrary, Qi Pei was a little guilty, he touched his nose, and put the cigarette case back into his pocket.

Light the top of the firework stick, and in an instant, the sparks rush out, shining brightly.Yu Anran stared at the lit fireworks, the light reflected flickeringly on her face, and if she looked closely, she could still see the fine fluff on her cheeks.

She turned back and pulled Razipei, "Let's put it together."

Yu Anran seemed to want to make up for the regret of not letting off fireworks for several years, doing repetitive movements tirelessly.She didn't get too excited because of the fireworks, but she also got a sense of satisfaction.

For so many years, she has never had a decent new year.

It wasn't until the bottom of the big box that Yu Anran clapped her hands, intending to call Qi Pei back.

Just as he was about to turn around, Qi Pei's voice suddenly sounded beside his ear, as always low and magnetic, with his own tone: "Yu Anran."

Yu Anran looked up, Qi Pei used a lighter to ignite the lead core of the lift-off fireworks.

In half a second, huge fireworks rose into the sky and exploded overhead.

Amid the bang bang sound, with the boundless sky as the background, Qi Pei smiled softly at her.The small trees behind were blown by the wind, making a rustling sound, and the city lights in the distance were shining brightly.

In a trance, Yu Anran thought he saw the whole world.

On the way back, Yu Anran's stomach made a protesting sound, which was especially loud in the small space inside the car.

Qi Pei frowned: "Didn't eat tonight?"

Yu Anran whispered: "Eat."

After a pause, she added weakly: "I just haven't finished eating."

Qi Pei really wanted to hit her on the head, he repeatedly told Yu Anran to eat well, the girl wouldn't listen to feelings, right?

He took people back to the Summer Palace without saying a word.

Yu Anran knew she was in the wrong, so she didn't dare to say anything, and obediently followed him upstairs.

As soon as he entered Qi Pei's house, the unpleasant scene from that day seemed to resurface before his eyes.

Yu Anran looked at the kitchen, and at the same time remembered that the problem between them had not been resolved.

She tugged at Qi Pei's hand, "Qi Pei, that day..."

"Is it okay to eat noodles?" Qi Pei suddenly said, "Let's talk after eating."

He didn't think much about other things at the moment, but he was afraid that Yu Anran would be hungry, so he wanted to get her something to eat quickly.

Yu Anran swallowed the unfinished words and nodded.

There were no extra ingredients at home, so Qi Pei simply cooked a bowl of noodles in clear soup, brought it to the dining table, and handed the chopsticks to Yu Anran, "Finish."

Yu Anran ate quietly, Qi Pei didn't speak, only the sound of bowls and chopsticks clashing in the air.

After eating the noodles distractedly, Yu Anran sat back on the sofa.Qi Pei came out after washing the dishes, and sat side by side with her.

The atmosphere returned to subtlety, and the two seemed to be waiting for who would break the silence first.

"Qi Pei." As soon as Yu Anran made the sound, she felt her throat was astringent, and her voice trembled.

Qi Pei sighed inwardly, brushed her drooping hair back to her ears, and said softly: "If you don't want to talk about it, we won't talk about it."

Yu Anran sniffed, "I want to talk."

She took off her coat, Qi Pei thought she felt the heater was too hot, and was about to get the remote control, but Yu Anran suddenly turned around and sat on his lap.

Face to face with him, Yu Anran crossed her hands and pinched the hem of her clothes, she wanted to take off the only sweater left inside.

"Just say it, why are you still undressing?" Qi Pei grabbed her hand and said lazily, "Are you planning to bribe me with beauty?"

Yu Anran bit her lip and shook her head, holding the hem of the clothes with both hands stubbornly, ignoring Qi Pei's obstruction, she lifted the sweater up.

Qi Pei sensed something was wrong, he restrained his smile, "Yu..."

Before he could finish speaking, Yu Anran took off the sweater first.

Going up the white vest, Qi Pei saw a sudden scar on Yu Anran's right shoulder, which spread back to the shoulder blade.

And on this unsightly scar, a black lisianthus flower bloomed.

Beautiful and broken.