pamper her

Crack, crash.

The sound of glass breaking, followed by dripping blood.

She curled up in a corner, her shoulders ached like suffocation, she stretched out her hand, and there was darkness where she could not see her fingers.

It's like falling into the abyss of hell.

……

"bell--"

Yu Anran opened her eyes, she didn't know whether she was awakened by a nightmare or by the ringing of the bell, she stood up slowly, her reaction was a little slow.

The phone was still ringing, and she reached out to pick it up with an expression of displeasure.

Once connected, "An Ran, get up and take a shower, waiting for you at gate 2!"

"..."

After waking up for a while, Yu Anran remembered that she and Song Shi made an appointment to go to the hospital together yesterday.

She was just fired by the seventh company some time ago. The boss said that she was mean and impersonal, and she was like an emotionless machine when talking about projects with customers.

Yu Anran didn't understand, isn't the purpose of communicating with customers to complete the work? What kind of relationship are they talking about?
Naturally, she thought of the mild emotional apathy that was diagnosed when she graduated from high school.

But Yu Anran thinks this is too nonsense, she thinks that she has a cold personality at most, how could she have such a disease that she has never heard of.

But under Song Shi's strong request, Yu Anran still compromised and decided to see a doctor.

After washing up, I don't plan to have breakfast.

Yu Anran took the bag and hurried out the door.

There were quite a lot of people queuing up at the hospital, and Song Shi stood with her in the corridor waiting.

Glancing at the end from the corner of the eye, she patted Yu Anran's arm: "Hey, look there, is there a handsome guy?"

Yu Anran turned her head to look, at the end of the corridor, there was a man standing on the phone.

He is tall and thin.

The white shirt was tucked into black trousers, outlining a slender figure.Seen from behind, his broad back seemed extremely secure. He rolled up his sleeves halfway, stretched out his free hand, and rested it casually on the railing, with a cigarette between his fingers.

It belongs to the handsome ruffian, Yu Anran thought.

But she only glanced at it shallowly, not showing much interest.Maybe behind such a superior figure is an unattractive face.

"Average," she said.

"You haven't seen the face yet, how do you know it's average? According to my experience, a man of this size must have good looks!"

"..."

"Do you want my sister to help you get a contact information?" Song Shi stroked her chin.

"Don't make trouble."

"Yu Anran, you are really boring."

Song Shi was a little frustrated, and when she turned her head to look over, the person had already disappeared.

Not long after, the doctor called her number.

The doctor who received the consultation was a male doctor, about 50 to [-] years old, with a kind face. He introduced himself as Huang.

"Where did you read it before?" Dr. Huang asked her.

"It's also here. I was looking for Dr. Su." Yu Anran said in a calm tone.

Dr. Huang was a little surprised, he stopped the pen in his hand: "Then you haven't seen it for a long time."

Yu Anran nodded: "I haven't watched it since I graduated from university, almost a year and a half."

"No wonder," Dr. Huang smiled, and continued, "Dr. Su just retired a year ago, and he told us that there was a pretty girl who didn't cooperate at all and didn't come on time. The hospital didn't follow the doctor's advice, dragged on and didn't get cured, so it's you, right?"

Yu Anran didn't answer the call, Dr. Su was highly respected, and he didn't know how many patients he picked up, and she wasn't sure if Dr. Su was referring to her.

"You young people..." Dr. Huang shook his head helplessly, "Has there been any major events in your life recently?"

Just as Yu Anran was about to shake her head, Song Shi, who had been listening silently, spoke first: "Doctor, she was just fired by the company two days ago."

Yu Anran frowned, she didn't think it was a big deal.

"When did you come to BJ and how long has it been?"

"It's been five or six years since college."

"How long have you been doing this job?"

"Soon, maybe a month or two."

"How many jobs have you changed in the past year and a half?"

"About seven or eight servings."

"They were all fired?"

"mostly."

Of course, there are also a few that I can't get used to and resign voluntarily.

"Is it related to your illness?"

Even though Yu Anran didn't want to admit it, she had to say that the reasons for her dismissal were almost the same. She also knew that there was a high probability that it was the reason for her emotional indifference. She uttered a syllable: "Mmm."

"The last question," Dr. Huang stopped writing, "Have you ever encountered any emotional ups and downs before?"

silence.

Some dilapidated fragments flashed in Yu Anran's mind, and she remained silent for a long time.

Seeing her like this, Dr. Huang couldn't help but said, "Girl, if you want to recover completely, you have to tell me frankly."

Yu Anran still didn't speak, and Song Shi at the side even patted her on the shoulder to urge her, but Yu Anran remained indifferent.

"Although I don't know what you have experienced in the past, if one day you want to talk, you can call me." Knowing that this matter is not urgent, Dr. Huang handed Yu Anran a business card.

Yu Anran nodded and took it.

After finishing the order, Dr. Huang didn't say any more. He raised the doctor's order in his hand: "I prescribed some medicine for you, remember to take it on time."

He changed his tone: "But your situation cannot be completely cured by taking medicine alone. I suggest you change to a more relaxed environment if you have the conditions. Well, BJ, the pressure is indeed a bit greater. You think you don't care about many things, but In fact, the emotions are just hidden by you."

"Little girl, only by facing the problem directly can we solve the problem."

Instead of blindly escaping.

"I see."

"Also," he added, "try to soften your attitude when communicating with people. If you are young, smile more."

"Ah."

After taking the medicine, the two took a taxi.

The situation seemed not to be optimistic, Song Shi asked her: "Then what are you going to do next?"

Yu Anran lacked interest: "I don't know, keep looking for a job."

"Didn't your home demolition money come down? Why don't you take this money and go out for a walk and change your environment. Don't stay in BJ all the time, you'll be suffocated to death."

"let me think again."

"..."

Song Shi simply hated that iron could not be made into steel, Yu Anran was a girl who didn't want to tell herself what was on her mind, she really wanted to know how she hadn't suffocated herself to death in the past few years.

While chatting, there was a harsh sound from the wheels, and then they stopped urgently.

Yu Anran and Song Shi moved forward in inertia and slammed heavily on the backrest in front of them.

Song Shi hissed: "What's the matter, Master?"

The driver cursed and said that the car was rubbish, and then went down to check the situation by himself.

Yu Anran probed her head, wanting to see what was going on.

However, she was in the blind spot and could only see a small part. She glanced at it and silently remembered the license plate in her heart.

Then, a person stepped down from the front passenger seat.

The familiar white shirt came into view, Yu Anran tried to see the man's face clearly, but the driver suddenly walked around to cover him.

I could vaguely hear the person say, "Private or call the police?"

After a while of tugging, the driver returned to the car: "Girl, I have to deal with this matter. I will send you to the nearby subway entrance first. Do you think so?"

"Row."

The taxi passed by the side of the front body, Yu Anran suddenly turned her head, and the man's gaze followed the car.

But the distance was a bit far, Yu Anran still didn't see his face clearly, only felt that he didn't seem ugly.

Back home, Yu Anran was exhausted.

She threw the bag containing the medicine on the table beside her.

After sitting there for a while, I packed up my mood, pulled out my laptop, and planned to browse the recruitment website.

[Change the environment. 】

The words of Dr. Huang and Song Shi sounded in her mind at the same time. She paused at her fingertips, changed her mind, deleted the half-typed words, and started searching for tourist cities.

After sitting for a long time, she stretched her waist, picked up her mobile phone and saw that it was past four o'clock in the afternoon.

She rubbed her sore brows, and her eyes fell on the message that popped up on the phone page, which was a recommendation advertisement for a tourist destination.

According to the past, Yu Anran crossed out this kind of promotion without even looking at it, but thinking that she hadn't found her favorite tourist city after looking all afternoon, she changed her mind and clicked in.

The recommended place is called Nanlan. There are a few pictures on the homepage, showing snow-capped mountains and lakes.

Yu Anran had never heard of this place.

Most of the browsing in the afternoon had no results, and the advertisement that appeared suddenly made her feel like a broken can. After a few minutes of making up her mind, she immediately opened the ticketing software and transferred the money in the bank card , bought a plane ticket to Nanlan.

How long?Yu Anran didn't think about it.

The demolition funds in the bank card are enough for her to stay for a year and a half, but she still has to go back to BJ after that.

While thinking about it, Yu Anran began to pack her luggage.

When Song Shi called her, she was moving clothes in the closet.

"An Ran, have you taken the medicine?"

Yu Anran turned on the speakerphone, put the phone on the bed, and responded, "No, I'm too busy."

Song Shi was not polite to her either: "What can you do as an unemployed person?"

"packing luggage."

"What? Pack what?"

"Didn't you let me go out for a walk? I booked a ticket and left early tomorrow morning."

"No, Yu Anran," Song Shi raised the decibel, "So suddenly?"

"Ah."

"..." Song Shi was speechless, "Just wait, I'll come to find you now."

Before Yu Anran could answer, the phone was hung up, half an hour later, Yu Anran opened the door and saw Song Shi who was out of breath.

When Song Shi arrived, Yu Anran had already packed everything, only the daily necessities were left outside.

Song Shi was dumbfounded: "You are too fast!"

Yu Anran took a sip of water and nodded.

"Where are you going and how long are you going?"

"Nan Lan, let's go for a few months and relax." Yu Anran paused and added, "If I have enough money."

"Nan Lan? I haven't heard of it. Where is it?"

"The southwest one."

"So far? What about your house? Do you still rent it?"

"I'm going to quit, I'll call the landlord later."

"..."

"No, if I don't call you, don't you plan to talk to me?" Speaking of this, Song Shi was a little angry, "Yu Anran, do you really regard me as a friend?"

"I forgot."

Yu Anran really forgot, she bought a plane ticket as soon as she got excited, and she was used to acting alone, so she didn't think of Song Shi for a while.

Seeing Yu Anran's calm tone, Song Shi is not angry at all, Yu Anran is like this, she has always been calm, no matter who she is, she always maintains a sense of distance that is neither far nor close.

She will not push you away, but she will not let others peep into her heart.

Song Shi was wronged, she always regarded Yu Anran as her best friend, but Yu Anran didn't seem to take her seriously.

She caught a glimpse of the medicine bottles scattered aside, and her dissatisfaction finally turned into deep helplessness.

Song Shi sighed: "An Ran, I wish you a full recovery."

It was evening when the plane landed.

The weather is not beautiful. It is raining heavily in Nanlan at this time, and the distant mountains are shrouded in clouds and mist, which makes it difficult to see clearly. The sky at the end of October is already cold, and the wind and rain are mixed, which is really annoying.

Yu Anran didn't bring an umbrella, and the peddler at the gate of the airport had raised the price of umbrellas to hundreds of yuan. She looked up and saw that the rain was not about to stop at all, so she had to resign herself to spending the sudden and unjust money. .

She turned on her phone and was about to scan the code.

"Wait a moment."

Someone touched Yu Anran's shoulder, and she turned her head reflexively.

The young man was wearing a long black windbreaker, which made him thin and slender. His black hair fell scattered on his forehead, and there were a pair of deep eyes.

He held an umbrella in his hand and handed it in front of him, Yu Anran saw his thin lips opening and closing: "Here you are."

Yu Anran took it subconsciously, and before she could react, the man continued to speak, his tone was very ordinary, as if he was just helping a very ordinary stranger: "The girl is away from home, so don't suffer."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Yu Anran to thank him, the man rushed into the rain curtain until he got into a small white car and disappeared from her sight.