His little apprentice has a soft and charming waist

At night, Feast Bell sleeps in the fifth girl's house to relieve her worries.

very happy!
She tried her best to keep her eyes wide open, her face serious, calm and focused - she even wanted to take a pen and write down the fifth girl's sorrow so as not to forget it.

She was still very nervous, fearing that she could not solve the fifth sister's problem.

After all, this is the first time that I have acted as a think tank for the fifth sister.She should be a good strategist first, instead of trying to sell someone else's business.

The fifth girl was not as excited as she was. She was still calm, but frowned and said: "It must have been too long since we last seen each other."

She thought to herself: "I still like him very much after meeting him today, but I really don't have the desire to marry him once I meet him."

Women should get married at the age of fifteen or sixteen, and getting married at the age of seventeen or eighteen is considered too late.If you don't get pregnant in the first year after you get married, you will be asked to tell someone. If you can't conceive a child in two years, you will be asked to see a doctor.

But men who are over twenty years old are commonly known as weak crowns.

The fifth girl only figured this out in the past two years.She used to be a bit rebellious, but she pretended to be very good and accepted the world.But in recent years, she has gradually become unwilling to accept the rules of the world.

Her rebellion was looming, her rebellion was always with her, and she gradually began to have some thoughts that she shouldn't have.

She started to pick on Wu Li.

"He seemed to be relieved after we decided to get married, and he immediately went on a study tour. We were not childhood sweethearts. We grew up together, but we just hit it off for a moment during that year. Why was he so sure that I was here while he was not? Will you definitely wait for him in the next two years?"

"He's so proud."

"Then, while he was on a study tour, he took his eldest maid as his concubine. He also wrote a letter to tell me - the letter he wrote was very ordinary, as if it was just a small matter! He is so arrogant."

Feast Bell exclaimed, "You never told me about this!"

The fifth girl sighed, "I was holding my breath. Since then, I have written to him twice. In fact, I was already very angry. But I didn't want him to see it. So I waited for two or three times. After a few months, I gradually stopped writing to him and just said that I was busy."

Feast Bell expressed understanding, "Then what? What else?"

Fifth Girl: "He is very nice, and so are his parents, but the whole Wu family is not good. It's a den of wolves and rats, and it makes me annoyed sometimes when I meet his group of relatives. His old lady is partial to her younger son, My future mother-in-law is such a good person, just like my mother, she was forced to resort to any means, but his father is not like our father, who is reluctant to give her away."

"Besides, his brother-in-law is also very powerful. While ostracizing his big family, he also says outside that he is a poor person. He is just a little favored by his mother, so he will suffer the eyes of his eldest brother."

Feast Bell: "Then are you annoyed with this family of relatives or Wu Li?"

The fifth girl asked herself, "I'm annoying his relatives."

She said dullly: "Yan Ling, actually I know I was too harsh. But I don't think I was wrong."

She also saw herself clearly, "I am a selfish person."

Of course the feast bell came with her.She said: "In the eyes of the world, it is indeed a bit selfish. Marrying someone else's wife but not being willing to share the joys and sorrows with his family seems to be treason, but let's talk about it again - there are no such annoying things in the Duke Ningguo Palace. Relative, if you stay a girl all your life, you won’t have to deal with his concubines.”

The Wu family wanted to take concubines, and Wu Li already had another woman.

The fifth girl is also dissatisfied with this.

But how can all the men in the world stop taking concubines?Her family is hers, that is, the third and fourth brothers have promised not to take concubines. Doesn’t the father also have concubines?

She was born from a concubine.

Even when she talked about it, she had no confidence.She is a concubine's daughter.In her proud life, this matter was considered a shame.It's not that she blames Aniang, her mother, or even her father, but she doesn't like the fact that she has a daughter as a concubine.

She took a deep breath and added: "I can see clearly that Mrs. Wu has always liked me, firstly because I am the only daughter of Duke Ningguo's family, and secondly because she really likes my temperament."

"But she is different from her mother. My mother would prefer the second sister-in-law, but Mrs. Wu prefers Wu Li."

She told Feng Yanzhong: "God has treated me very well and has given me the best in everything. But it has not given me a good life and allowed me to enjoy the best. After seeing the best, I almost have to compromise." homes, people, things.”

Therefore, she felt a sense of injustice in her heart.If she told these words to others, she would definitely say "hypocritical", but she was willing to tell Yan Ling.

She knew that Yanling understood the meaning of her words.

Feast Bell understands.After listening to this, she sat silent for a long time, and in the end she only asked, "Fifth sister, are you still willing to get married?"

The fifth girl nodded without hesitation, "The saddest thing is that I am willing."

She saw clearly that the road ahead was uneven, but she was still willing to marry Wu Li.Not for Wu Li, nor for anyone else.But she is still willing to get married.

She has a negative bone in her body, but this negative bone does not allow her to conclude that she will never marry in this life.

She also yearns for marriage.

"My mother and father are not good, my second brother and my second sister-in-law are not good, but you and Zhengqi are on good terms with my third and fourth brothers."

She sat on the couch, hugged herself, looked at the wind rustling the bamboo leaves outside the window, and said: "Yan Ling, this is my fault. I don't have the courage or righteousness that you believe in the third brother." I have such an open mind, and I don’t have the courage to move forward without all the courage like Sister Mo’s. I am very contradictory and hesitant, I am transparent, but I am not transparent.”

What's more, she wants a child.

She said, "I want to give birth to a daughter, dress her up, and teach her to grow up. I also want to make gold and silver bracelets for her..."

She let out a long sigh, "So, I am both happy and unhappy. Yan Ling, in the final analysis, I am too greedy."

Feast Bell slowly understood that the fifth sister was too pessimistic.I didn't expect that the lively and cheerful fifth sister would actually have such a side.

But this side is indeed a contradiction, and she can't think of a good way.Because she not only longs for the days when she grows old alone, but also longs for the time when she has a family and a daughter.

She wavered during this period, struggling with conflicts in the age when a woman was about to get married. She saw the disadvantages of marriage, but she couldn't help but yearn for the advantages of marriage.

She is too rational to indulge in unrepentant love. She is also sentimental and has a heart that longs for beauty.

Feng Yanling couldn't help but said: "Actually, you don't have to be too entangled. Why not treat Wu Li as a man who gave birth to your child. You don't have to be overjoyed, but you can play the couple's excerpts."

The fifth girl looked at her curiously, "Excerpt?"

Feng Yanling nodded, and the words became smoother and smoother, "Yes, life has its ups and downs, comings and goings. We are in the world, it is just a play. But in the play, we are the ones playing Qing Yi. Looking at it this way , it’s a drama before getting married, and it’s another drama after getting married.”

"If you are too serious and take the play too seriously, it will be difficult for you to perform in the play. I heard that some actors can no longer perform in the play after they have performed in one play, and they cannot play other roles."

"But as long as you can act, whether it's before or after you get married, your whole day or year will be nothing more than an excerpt."

"There's nothing special about an excerpt. If you don't like it, you won't act in it anymore. You can act in other excerpts, for example, the scene of taking your daughter and returning to your parents' home after divorce."

The fifth girl's eyes lit up.

She said that Yanling understood her.

Feng Yanling was even more happy when she saw her affirmation, "Fifth sister, you are born to be greedy and live your life for yourself. There is nothing wrong with it. It's just that you can't see clearly when you are in the middle, thinking that you can only marry and not marry. There are two options, but you can definitely marry first, and then divorce if you are not satisfied."

The fifth girl was excited, but still hesitated, "Would it be bad?"

Feast Bell: "Why is it bad? Wu Li has already taken a maid as a concubine in Jiangnan. He doesn't think there is anything wrong with this. On the contrary, it is a very normal thing. Why do you think it is not good to divorce because you can't live on? Woolen cloth?"

She said seriously: "Fifth sister, you are a woman with a lot of money, a beautiful family background and the support of your family. You have already taken advantage of the right time and place. If you are still hesitant, you are disrespecting me." What an insult."

People from rich families never have to be afraid of divorce.

She snorted, "Come to think of it, I have to work hard to make money."

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