His little apprentice has a soft and charming waist

Chapter 161 When I am willing to look directly at my heart (beginning)
Li brought Shengyan Bell into the house, and wanted to ask her why she stared at Ning Shuo—by God, although the son is not up to date, but the children should not have misunderstandings and disputes, she wants to see the two of them sweetly every day. It's sweet and greasy!
As a result, before asking, Yan Ling hurriedly said: "Aunt, Yu Xingzhi is back."

When Mrs. Li heard the words, she immediately couldn't care about her children's affairs, she frowned and said, "Why is he back?"

Sheng Yanling: "It's for the Mo family sister."

Said the matter again.

After hearing this, Mrs. Li was not angry anymore, and said: "It's rare for someone like Yu Xingzhi to be able to go all out for once, but it's a pity, if he had gone all out before, the Mo family girl might turn back, but now she has endured so much It’s been a long time, and I’ve been struggling day by day, and I’ve finally figured it out, so how can I turn back?”

Speaking of this, she still felt a little emotional, "So, for things like marriage, Yuelao has drawn the red line, but it also depends on whether you live up to it. If you don't live up to it, the red line you get will be cut off."

When Sheng Yanling heard the bell, he quite agreed, "I watched the two of them come all the way, and I also watched the Mo family sister's heart sink a little bit, hey, it's also pitiful."

Mrs. Li started scolding Yu Xingzhi again, and said: "Poor thing, Miss Mo really did something wrong to meet Yu Xingzhi. Think about it, she finally figured it out, and she is going to account for someone else, and what else is there?" Maybe he was on an errand in the Eastern Palace, but Yu Xingzhi came back with an affectionate look—hey! No matter how determined a person is, he will feel sad and tormented in his heart, and he will definitely not be able to sleep tonight."

Sheng Yanling sighed when she heard this, and said in a low voice: "It's really hard, Auntie, can we help her?"

Li Shi: "Of course it is possible. But when it comes to the East Palace, our family can't come forward. I'll see who is better."

Sheng Yanling thought for a while, and said, "Of course it's the wife of the Duke of Zhenguo."

When Li heard this, she knew that Yan Ling understood these things better now, she smiled and said: "Yes, there is no one better than Mrs. Zhen Guogong to mention this matter to the Crown Princess."

She praised: "Yanling, you are right."

Feast Bell answered with a smile.Li Shi said: "Leave this matter to me. I will find a familiar lady to talk to Mrs. Zhen Guogong."

Sheng Yanling stood up, "Auntie, then I'll go back first, and I have to go to Xiaoxi Mountain tomorrow."

Mrs. Li nodded, and personally took her out with her arms around her. Then she was thinking about who would be better to come forward. After thinking about it, she went to write a letter. When it was dark after finishing, she remembered the quarrel between her children.

Ouch, what should I do!
Li quickly called Ning Shuo and scolded him, "Why did you offend Yanling?"

Ning Shuo said, "I guess I did something wrong."

Li Shi: "Then what did you do wrong?"

Ning Shuo bowed his head, "I don't know."

He wanted to ask.But just now when the banquet bell came to his mother, he was found by Ning Guogong again, and when he came out of Ning Guogong's study, he was directly called by his mother.

Seeing his unconvincing appearance, Li was angry, "You are so stupid! Ah! You are really mad at me! If you don't know, just ask!"

Ning Shuo thought, he is not, he is 25 years old.

But even at the age of 25, he has never had contact with a woman.

Except the banquet bell.

But at that time Yanling was too young, he didn't have that thought at all, and he didn't even dare to think about it.

Now that the banquet bell is getting older, he also thought about it, but he still didn't dare to think too deeply. He just wanted to push her away, but he didn't dare to move.

He was a person who walked so smoothly along the way, proud of the spring breeze, wholeheartedly supporting the prince to sit in the East Palace, but fell into a big somersault later, and planted him in it all his life, and it became a lifetime obsession.

I thought the obsession was the tragic death and grievance of his father, but it turned out that this obsession directly affected all his decisions.

For example, banquet bells.

Now, he is stuck in his own obsession and can't get out, and the whole person has become unlike himself. When he thinks of the banquet bell, he is afraid, terrified, and hides his thoughts at the bottom of the deep lake, afraid of being seen. I want someone to pick it up and have a look.

This is not like his previous decisiveness. He felt like he was wrapped in silk these days, and he was wrapped layer by layer, and no one could save him.

Ning Shuo sighed, knowing that he had reached a dead end. He was such a person that he had no idea at all.

So Li Shi pushed aside, but he didn't dare to move.

What if he moved... Yan Ling's life was ruined by him?
Now that he thinks back carefully about the past, he actually regrets it very much.When he was in the East Palace, he was really self-righteous.

Why did His Majesty kill Father?
Even though my father is the Taifu, he still keeps himself. He has never thought that the prince is better than his majesty in front of his majesty. No matter what political opinions your majesty has, his father is always on his side. reprimand the prince.

So careful, the emperor still fears his father, wants him to take out his heart to see the traitors, and even throws his father's heart into the dirty ditch to be trampled on, he hates the emperor enough.

He was full of hatred at first, and he was gnashing his teeth, wishing to kill him quickly.Later, slowly, he began to dream about his mistakes every day.

Is he too proud?

Is he being too self righteous?

He and the crown prince showed off their grandeur in the ring with King Jin, which really attracted people's attention.

If only he could do better.

If only he was smarter.

If only he was more tactful and more careful.

Did he... did it wrong from the beginning?
Ning Shuo fell into a nightmare, couldn't sleep well every day, couldn't see anything during the day, but at night he felt uncontrollably uneasy, as if he was stepping on a cloud platform and would fall off if he was not careful.

To fall is to die.

He thought it would be good if I died alone.But he didn't dare to die either.

This body is not his.

He sank himself into the lake, not daring to breathe.

He has lost too much, so he is trembling, even if he can have it, he will worry about losing it.

At this moment, he suddenly understood what to do.

When he was in the Buyu Mansion today, Yu Xingzhi was sent in.Boss Bu Yuchuan was not angry when he saw him like this, he just sighed and asked him when he woke up, "Have you ever regretted it?"

Yu Xingzhi shed a tear.He twitched the corner of his mouth and laughed at himself with difficulty: "Sir, it's useless for me to regret it now."

"I used my self-righteousness to hurt her, and I was punished in the end."

"Sir...I regret it so much that I want to die now."

Normally, Ning Shuo would have sneered at Xingzhi, but he was standing there, but he couldn't say a word.

At that moment, he felt that he was just stopping by.

Yu Xingzhi said, "Because I was a concubine since I was a child, no matter how good my aunt treats me, I always have doubts. How good the teachers in the school treat me, I also doubt them. Even a bastard like me dares to show it off.”

"The only thing I show off is my admiration for Yunyan. I boldly told her that I showed her the best side of my heart... I thought that I could marry her in a good way."

"But when the Song family came to get married, the other side of my suspicious heart began to reveal those riddled doubts. I saw my wounds, so I used my wounds to hurt her confidently... I thought, I was right. Yes, because I was in pain myself, and I was in so much pain that I thought it was me who was in the worst pain."

But thinking about it now, he was really wrong.

He cried and said, "Sir——I regret it, I regret it...but it's useless for me to regret it. It's not that she doesn't like me, but she doesn't believe me anymore."

"Sir, I lost this life, the best person to me in this life."

"It's all my fault, it's all on my own."

He was in so much pain that he lay on the bed and cried heart-rendingly. At the end of the crying, he spat out a mouthful of blood and fell into a coma again.

Bu Yuchuan sent for a doctor, but Ning Shuo didn't recover for a long time, feeling that every word he said was scolding him.

He stood there unable to move, and fell into self-doubt.

Does he treat Yanling the same way he treats Mo Yunyan?
His mind was terribly disturbed.

But Li Shi has already started to get angry, "Oh, you are much more stable, your ass is stuck to the stool and you can't move. Hehe, you are really stable."

When she said this, Ning Shuo was confused, thought for a while, and said, "Mother, then I..."

Li Shi: "Then you stick to the stool. It's best not to get up forever!"

Ning Shuo stood up and went to look for Shengyan Bell.

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　　Just think that I succeeded in the fifth chapter yesterday, okay!

　　Today continues the daily update of five chapters.

　　I hope I can finish writing before 12 o'clock in the evening.

　　
　
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