The beauty of the fishing department teases and cries after losing her memory

107 Chapter 107: The Clown Is Myself
He finally let go of his defenses, expressed the sadness buried in his heart bit by bit, and let himself go for a while with this groggy energy.

He put his arms around the clown's shoulders, venting his sadness: "Others think that Fu Liwang is rich and successful, but in fact, the biggest wish of this successful kid since he was a child is to have a family. Even if I don't have a mother It doesn't matter, as long as Dad can come and see me more."

Fu Liwang blushed and spoke intermittently, but he was very clear about his inner desire: "But now I know that my father doesn't love me either. I wonder if my existence is worthless. Apart from money, I really Nothing at all."

He was like a child, his voice was mixed with painful cries, and he gave the purest wish to the clown who gave him the most happiness.

He asked expectantly: "I give someone [-] million, can you give me a father, I don't want so much money, I want a father."

The clown hesitated for a while, and took the initiative to hug him. Although it was just a gentle hug, Fu Liwang's heart suddenly warmed up.

This is the warmest clown who showed him the outside world.Others never understand him, whether it's the obsession with his father, or the absurdity of liking the image of the clown, but he doesn't need it, he just wants to be warm.

Get, the warmth of family.

This is what he longed for the most since he was a child.

"Thank you, clown."

The clown got up, picked up the cards in his hand again and turned them over.

[I hope you will be happy every day, the clown will always encourage you. 】

The narrow and dark world in his heart is like the darkness surrounding him at this moment, but it is not as lonely as in the past, because there is a light and shadow slanting down.

He suddenly felt that the world was not so obscure, it was no longer just pure black and white.

The square in front of me has become colorful, and the color of the clown has gradually become clearer, as if my own regrets in my youth have become complete. At that time, I couldn’t see the color of the clown clearly. Now I understand that every color has its own splendor. , the important thing is to experience it with your heart.

The clown handed him a copy of "The Little Prince", tilted his head and waved goodbye to him.

Fu Liwang stared blankly at the "Little Prince" in his hand. At that moment, he seemed to meet the childhood and young Fu Liwang.

This book is the button that opens his new world.

There were more people in the square than before, and this world, in Fu Liwang's eyes and heart, became a little different.

A couple passed by him, and the girl stopped suddenly with her mobile phone in her hand: "Husband, I seem to remember the wrong way. Go to Pepsi Hot Pot and go back."

"You really are..." The boy replied helplessly, "Then change the direction quickly."

As a result, as soon as he pulled the girl back, the girl who was looking down at the phone bumped into a piece of softness and cried, "Ah!"

Fortunately, her husband grabbed her in time, otherwise she would fall down.But the "soft" that she bumped into didn't have such good luck, and fell directly to the ground.

"Are you OK!"

The girl hurried to help her, and the head of the knocked clown fell off, revealing a face that Fu Liwang was very familiar with.

After he was briefly surprised, she, Lin Zhaowan, quickly picked up the head, said "it's okay" to passers-by, smoothed her hair by the way, and got up from the ground.

But her identity has been exposed, and it is too late to hide now.

Maybe it's the effect of the alcohol starting to dissipate, maybe it's because he's avoiding the immature and childlike self just now, Fu Liwang hesitantly asked her: "Zhaowan, why are you here?"

The two looked at each other and fell into silence.

Lin Zhaowan understood his feelings very well, and knew that it must be hard for him to face the true face of the father she respected most in her heart. She had also experienced his feeling.

My dearest family members are actually the ones who hurt me the most. This feeling is a heartache that cannot be expressed in words.

She couldn't do anything more for Fu Liwang, so she could only comfort him with the best clown in his memory, hoping that he could come out and face his new life, and not degenerate like his father.

More importantly, he now has to take on the responsibility of the elder brother, and he has to take care of Chengcheng. He must build up a high psychological wall and not be bound by his own heart.

She walked over holding the clown's head, and sat beside him naturally: "Fu Liwang, haha, do you want to go back and rest?"

Fu Liwang's face was flushed, and he was a little embarrassed. He moved to the side and said awkwardly: "You just eavesdropped on my thoughts, and my image of being tall and majestic has been destroyed."

Lin Zhaowan rolled his eyes in his heart, since the first time they met, he didn't have the so-called "tall and stalwart" image, okay?

But in order to take care of his fragile little heart, she shrugged and comforted him: "A clown is a clown, Lin Zhaowan is Lin Zhaowan, I don't remember what Fu Liwang said to me just now, I just remember that I fell and stood up , I saw a fragile bully who was always sad and drunk."

Fu Liwang felt ashamed and humiliated: "Don't tell Chengcheng that when she grows up, she will use this to laugh at me as an older brother, and I will be finished."

He still wants to save face.

Lin Zhaowan muttered: "We Chengcheng are not so heartless, okay? She is a good child I raised!"

Unless he taught her badly, Chengcheng would not laugh at others casually.

"Fu Liwang, be happy."

"Are you happy?" He stared blankly at her and asked, "You haven't settled your own affairs, so come care about your brother's affairs."

"..."

Probably in that Chen Ji'an's heart, his eldest brother is now a rival in love.

In fact, Fu Liwang had figured it out a long time ago, he and Zhaowan could only be brother and sister in this life.

Because brothers and sisters can be together for a lifetime, but couples may not last long.What he desires most in his heart is only family affection.

In that case, he should be a good brother to protect Zhao Wan, instead of doing things that make her unhappy and make him lose a family member.

Zhaowan was so kind to him, if he still wanted to destroy their relationship, it would be a bit wicked.

"I wish you happiness."

He raised his hand and touched her head: "This is my brother's prayer, I hope you can live well. The Chu family is sorry for you, and I will make it up in the future."

Feng is drunk, and so is he, but this kindness is unique and precious.

Lin Zhaowan's eyes were red. Just when she thought she had no blood relatives, the world gave her a "big brother".

In the next second, she regained her mood, smiled and held out her hand to him: "Okay, the three of us, brother and sister, must walk forward together, and no one is allowed to fall down first."

(End of this chapter)