The beauty of the fishing department teases and cries after losing her memory

Chapter 105 Chapter 105: Thesis Confession
Just half an hour after she returned to the room, Chen Ji'an knocked on her door.

She just came out of the bathroom and walked to the door, but she didn't hold the doorknob with her hand, so her body froze there.

"Zhao Wan, I'm sorry."

She didn't move or open the door for him.

Because, this time, Lin Zhaowan didn't want to leave the problem to be solved later.

If the hearts of two people cannot get closer together and understand each other, then one problem after another will arise in the future.

She must make it clear to him, this time, she can't get used to him.

Let him calm down and think about their future relationship...

She put her hands down, and just turned her back to dry her hair, when she heard the beginning of Chen Ji'an's thesis-style confession: "First, I shouldn't take it for granted that I can solve everything, and I won't discuss anything with you. You are sad and worry about me where I don't know."

He spoke so sincerely, she couldn't help but stop and continue to listen to what he wanted to say?
Chen Ji'an took a deep breath, stood outside the door, and told her seriously: "Second, I shouldn't let Su Mingwei come back with me, or even appear in front of you and say impolite words to you. Interrupted out loud. Su Mingwei was just a friend of mine back then. She really liked me and did a lot for me. But I promise, I have never had an overreaching relationship with her. I can only thank her, Thanks to her for coming to take care of me when she heard I was in a car accident when she was busy with work in Germany."

He was also afraid that hiding his thoughts overnight would make him not have the courage to keep her, and he would habitually bear everything alone.

But losing her is no small matter.Those so-called strength and face are nothing compared to losing her.

He is used to being alone, and the so-called strongness has long since become a close-fitting armor and has become a part of him. He thinks he wants to live with this armor, and there is no need to let the other half know so much.

But he was wrong, since he chose to be with Zhao Wan, he should make her feel safe.

Let her know that it's not that he doesn't care about her, it's just that he's too stupid. He's used to being alone and doesn't know how to express his care for another...

but--

For her, he can study.

He continued: "In the past, Chen Ji'an would ignore this girl and scold her away, but now Chen Ji'an, when he thinks of you, can't do it."

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Hearing this, Lin Zhaowan burst into an inexplicable anger, she bit her lips: "Then what do you mean, I teach you how to approach other women?"

"No, no," he explained flusteredly, "I didn't mean that, what I meant was, I thought of how good you were to me, how you made me a softer, more human person, and I would think about what I said Words can hurt other people."

Every time Su Mingwei came, he said "I don't need to take care of her", but she still said she would come, and every time he drove her away, he thought of his previous indifference to Zhaowan.

Maybe there is a better way to reject people, without being so indifferent and making others uncomfortable.

But he never expected that Su Mingwei would be so stubborn, thinking that his personality change was to give her a chance, so she followed him back to Suian City.

"Since I don't like her, I will tell her clearly. You can rest assured about this."

Hearing this, her heart melted slightly, and her anxious emotional crisis was temporarily relieved.

"Okay, I see."

She didn't know if Chen Ji'an coaxed her to stabilize her temporarily, but this time she really thought clearly...

She took a step back, didn't open the door, but said calmly, "I believe you have feelings for me, but I think you still have to think about our relationship more clearly. Do you really want to be with me?"

If two people want to be together, there will be friction and conflicts. Lin Zhaowan is not sure whether these conflicts can be resolved.

She has seen too many relationships ranging from full of joy to disgust at each other, and she already understands that getting together and parting is a relatively good ending in a relationship.If she really wants to get to the point where she finds it inappropriate, she would rather cut it off now and be happy with each other.

In the past, she liked Chen Ji'an so much, but now she is so sad.

It is extremely ironic to enter into a relationship with greater expectations, and then gradually realize the incompatibility of each other.

I hope he can really think clearly...

"Chen Ji'an, I'm sorry, I'm scared, I'm tired." She walked to the window step by step, her wet hair was just like her wet and muddy mood now.

Constantly collapsing and disintegrating, constantly repeating construction, how many times can her heart withstand the wait?
Neither in the past nor in the present, she has never gained a sense of security.

Lin Zhaowan knew that she shouldn't ask her other half to give her such a sense of security, but during the period of lingering at the critical moment of life and death, she figured it out——

Life is short, don't force yourself.

Neither Lin Zhaowan nor Chen Ji'an should have only love in their lives. She didn't want to delay him, making him feel that he should take care of this little girl Lin Zhaowan as a matter of course.

Lin Zhaowan is no longer a little girl, he doesn't need to sacrifice his life, he still has more things to do.

"Chen Ji'an, actually, my greatest wish is that you are safe and happy."

Have you spent this new year together?

she does not know.

Maybe, the Lantern Festival can be good?

Forget it, don't have too many illusions about the future.

Now Lin Zhaowan only feels that it is enough to take every step of life well.

Fu Liwang came to the place where Chu Jiangshan was imprisoned. His mood was heavy from the beginning, but now he has improved a lot.He didn't know whether it was because he was about to meet his father whom he had been thinking about, or because he was about to give up.

After getting out of the car, Fu Liwang sent Lin Zhaowan a WeChat message: I have to muster up the courage to face all this.

Then, he raised his head and looked at the light shining through the gap in the cloud, his cowardice was hidden, no matter what the result was, he had to face his real father.

When Fu Liwang watched the police officers escort Chu Jiangshan out, the cramped and downcast old man didn't look like the father he remembered in the past at all.He even felt that it was completely strange like another person.

This was almost the most emotional time my father saw him——

He suddenly picked up the phone, patted the glass window in front of him, and blinked frantically: "You are... Li Wang?"

Fu Liwang didn't speak, but the look in his eyes was indescribable, mixed with three points of sadness and seven points of disbelief.

This is his "good father" who committed heinous crimes and ruined countless families.

Chu Jiangshan was still preoccupied with his grand plans and great cause, and his eyes were full of hunger and desire to regain freedom: "Li Wang, you must rescue Dad, at all costs, and by any means. Dad promises you, When I go out, I'll give you everything, okay?"

(End of this chapter)