Notes of Lanxi Crossing

Unsurprisingly, Lan Xi who returned to Fengyi Hall was caught by Liu Yunyao, but because she was still in the palace at that time, she held back her anger and did not explode.

The queen didn't see them again, and after eating the lunch carefully prepared by the imperial dining room, Liu Yunyao took her two daughters back to the Song residence.

As soon as she got home, she asked her servants to bring a futon and put it in her room. After taking off her fine clothes, she calmly explained to her two daughters.

"Shu'er, you've been tired all day, go back and rest first, Xi'er stay here!"

After Lan Xi left, Lan Shu was invited by the fourth princess Zhan Jin to talk to her bedroom, and stayed with her until she was called back by her mother. At that time, Lan Xi had already returned to Liu Yunyao, so Lan Shu didn't know what happened. What is it.

Although her mother's face was not very happy, Lan Shu only thought that she was tired after going out for a long time, and didn't notice the distress signal on her sister's face, so Lan Shu turned and left.

After Lan Shu left, Lan Xi looked at Liu Yunyao pitifully, hoping that she would forgive her.It's a pity that Liu Yunyao flipped through the account book, but didn't even look at her.

"I won't say any more, go, kneel honestly!"

Lan Xi hesitated for a while, and stood still, but her mother didn't even raise her head, neither scolded her nor urged her, which made Lan Xi feel uneasy.

It seemed that there was no room for change this time. She had no choice but to turn around and kneel on the futon obediently, but she was crying bitterly in her heart.

How wronged, she really didn't want to run around this time, she understands that the palace is not as good as the outside, and there are people who can't be offended everywhere, she values ​​her own life so much, how could she act wild in such a place?

Isn't this a coincidence?She knew that there would be a kind of green snake in the bamboo forest, but she didn't expect to meet her!

What's more, at that time, the snake was almost entangled along the branches in her hand, and she was almost scared to death at that time, Bai Zhi and the others must not be much better, otherwise they would not run away from her.

I don't know what Baizhi told her mother when she went back?Is her mother angry with her because of this?

Lan Xi knew that the reason she was able to enjoy herself without a trace of ladylike appearance was because her mother was already lenient enough.

"Mother, I'm sorry!" Lan Xi's heart softened, her mother punished her because she was worried about her!

Liu Yunyao didn't say a word, and Lan Xi didn't care anymore, just talking on his own.

"I know, mother, you are worried that I will be in danger when I am outside, and you are afraid that it will be too late to save me. My son travels thousands of miles and my mother is worried, not to mention that I am still so young."

Lan Xi's soft and waxy voice was very sincere, Liu Yunyao listened, and her hands turning the pages of the book paused invisibly.

"But you also know that I am different from my second sister. I am not a quiet person. I like to be free, and I don't want people to follow me all the time."

Liu Yunyao threw the account book on the table and snorted coldly.

"Like to be free? Freedom means not caring about other people's feelings and doing whatever you want? You have a father, a mother, brothers and sisters, why don't you think about us before doing anything!"

Lan Xi sighed, what her mother said was right, she was too selfish, she only accepted the kindness from her relatives, but she didn't think about how to treat them well, instead she kept worrying them.

However, if we want her to stay out of the house like the second sister, keep the two doors open, behave like a qualified noble daughter, choose a husband or be selected as a clan wife when she grows up, and have children...

Just thinking about it makes me feel suffocated. If one day she really does this, will she still be her?
It is undeniable that when her survival is threatened, she will indeed abandon all principles just to keep herself alive, but she is living a good life now!

She has a happy family, no worries about food and clothing, and a wealthy life, so it is understandable that she wants to pursue some spiritual material.

"Mom, the freedom I want is the freedom of a man like elder brother and third brother! I am very grateful to be your daughter in this life. I, like Shuhuan, don't want to be a so-called noble girl!"

Lan Xi tried to explain to Liu Yunyao, but the latter frowned, just like Shu Huan?Does Xi'er also want to be an official?

"I believe that not all ladies like to stay at home. Some of them also like the scenery outside. They want to study and study, and even want to be officials. However, the secular rules are like a big lock. It's all locked in the backyard."

Just like the second sister, the second sister may not want to go out, but she is getting older and has to care about marriage and reputation.

It can also be seen from this that the second sister is actually very confused about the future, otherwise she would not be so cautious. Anyway, since she had already spoken, Lan Xi added to the fire.

"Mother, father treats you very well, but how many people are as lucky as you in the world? Will we be so lucky? I'm afraid, even the second sister thinks that she is not so optimistic. She has been afraid, mother, you can see Yet?"

Liu Yunyao was surprised that Lan Xi had so many thoughts in her mind. Of course she knew what her daughter said, but what could be done, they were women!
Women are born different from men. Women dominate the inside and men dominate the outside. Women always run outside and others will only point at you.

"Xi'er, you are still young, so don't think about it. When Shu'er is there, mother will have a good chat with her. You are both mother's daughters. You don't have to worry about anything, and you don't have to be afraid. Your father and I are here for everything." !"

Liu Yunyao didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, it was too heavy, and this status quo couldn't be changed by just a few of them.

"Mom, I don't think about it now, and after I am gradually assimilated, I will never dare to think about it again. Thinking about these things at that time will only make me live in more pain and numbness!"

Liu Yunyao was very angry, but what her daughter meant was that their parents wanted to harm her.

"What are you talking about? Why is it so serious? Don't all women in the world live like this?"

Lan Xi's emotions were also agitated, she was no longer the wandering spirit in different time and space who was uneasy when she just crossed, and relying on her parents' love for her, she was not afraid to let her parents know her rebellion.

"Yes, everyone lives like this, but how many people are unhappy, numb with pain, and even become unrecognizable? As a woman, those unspeakable sufferings can only be swallowed with tears!
"Mother, do you still remember the Princess Qin we talked about before?"

Liu Yunyao gasped for breath. She felt that what her daughter said was wrong, but she couldn't refute it with reason. She just felt a headache.

"Okay, you don't need to kneel today, you go back to your own yard!"

Lan Xi stiffened his neck, held his head stubbornly and said: "No, I won't leave, we have to finish talking first."