But it's not over.

She felt that she had been taken out of the magic pill and was being used from heart to body. She felt betrayed by Sheng Ming, who was dedicated to protecting her "good brother", and lay in the hospital bed with hemiplegia.

With a snap, she opened her eyes suddenly and saw the familiar arrangement holding her chest and breathing heavily. The sweat on her forehead dripped down and wet the page, and the black words on the white paper became blurred.

Shi Jixi rubbed his eyes vigorously, and the paper originally filled with words returned to white.She flipped through and looked at the previous pages, and the result was the same. The unfinished story disappeared.

The voice that sounded like a threat to her life sounded in her ears again.

"finally found you."

"Who! Is it you? Shi Yu? Where are you?"

"finally found you."

"finally found you……"

Shi Jixi covered her ears hard. She wanted to stand up, but as soon as she stood up, she fell hard to the ground. Her legs seemed unable to move.

pain!
The pain of gouging out the heart, the pain of peeling off the soul, the pain of freezing to death, the pain of falling from a building...

All these pains appeared on her body at the same time. In addition to the words "I finally found you" in her ears, there were also all kinds of vicious slanderous and insulting words from various people.

Shi Jixi felt that his head was about to explode.

She fell to the ground and rolled around, screaming heart-breakingly. She covered her heart and legs, sweat mixed with tears falling to the floor.

When her vision was blurred, she seemed to see Shi Yu's face. Her lips opened and closed as if to say, "Do you know my pain now?"

"I know, I know! Let me go! Don't continue!" She squeezed out these words through her teeth, but the face had disappeared.

Shi Jixi's shouting attracted Shi's father and mother. When they saw Shi Jixi like this, they immediately went to help her worriedly.

"Xixi, what's going on?"

"Xixi, are you okay? Don't scare mom! Take her to the hospital quickly!"

Shi's father picked up Shi Jixi and took her to the hospital for a full body checkup without even having time to change clothes. However, apart from some lack of energy and blood, there were no other illnesses.

Shi's father and Shi's mother didn't believe it when they saw Shi Jixi in such pain. They went to three hospitals for examinations, but the results were the same.

"Xixi, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?"

"It hurts! My whole body hurts!" Her face turned pale with pain, and she curled up like a little caterpillar.

"Doctor, she said it hurts!"

The examination was done over and over again, but there was indeed nothing wrong, but Shi Jixi didn't look like she was faking it. They had no choice but to give her painkillers, but the painkillers were of no use. Finally, they gave her a sedative and prescribed sleeping pills.

But even after falling asleep, Shi Jixi's limbs still did not relax, and were still in a curled-up state. The sweat on his forehead did not decrease at all, his brows were still furrowed, and he kept mumbling something inaudible.

Shi's father and Shi's mother were very anxious, and finally the doctor suggested seeing a psychiatrist.

They looked at each other in disbelief and said, "There is no way our daughter is mentally ill!"

"That's not what I mean. Psychiatry covers many aspects, including psychology. I think her situation is probably caused by psychological reasons."

Then they nodded.

Shi Jixi had obviously slept for a long time, but when she woke up she was clearly in a state of mental distress, with black and blue under her eye sockets. Although she no longer curled up and cried out in pain, her whole body was in a wandering state.

When Shi Jixi saw the psychiatrist, she still didn't tell her everything. She only said that she could always hear someone calling her and it would hurt when she closed her eyes.

She knew that if she told her, the doctor would definitely tell her parents. Her novel didn't want them to know, not to mention that she didn't think medical skills could save her.The doctor prescribed medicine to calm her nerves and help her sleep.

Shi Jixi didn't dare to eat it at all. She tried it, but as soon as she closed her eyes, the scenes of being hurt and abused would play out in her mind again and again.

Not just a dream, but real pain.

Shi Jixi stayed up all night until he lost weight and lost his appearance.

She even set up a memorial place for Shi Yu and burned incense, praying over and over again in her heart for her to forgive herself and promising never to write those things again.

But still useless.

When all her begging failed, her begging for mercy turned into anger and resentment. She smashed the memorial tablet on the ground and screamed sharply.

She didn't write again because she didn't know whether the written words would become a new nightmare tormenting her.

She couldn't touch Shi Yu in the novel, so the resentment naturally moved to the people she could touch.

"Xixi, Ayu and Mo Cheng came to see you. How are you?"

Shi Jixi laughed out loud, how is she?She hasn't dared to sleep these days. Whenever she closes her eyes, it hurts so much that she almost dies. She's going crazy!All this is thanks to Shi Yu and her parents who always like to compare!
Since we don't want to make things easier for her, then let's die together!

Shi Jixi picked up the scissors on the table and hid them in her sleeves. When there was a third knock on the door, she opened the door without saying a word and walked angrily downstairs.

"Xixi you..."

Shi's mother sighed and was about to close the door when she saw the incense and tablets scattered on the ground. She walked over and picked up the tablet and her eyes widened when she saw the name written on it.

Shi’s mother took the tablet and ran out quickly, and there were exclamations from downstairs.

Shi Jixi's hair was disheveled. Shi Yu looked at her with concern, took two steps forward and said worriedly: "Xixi, how do you feel now?"

"You want me to be good?"

Shi Yu wondered why she would say such a thing, but nodded immediately, "Of course."

"Then you, go to die!"

With a fierce look in her eyes, she stabbed Shi Yu's abdomen with the scissors hidden in her sleeves.

"Ayu!"

Fortunately, Mo Cheng saw that Shi Jixi felt something was wrong with her and kept paying attention to her every move, so he grabbed the scissors in time.

"Acheng!"

The scissors cut through Mo Cheng's palm and blood dripped.

Shi Jixi's eyes were so fierce that he wanted to cut Shi Yu into pieces with a thousand knives, "It's all you, it's all because of you!"

"You protect her! Why are you still protecting her? I was the one who saw you first! I've liked you for so long and you haven't even looked at me. Why can you only see Shi Yu in your eyes? I hate her. ! I hate her so much!"

Mo Cheng, Shi Yu and Shi's mother were all shocked.

But Mo Cheng quickly recovered, grabbed the scissors from her hand, threw them away, and protected Shi Yu behind him, "Just because you like me and I don't like you, you want to kill your cousin who has always been very good to you? Are you crazy? Got it!"

When Shi Jixi heard this, he was so angry that his already bloodshot eyes became even redder, so red that they could bleed.

She pointed at Shi Yu angrily, "It's all because of her that I'm what I am today! It's all her fault. If it weren't for her, how could I be in such pain!"

"Shi Yu, why don't you die! Go and die!"


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