Chapter 329: So what if it goes against the will of heaven (16)

Xue Yizhi looked at the night sky and raised the corners of his lips little by little to reveal a bright smile.

When he was very young, his mother would hold his shoulders and tell him word for word.

"You have to be excellent in all aspects to be liked by everyone. Only by becoming a useful person will you never be abandoned and will be firmly chosen. Yi'er, you must remember what mom said."

Qi Wan's eyes were red with pain mixed with fragile sadness. She was still smiling when she said these words, as if the fallen leaves on the branches would be blown off by the wind at any time.

"Back then, your father disliked us and thought we were dragsters, so he left without any regrets. Yi'er, don't be abandoned by anyone again. That will prove that you are still incompetent."

"Yi'er, you have to smile outside, no matter what happens to you. Decentness is for outsiders to see. Only in this way will they think you are living a good life and will not look down on you. Yi'er, pain is only for You can tolerate it yourself, but you can’t let anyone see your jokes, you know?”

How did he answer at that time?

He nodded vigorously and said he understood. He remembered those words clearly and would think of them every time when he could no longer hold on.

This will be the same.

Xue Yizhi smiled brightly and murmured over and over again, "No one can abandon me again."

"no!"

In fact, his grades in high school were very good. He originally planned to apply for another good university, but he did not perform well in the college entrance examination. Although it was a good university, it was not the one he and his mother originally hoped for.

This failure gave him a big blow.

When the admission notice arrived, Qi Wan fell to the ground, tears sliding down her cheeks uncontrollably.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I..."

Xue Yizhi stood aside at a loss.

Qi Wan suddenly stood up and slapped him, causing him to turn his head away. She held Xue Yizhi's shoulders and shook them.

"Didn't I tell you? There must be no failure at all! Did you listen to what I said? How could you fail on such a big thing? How could you fail!"

"Is it because your life has been so good recently that you have forgotten all my words? Do you know what you will lose if you fail!"

Xue Yizhi shook his head, "No, I remember it, Mom, I haven't forgotten it."

"Then why do you still fail!" Qi Wan pushed Xue Yizhi away. Her eyes were red and she was breathing heavily, and her eyes were becoming crazy little by little.

"Mom, you take the medicine first." Xue Yizhi anxiously looked for the medicine and kept saying, "I know, I will never let myself make any mistakes again. Mom, don't worry, I will remember it." Yes, I..."

As soon as he turned his head, his eyes were about to burst.

At some point, Qi Wan walked to the balcony and leaned against the railing, giving him a gentle smile.

She said: "Yi'er, this is the price of your failure."

"do not want!"

"mom!"

Qi Wan jumped off the balcony. She was lying in a pool of blood with her eyes wide open, but the corners of her mouth were still raised.

That day, Xue Yizhi dealt with Qi Wan's death like a puppet.

He had forgotten how to shed tears.

He failed, so even his only mother abandoned him, so after that, he kept telling himself that he could not fail, and he must not fail again, even once!
Xue Yizhi pulled away from his memories, poured a glass of wine and drank it in one gulp.

Looking at the scarlet liquid in the cup, he smiled brightly in his eyes, "This time, I will not be abandoned by anyone. I am so good, they must see me and choose me!"

……

Shi Yu accompanied Wen Shunuan. She slept very uneasily at night. Even if she didn't say anything, she was really scared in her heart.

Shi Yu gently patted her back to comfort her.

The next day she gave Wen Shunuan a day off and walked around with her. Lu Mu was also there.

Although he was still not used to being in situations with too many people, he was no longer so reserved and followed behind to carry their things.

He didn't talk much, but his eyes never left Wen Shunuan.Wen Shunuan turned around several times and saw it, smiling brightly.

Shi Yu looked at them and whispered in Wen Shunuan's ear: "You still don't plan to make it clear to him?"

"Wait, let's talk...at night."

She had actually decided to speak out, but when she saw Lu Mu's words coming to her lips, she didn't know what to say.

"Okay, it's up to you." Shi Yu smiled.

In the evening, Wen Shunuan was cooking alone. Shi Yu used the excuse of wanting to read the novel written by Lu Mu to talk to him in a low voice.

"You like Shu Nuan."

Shi Yu went straight to the point and spoke straightforwardly.

Lu Mu was stunned for a moment, with some redness behind his ears, but he did not refute.

"If that's the case, I think there's something you should know."

Seeing Shi Yu's serious expression, Lu Mu also became serious. After listening to what Shi Yu said, his lowered hands unconsciously clenched into fists, and his eyes were full of severity and distress.

In fact, looking at Lu Mu these days, I feel that he has become a lot more cheerful and sunny, but now I can vaguely see the gloomy Lu Mu once again.

Shi Yu could feel that Wen Shunuan was his light. If anyone wanted to extinguish his light, he would definitely extinguish that person's light as well.

"Don't get excited, Shu Nuan is fine."

"Don't do bad things on impulse. Shu Nuan also likes you. The most important thing for you now is to stay with Shu Nuan and protect her. Lu Mu, Shu Nuan once protected you from the rain. Now you have to be her protective umbrella. ."

Lu Mu raised his eyes in surprise.

Shu Nuan also likes him?

"Can't you feel it? She has always said that you are very good, Lu Mu, don't belittle yourself. You are much better than Xue Yizhi and Wen Jing."

Wen Shunuan's words of encouragement kept echoing in Lu Mu's mind.

He nodded vigorously, "I understand. Even if you don't tell me, I still want to be her protector. I want to protect her all the time. I want her to be happy."

"I will definitely pay more attention in the future!"

Shi Yu: "Yes."

Wen Shunuan put the food on the table and knocked on the study door with a smile, "Are you done talking? You can eat now."

"coming."

They turned around and smiled softly at the same time.

At the dinner table, Lu Mu kept his head bent on eating, and Wen Shunuan was amused by him.

"Slow down, no one will compete with you, there are still plenty of dishes."

Lu Mu just responded vaguely and continued to stuff food into his mouth.

Shi Yu chuckled.

"Let him do whatever he wants, maybe it's because your cooking is so delicious."

"I like hearing Ayu's praises, so you should also eat more." Wen Shunuan smiled and gave her her favorite dishes and then gave Lu Mu some dishes.

This meal was quite heartwarming.

After eating, Shi Yu was ready to leave. She didn't go back all day and night. Both Cheng Yu and Shi Hong sent her messages.

Wen Shunuan gave her a hug.

"Go back. My uncle and aunt must be worried about you. I'm fine here. I'll pay more attention to Lu Mu as long as I'm here."

Shi Yu looked at her deeply and said, "Okay."

(End of this chapter)

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