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Xu Su was so chilled by her metaphor that she shrank her neck and shivered. Before she could speak, she was hugged by Xi Zirong again.

"Cold?" He looked at her bare legs and frowned even more. He opened the suitcase and took out a black coat, covering her legs: "Take my car tomorrow, we have the same destination. ,May I?"

"..." Xu Su wanted to agree, but when she thought that if Zhou Mochen learned that she was traveling here, she would actually go with Xi Zirong...

She shook her head firmly: "No, I'll just go with my own convoy."

Xi Zirong looked at her silently. After a few seconds, he sighed helplessly: "Okay, then I'll go with your motorcade. Su Su, if you don't agree to this, be careful, I'll cry for you."

Xu Su's expression was hard to describe: "Can you still do this trick?"

Why didn’t she remember that Xi Zirong had the skill of crying...

Isn't this exclusive to Zhou Mochen?
Xi Zirong smiled slightly: "I can't help it, you seem to only accept my tricks. By the way, if I say that I cried a lot, can you come back?"

Xu Su was really stunned.

What does it mean to cry a lot?
When did he cry a lot?

Xi Zirong seemed to have made up his mind to make her relent. He didn't care about his face. He was afraid that he would regret it. He took off his coat very quickly. There was a white short-sleeved shirt underneath. He stretched out his arm and handed it to her.

"Well," Xi Zirong said in a calm voice, "I almost didn't save him. Isn't it pitiful?"

There was a very fresh scar on the wrist in front of him. The scar was very thick and it looked like it had just healed. The new growth was pink and tender, and it was clearly visible that the original incision was very deep.

Xu Su grabbed this hand and was so shocked that his mind went blank. He was almost speechless for a moment. He waited for a long time before raising his head: "When did it happen?"

The voice is dry and trembling...

He was obviously fine the last time they met at the teacher-appreciation banquet.

"Don't cry after you go to the capital,"

Xi Zirong raised his hand to wipe her tears and added: "After you went to the capital with him and didn't reply to my messages, I felt so uncomfortable at the time. I couldn't control myself. It wasn't intentional. Don't blame yourself. I'm with you. It doesn't matter."

Don't blame yourself, it has nothing to do with you...

Xu Su's hands were trembling, how could it not matter, how could it have nothing to do with her!
She obviously saw that he was gloomy and world-weary at the teacher-appreciation banquet, and that something was wrong with him, so she obviously wanted to turn around and coax him, but she was so determined that she didn't look back.

She even got into trouble with Zhou Mochen in front of him, and then took the initiative to kiss Zhou Mochen!
I never thought about what would happen to this young man who was abandoned by her and was extremely depressed and almost world-weary when he saw that scene...

She was always the cruelest to him, never considering his feelings, and just broke up with him, cleanly and neatly.

No matter how much better and more mature he is than his peers, he is still in his teens, and his endurance is not unlimited...

Guilt and heartache took turns to attack, mixed with dense pain, which instantly overwhelmed Xu Su's reason.

At this moment, her reason was shattered, and her mind was filled with thoughts about Xi Zirong.

Xi Zirong shouldn't be like this.

How could he be so world-weary that he wanted to die!
He is an upright and self-controlled god of learning, a gentle boy as bright as the moon, a boyfriend who will patiently teach her to study, hug her with a smile and act coquettishly, and drag her to the grove to kiss her fiercely out of jealousy.

What did she do!

"Don't be like this," Xi Zirong held her face, looked at the tears on her face, and said helplessly: "I don't want you to sympathize with me, Su Su, stop crying."

In fact, he felt guilty even saying this.

Obviously, obviously when he took off his coat to expose the wound, his thought was, even if it was sympathy, at least don't abandon him...

He doesn't want any dignity or face. Even if it's guilt and sympathy, he doesn't care.It's good for her to feel sorry for him...

Xu Su burst into tears and hugged him tightly, unable to say a word.

How to do how to do…

Xi Zirong let her hold him, feeling that he was very bad for using this method...

Use this method!
But so what?
Otherwise, how would she be willing to look back at him again.

His eyes were filled with scarlet red, and he raised his hand to stroke the hair of the girl in his arms.

The college entrance examination had just ended. If it were reported that the provincial science champion committed suicide because of love, it would be such a sensational news. Thanks to the Xi family's parents who blocked the news very tightly, no one among Xi Zirong's classmates or friends knew about it.

Only Jiang Chusheng, who was far away in the Magic City, knew about this. Their families were family friends. When Xi Zirong was a child, he went to school with his parents in the Magic City. The two had a very good relationship and had not lost contact for so many years.

After learning about this, Jiang Chusheng specially invited Xi Zirong to travel together, just to relax.

Otherwise, Xu Su's identity information will probably have to be dug out. Even if someone from Zhou Mochen accuses him of deleting the comments, anyone who really wants to find out the information will know about it.

Xu Su could no longer think about anything else. The fear rising in her heart was all because of Xi Zirong.

She didn't dare to think about what she would do if she really received news of Xi Zirong's death in the capital...

What will she do!
Can you still be with Zhou Mochen as if nothing happened?

I am afraid that I will live with guilt, self-blame, and self-punishment for the rest of my life.

She once thought that breaking up with Xi Zirong and being with Zhou Mochen was the right thing to do, to bring order to the chaos and return the three of them to their previous lives.

She once thought that Xi Zirong could do without her, but Zhou Mochen couldn't, and Zhou Mochen couldn't do without Xu Su.

She once thought that everything she did was right, and she was right. She was doing it for the best of the three of them.

But now, is she really right?
Look at this scar and ask yourself, are you really right?
It turns out that Xi Zirong really couldn't do it if he lost her...

Xu Su raised his head blankly, "Do you hate me? Xi Zirong, do you hate me?"

"Why do I hate you?" Xi Zirong sighed, his eyes always gentle: "Xu Su, I will only hate myself and cannot keep you."

"..."

He hasn't changed at all, he's still the same young man with some "dog-licking" attributes when we first met him.

Xu Su pursed her lips, not knowing what to do.

She had to admit that at a certain moment, she did have the idea of ​​breaking up with Zhou Mochen for Xi Zirong.

She didn't want Xi Zirong to be so decadent and world-weary...

I saved it this time, just in case next time...

Xu Su held Xi Zirong's hand tightly, buried her face in his arms again, and hugged him tightly.

This is Xi Zirong, her Xi Zirong.

She never thought that he would die, never thought that he would seek death because of her leaving...

"Stop crying..." Xi Zirong took Xu Su's face out of his arms, held it in his hands, and put his forehead against hers: "I'm not telling you this to see you cry." (End of Chapter)