After retiring from the circle, I became famous by live broadcast farming

Chapter 179 A flower that needs to be watered with love
At the very beginning, Xu Liangyi would repent, feel guilty, kneel on the ground and beat himself crazily, and even kowtow to apologize to his wife.

But after Xu's mother relented, he started again.

Gambling, this kind of thing is addictive, the feeling of life and death in an instant, the feeling of boiling blood, cannot be quit.

After taking the man home for the second time and the third time, Xu Liangyi's little bit of guilt disappeared, and even became a matter of course.

When Xu's mother had the idea of ​​divorce and leaving, he even "watched" Xu's mother, restricting her freedom.

In those two years, they lived like this: Dad gambled, Mom took care of them at home, and then Dad came home with different men. Screaming, Dad was drinking outside the door, with a blurred and intoxicated expression on his face, and Xu Mowan and sisters trembling and hugging each other in the kitchen.

Dad was drunk and looked at them, as if he was evaluating the value of some goods.

"Remember to listen to me in the future, you know!"

He walked over and patted the faces of the two sisters, "If you listen to your father, your father will love you and take you to buy ice cream."

After speaking, he laughed and continued to drink.

The sisters hugged each other even tighter.

Yes, in the past, my father would carry Xu Mowan or Xu Moshu to buy ice cream. At that time, my father was kind and gentle, but now?

In those two years, the sisters Xu Mowan were forced to grow up and mature prematurely.

Finally, one day, Xu Moshu clenched her fist and said, "I want to let my mother go! I would rather leave my mother than hear her cry and be beaten again."

Xu Moshu was very clever, and after a few days of observation and planning, she successfully rescued Xu's mother.

"Mom, let's go, and never come back again."

"No, I'm going to take you with me."

"No, Mom, we are children, we will drag you down, you go, you have to go, don't worry, I will take good care of myself and my sister."

Mother Xu, who was covered in bruises, froze for a moment, and cried while hugging her two children, "I'm sorry, it's mother who is useless, but mother will die if she stays any longer."

She murmured, "You wait for mom to come back, wait for mom to come back to pick you up."

So, that night, Mother Xu kissed their foreheads and left.

The next day, Xu Liangyi, who could no longer find Xu's mother, the instrumental person who paid off his debts for him, beat the eight-year-old Xu Moshu to death after learning that this was Xu Moshu's idea and action.

Xu Mowan could never forget her sister who was covered in blood and curled up on the ground unable to speak a word.

"Wanwan, Dad won't beat you, you are Dad's favorite daughter, but you can't betray Dad, that's what happens when you betray Dad!"

Xu Mowan was indeed not beaten, and later she took her sister out to ask for help...

After graduating from primary school, Xu Mowan and sisters dropped out of school early and became Xu Liangyi's substitutes for repaying the money.

Yes, because of their good looks, Xu Liangyi started again after being introduced to shoot children's clothing advertisements by chance and earned a lot of money.

Take them to keep shooting commercials, and go to the film and television city to find the kind of tricks that need children.

He kept making money, but Xu Liangyi used all the money he earned to gamble.

Xu Liangyi knew about the entertainment industry. He originally planned to rely on his two daughters to become popular in the entertainment industry. As a child star, he could earn millions or tens of millions of money just by filming in the future.

It's a pity that his dream can't be realized, because neither of the sisters has the slightest acting talent, so they can only play some vase roles.

Xu Liangyi tried to bring them to sign a contract with the company, but all failed, so he had to give up in the end.

But Xu Mowan and her sisters have been making money by making money by playing tricks and making advertisements.

As long as they can make money, no matter what miscellaneous, good or bad tricks, advertisements, Xu Liangyi will take them for them.

When she was fifteen, her sister Xu Moshu couldn't bear it anymore, and finally ran away with a man.

Before leaving, my sister asked Xu Mowan if she wanted to leave together, but Xu Mowan didn't agree for some reason.

So, my sister left, and Xu Mowan stayed.

Xu Mowan didn't know why she chose to stay, was she hoping for that little bit of hypocritical fatherly love?Or do you expect to return to the beauty of childhood and get that kind of warmth?
Xu Moshu left, and the pressure of earning money to pay her father's debts fell on Xu Mowan.

As she grew up, Xu Mowan became more and more beautiful, and many men pursued her. She longed for the warmth of their approach, but was also afraid that the warmth would burn herself.

Until more than a year ago, I met Bai Tingyao.

It can be said that the two had a crush on each other when they first met, and later Bai Tingyao pursued her madly.

His gentleness, gentleman, erudition, caring, caring... These are all moving Xu Mowan little by little.

So Xu Mowan agreed to his pursuit, and even moved to Bai Tingyao's apartment to live together.

That year, the year with Bai Tingyao, was the happiest year Xu Mowan had in more than ten years. She was as happy as if she was a princess who was carefully cared for by Bai Tingyao and held in the palm of her hand. She was pampered and loved. Carefree.

That year, she was nourished by Bai Tingyao's full love.

It was also at that time that she discovered that she longed for love so much, and that love was so important to her. Without love, she could only be regarded as a walking dead.

However, good times are always short-lived.

A year later, she, Bai Tingyao, always had conflicts. Her class and the environment in which she grew up when she was a child were different, which also caused their three views to be different. Many times, their thoughts were not on the same channel.

And the most important point, when Bai's parents found out that they were together, they firmly opposed it.

More and more misunderstandings and contradictions appeared between them.

Xu Mowan suddenly discovered that Bai Tingyao was really nice, but she was really not suitable.

Struggling hard and saving for three months, they finally separated.

Bai Tingyao also went abroad.

At first, Xu Mowan felt that she could live well without Bai Tingyao.

But no, she got into a much worse situation.

She found that she still lacked love. She desperately longed for love from others, and she didn't want to leave with her sister. She wanted father's love, even if it was false. When she met Bai Tingyao, she devoted herself wholeheartedly into it.

She is like a flower that needs to be watered with love. Once there is no watering of love, she will wither quickly.

At this time, she was in a state of withering.

It has been two months, and she tried her best not to contact Bai Tingyao.

I also suffered from insomnia for two months one after another. Last night, I was in a daze and almost killed myself.

It was also at that time that Xu Mowan realized that she was wrong.

Found a psych clinic this morning.

Remembering that the doctor said she was suffering from moderate depression and severe insomnia, Xu Mowan smiled wryly.

Xu Mowan opened her eyes, and what she saw in her memory was Bai Tingyao's figure.

"Bai Tingyao, Bai Tingyao..."

"Ting Yao."

"Ting..."

Xu Mowan curled up, murmuring the name engraved in her bones long ago.

Suddenly, Xu Mowan seemed to think of something, her eyes were red, she suddenly picked up the medicine prescribed from the clinic, found the bottle of sleeping pills, opened the whole bottle, and was about to pour it into her mouth.

At this moment, the doorbell rang suddenly, and voices from outside also came in.

"Is Miss Xu there? I have your courier from Wenhua..."

(End of this chapter)