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Chapter 174 The Person You Should Love Most

"...Mom, you see, I planned to give her the plain ring at the beginning."

With that said, Shen Xuan opened the courier, took out the small box, and with a click, the small box was gently opened, revealing the plain ring inside.

I don't know when the moonlight appeared. At this time, the faint moonlight penetrated the distance of the space and fell on this mountain. It also coated the plain circle on the small box with a faint silvery-white brilliance, as if it would glow. .

"It's so beautiful." For a moment, Shen Xuan was dazzled by the light of the plain circle, and expressed emotion.

"Since I won't give it to her again, I'll wear it myself." Then, Shen Xuan put the plain ring on her index finger.

Coincidentally, after wearing it, it was just right, as if this plain ring was tailor-made for him.

"It's really pretty." Shen Xuan raised his hand and squinted his eyes, the plain ring looked even more dazzling under the silvery moonlight.

In the next second, he saw a piece of paper in the small box.

He picked it up and looked at it by the light of the phone screen, and found that it was a line of words: Wear a plain ring, close your eyes, and you will see the person you should love the most.

Shen Xuan looked at the paper and the words on it, a little confused.

"What's so weird about this writing?" Although Shen Xuan said so, somehow, she still closed her eyes subconsciously.

There was silence and silence for half a minute.

Shen Xuan opened her eyes again, looked at the plain circle on her finger and smiled helplessly, "How could I believe this is obviously a liar."

Even a child wouldn't believe this, but he actually closed his eyes to see who the person he should love the most was.

Is it mom?It shouldn't be the father's family of three or his ex-girlfriend.

But his mother had been away from him for more than ten years, and he didn't even leave a single photo. After so many years, even if he tried his best to recall, the memory of his mother's appearance was still getting more and more blurred.

But after closing his eyes for half a minute, he didn't see anything.

"It's all a lie, it's all a lie."

Shen Xuan murmured, he was still leaning against the tombstone, staring not far away, "Mom, I'll be here with you tonight, okay, just like before, okay, so I won't be lonely, and you I won't be afraid anymore."

As she spoke, Shen Xuan slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep unconsciously.

The night in the mountains and forests is quiet, as for the occasional wind blowing through the treetops, it seems to be responding to something, the wind also gently blows over Shen Xuan's cheeks, as if the gentle hands from her mother are gently stroking her cherished, just Like a wronged child.

The moonlight fell faintly on Shen Xuan's body, and also coated the plain ring on his hand with a layer of halo. For a moment, the light on the plain circle was extremely bright, circle after circle, slowly lingering around Shen Xuan. Xuan...

At this time, Shen Xuan was dreaming.

Said it was a dream, but in fact it was a dream back to when I was seven years old.

That year, my mother fell ill and passed away.

Xiao Shenxuan didn't understand why her mother, who was fine before, suddenly couldn't open her eyes anymore, no matter how much she shook, she didn't wake up, and she didn't respond to him again.

"Mom, please give Xiaoxuan a hug."

"Mom, did Xiaoxuan make you angry? I will never be naughty again."

"I kiss you, can you wake up, let's pull the hook, and I will never go out to play again."

"Mom, why are you sleeping here? You have to sleep on the bed and cover yourself with a quilt. Look, you feel cold."

"Mom, don't be afraid, Xiaoxuan will sleep with you."

At that time, my father and everyone told Xiao Shenxuan that your mother passed away, she died, and she could no longer be by your side.

Xiao Shenxuan didn't understand what it meant to die.

He just wants to be with his mother.

Seeing his mother lying alone in a narrow wooden box, he felt very strange, why didn't mother sleep in a wide and comfortable bed, why didn't she cover her with a quilt, or she would catch a cold that way.

So, Xiao Shenxuan dragged the quilt into the wooden box, and he himself went in, hugged his mother, and covered himself and his mother with the quilt, covering every corner.

It’s like how my mother covered him with a quilt in the middle of the night, so that my mother would not catch a cold and get sick, and my father didn’t want to sleep with my mother. It's like sleeping with him, so that my mother won't be afraid anymore.

The next day, when people came to the mourning hall, they found Xiao Shen Xuan sleeping in the coffin.

No matter how much he cried and struggled, he was dragged out of it.

On the third day, Shen's mother was buried.

Xiao Shenxuan didn't know what burial meant, but only knew that his mother was buried in a mound of earth, and he would never see her again.

He didn't understand, mother just fell asleep, why did father and others want to bury mother in the dirty soil, or in the mountains, there was only mother here, and mother would be afraid.

He couldn't let his mother stay here.

So he dug and dug with his small hands, but even though his hands were covered with blood, he still couldn't bring his mother out of it, and was even severely reprimanded and beaten by his father.

"Your mother has left, and there will only be us father and son left in the future. Can you be more sensible!"

Xiao Shenxuan didn't know how he was sensible, but he was afraid that his mother would be scared if she stayed here alone.

In the past, when Xiao Shenxuan had nightmares at night and couldn't explain it, she went to find her mother.

Mom would sleep with him, and told him that she was also very timid, so she wanted to sleep with Xiaoxuan at that time.

Now, Mommy is sleeping here alone, and she's really going to be scared.

Here, you can still see bugs. My mother used to be scared when she saw cockroaches in the house.

There are so many bugs here, how scared my mother should be.

Therefore, Xiao Shenxuan, who couldn't bring her mother out of the mound, chose to go to class during the day, and stayed with her mother in front of the mound at night, leaning against the mound, and talking to her about what happened at school during the day. Just like his mother was still at home before, when he was tired of talking, he leaned on the mound and his mother in the mound to say good night, and then fell asleep peacefully.

Xiao Shenxuan didn't know how many days she had been doing this, even after being beaten and scolded by her father, she didn't change it.

He wanted to be with his mother so that she would not be alone and would not be afraid. He was also a little man and could protect her.

I don't know how long this kind of life lasted, until Xiao Shenxuan grew up slowly, and he finally understood the meaning of death and death.

Later, my father married my aunt and gave birth to a younger brother with my aunt.

Later, the warmth and warmth of his father's family of three attracted him, and he also wanted to blend in.

The number of visits to my mother has become less and less...

In the dream, Shen Xuan thought, he was too heartless.

　Each of us should love ourselves the most.If you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself, and you must also love yourself. This is not selfishness, it is the most appropriate thing, and it is also the basis for loving others.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)