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Chen Gan withdrew his hand and turned around slowly.

On the opposite side, under the sea of ​​purple flowers, the girl sitting under the jacaranda, wearing a ball head and wearing a refreshing sportswear.

The girl was the same as before, she was in her twenties, at the prime of her life.

Long black hair tied into a tall ball head, wearing light-colored sportswear, youthful and energetic, when he met Lin Chenan like this on the school morning run, Chen Gan missed his life.

After that, Chen Qian began to pursue Lin Chenan.

After pursuing for a year, the two got together. At that time, both of them were sophomores. At that time, Chen Qian was 21 years old and graduated from university. The two chose to work at the same time, and they also lived together. more and more in love.

But when Chen Qian was 24 years old and was going to propose to Lin Chen'an, Lin Chen'an was diagnosed with a terminal illness.

The illness came unexpectedly, almost two months after the diagnosis of terminal illness, Lin Chenan passed away in the hospital.

At that time, Chen Gan was 24 years old. Now, 10 years later, Chen Gan is 34 years old.

The 34-year-old Chen Gan looked at the girl sitting under the sea of ​​flowers, and for a moment seemed to return to the time when the two were still in college.

"Are you here?" Chen Gan said, his voice was dry, and he wanted to step forward, but his legs seemed to be wrapped in a heavy weight.

Lin Chenan stood up slowly and patted the invisible dust on his body.

She snorted softly, "Come on, if I don't come, don't you plan to leave?"

"It's true that you said it's been ten years, why are you still here, don't come, look at how old you are, you're 34, it's time to find a good girl to marry, otherwise uncles and aunts should be in a hurry..."

"I found it." Chen Qian slowly spit out two words.

Lin Chen'an's original chatter stopped abruptly, her body stiffened slightly, but it was only for a moment, and it was fleeting. Soon, the corners of her lips twitched, showing a smile, "I found it, I found it, it's good Yes."

Lin Chenan's tone was very relaxed, "Is it the girl who came with you this time?"

"Correct."

Lin Chenan blinked quickly, still with a smile on his face, "That's pretty good, I've seen it, that girl is pretty good, she looks pretty, she has a good figure, and her personality should be gentle, unlike I'm bluffing, always making you angry."

"Then have you seen your wedding room? You can no longer prepare secretly like I did with me before. You still need to discuss it with the woman. Your aesthetics are not very good. It would be bad if the decoration is too ugly."

"Yes." Chen Qian stared at her and said.

Lin Chenan laughed again, but didn't dare to look at him very much. He looked elsewhere and continued: "That's good. Then, will you still come to see me in the future?"

Lin Chenan quickly glanced at Chen Gan and then retracted it, looking down at the ground, stepping lightly on the ground with his toes.

Immediately heard the answer from the other side.

"I won't come. I won't come in the future."

Lin Chenan's toes paused for a while before landing on the ground at random, and looked up at Chen Gan again.

A smile was put on his face again, "I won't come anymore, that's fine. It's been ten years, and I shouldn't have come here long ago. What if, what if your girlfriend or future wife is jealous. You like this Do it, very good, I support you."

Lin Chen'an's voice was very brisk again.

Then he murmured in a voice that only he could hear, "Ten years of persistence should be enough. How many decades can a person have in his life, and who can persist for ten years? You used to get used to doing things for 3 minutes At that time, I always doubted your liking for me. Who would have thought that it would be enough to persist for so many years, more than ten years, and I should let go and live a good life..."

While Lin Chenan was muttering to himself, Chen Gan took out a bunch of eustoma at some point.

He slowly walked up to Lin Chenan and handed it over.

Lin Chenan froze for a moment, then took it over.

Eustoma is Lin Chenan's favorite flower. In the past ten years, whenever Chen Gan went to see Lin Chenan in front of the tombstone, he always brought eustoma with him. Take the flowers in dry hands.

"This should be the last bouquet of flowers." Lin Chenan asked.

"Correct."

"Yes, it's pretty good. To be honest, I've been receiving these flowers for ten years. I'm actually tired of receiving them. It's fine if I don't send them."

"It turns out that you came here to find me today just to say that you have a new relationship. Now that the matter has been said, you have also sent flowers. Do you want to give them?" Lin Chenan stared at Chen Gan, as if to send The person in front of me is engraved in the soul.

Chen Gan just looked at her quietly, without much expression on his face, and replied: "Yes, but before that, can I give you a hug?"

Lin Chenan waved, very heroic, "Sure, let's take it as your last farewell."

The last hug is you saying goodbye to me, and it's time for me to say goodbye to you.

These words, Lin Chenan just said silently in his heart.

Chen Gan stepped forward slowly and hugged Lin Chenan, his movements were very light, as if he was afraid that if he exerted force, the person in front of him would disappear in an instant like a mirror image.

It was just a gentle hug, but Chen Gan clenched the hand behind Lin Chenan's back.

It seemed that ten seconds had passed, and Lin Chenan voluntarily withdrew from his embrace.

"Okay, let's hold it here, if you hold it again, it's not very good."

Looking at the empty embrace, Chen Qian slowly withdrew his hand, hummed and did not speak.

He just looked up at Lin Chenan again.

Lin Chenan smiled and said, "Then, I should go too."

This time it was really gone.

"Let's live a good life in the future, and we must be happy."

After finishing speaking, Lin Chenan glanced at Chen Gan again, stared at it for a long time, then turned and left.

Chen Gan also turned around and left at the same time, even before Lin Chenan had taken a few steps, his figure disappeared into the sea of ​​flowers.

Holding the bunch of eustoma in his arms, Lin Chenan turned his head and stared blankly at the empty surroundings.

She murmured, "I'm really gone, this time I'm going so fast, I don't need to chase you away."

"It's fine to leave, don't come here again, get along well with your girlfriend, get married and have children, and the rest of your life is still very long. You must be happy."

She lowered her head and smelled the eustoma in her arms.

But there is no smell at all.

Yes, she is dead, and she is in the state of a soul, how could she smell the fragrance of flowers.

Lin Chen'an likes eustoma, a rose without thorns, which represents pure and eternal love.

Lin Chenan looked at the flowers and smiled, with a hint of bitterness in his smile, "There is no such thing as eternal love, it is time-sensitive."

"However, ten years is long enough and enough."

Lin Chenan knew that she should bless Chen Gan, but at this moment, her heart still seemed to be raining.

Chen Gan has let go, and is about to start a new life. She should also go to reincarnation and start the next life.

"Originally, I heard that if you don't choose to be reincarnated as a human being, you can choose to be a kitten, puppy or a small animal. Don't you like kittens? I was thinking about becoming a kitten after a while and going to accompany you Here you are, so you won't be too alone."