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Yes, his elder brother died, and he died to save him. The five-year-old elder brother was buried in the dirty soil and closed his eyes forever.

Since then, everything has changed.

My mother became hysterical, suffered from depression, and called my brother's name every day.

The grieving father took his mother to see a doctor.

Chen Yuhan was left alone.

Later, my mother recovered from her illness.

And Chen Yuhan also completely changed his appearance.

In the past, he didn't like to read books, but now he reads with the books on his brother's bookshelf every day.

In the past, he only liked to wear loose short-sleeved shorts and run and dance outside. Now he is wearing the same delicate suit as his brother, with no emotions on his face.

In the past, he liked to play football, climb trees, and play with various toys. Now, he likes to stay quietly in the room,
In the past, he was the most chatterbox, he always liked to hold the hands of his parents, and brother, and babbled non-stop.

Now he seems to have lost the ability to speak.

In the past, he was Chen Yuhan who was loved by his parents and brother.

Now he doesn't want to be himself anymore, he doesn't want to be that bad boy who doesn't behave well.

Chen Yurun patted his naughty brother on the head lightly like he used to teach his naughty younger brother, and reprimanded him in a serious tone, "Are you stupid or not, who told you to change, just be yourself."

"The Xiaohan that my brother likes is the naughty, lively little brother who likes to follow me like a little tail, calling brother, brother."

"It's just that my brother is gone now. If Xiaohan gets into trouble in the future, my brother won't be able to help you clean up the little tail. You have to learn to bear it yourself."

"Brother." Chen Yuhan couldn't help breaking down and crying.

He held his brother's hand tightly, as if grasping a life-saving straw. The door of his heart that had been closed for the past two years just opened, and then collapsed, overflowing, full of guilt and regret.

"Brother, it's all my fault. I shouldn't go into the water and want to swim."

"Brother, you shouldn't have saved me."

"The person who died should be me, it's me."

When he was five years old, his elder brother died in order to save him. On that day, the five-year-old Chen Yuhan suddenly matured. Facing the life and death of his relatives, the five-year-old had to grow up overnight.

He and his brother are twins, they look almost exactly the same, but they are completely different.

My brother has a good personality, is so gentle, and always takes care of him. If he gets into trouble, he will help him clean up the mess.

My brother has a good IQ, is talented, and is good at reading. He finished all the courses in elementary school at the age of five, but he doesn't like reading or reading. He only knows how to go out to play, climb trees, swim, play football, and make trouble.

In the eyes of others, my brother is a good boy, but he is just a bad boy who is mischievous.

But Chen Yuhan was never jealous of his brother, he knew that his brother was the best brother in the world.

They have lived together since they were not born, they are connected by blood, and they are so close.

They were born into this world hand in hand.

However, my brother left first.

In order to save him, he left this world completely.

He has only been in this world for five years, and he has only enjoyed the love of his parents for five years. He has not fully felt the beauty of this world, so he left.

It's all his fault, his fault.

All the mistakes were made by him.

The damn one is him.

"Chen Yuhan! What nonsense are you talking about!" Chen Yurun's expression became more serious, his eyes widened, and his tone became more serious.

There was reprimand and pity in his tone, "Who made you think so, who made you say these words."

"Xiaohan, my brother has never regretted it. I am an elder brother, and you are a younger brother. As an elder brother, of course I want to protect my younger brother. How can I not save you when you are in danger? Although I didn't think so at the time. many."

"Xiaohan, brother doesn't regret it, brother is very glad that you are still alive."

"My brother is just a little regretful. I can't grow up with Xiaohan, and I can't be filial to my parents, but I will always be with you in a place where you can't see. You have to be healthy and happy, and then be filial to your father." mom."

"Mom, she doesn't really blame you. It's just that she was too sad and sick at that time. Isn't she better now? Whether it's brother, mom or dad, they all love Xiaohan."

"So, be happy."

"Be yourself, don't be anyone, not even me, we, Xiaohan, are the only you in the world. I still hope to see that even though he is not so good, he is still lively, cheerful, with a face always Brother with a smile."

"Xiaohan, promise me, be yourself, don't blame yourself anymore."

Chen Yurun's gentle and firm words broke Chen Yuhan's heart again, making him, who was covered in spikes all over his body, completely defeated.

"Brother..." Chen Yuhan threw himself into his brother's arms, crying loudly.

This was the first time he cried bitterly after his brother left.

I used to cry silently at night, and then gradually became emotionless, and I no longer looked like a child.

And now, in front of his brother who dotes on him the most, he can finally be himself again.

"Brother, can you come back, please, can you come back..."

Chen Yurun's illusory figure hugged his younger brother tightly, and patted his back lightly with his small hands.

After waking up, Zhou Shuzhen and Chen Boyu, who couldn't find their youngest son, opened the curtain of the tent and saw the scene in front of them.

In the sea of ​​purple flowers, everything seems so mysterious and unreal.

The slightly bright sky also made the surroundings hazy and unreal.

But Zhou Shuzhen and his wife saw it.

They saw Xinniannian's eldest son, who had been dead for two years.

Zhou Shuzhen felt that her breathing was about to stop. She held her husband's arm tightly and didn't dare to approach him, or even speak, for fear that her footsteps and voice would wake everything in front of her.

She only dared to shake her husband's arm with trembling hands, looking excited and crazy.

Tears don't know when to slip silently from the corner of the eyes.

Zhou Shuzhen knew clearly that the eldest son was dead.

She was the one who sent away the elder son who had completely closed his eyes at the beginning. No one could understand how heartbroken it was for a mother at that time.

She knew that the Xiaorun in front of her was just an illusion.

Like a bubble, maybe it will disperse at any time.So she was afraid, and she was careful not to approach it.

She doesn't need to speak, or stay close.

As long as she can look at it one more time, even just one more time, she will be satisfied.

Although she knew clearly that Xiao Run was dead and had completely left them two years ago, she somehow believed that Xiao Run in front of her was her son.

She also heard what Xiaorun said just now.

Xiao Run was right, in fact, she didn't blame Xiao Han.