After the divorce, Dr. Lin wanted to get back together every day

Chapter 41 Alive
Bai Song did not hold a funeral, but followed his last wish and took his ashes back to his hometown. As for the cemetery, Xie Wan chose it.

Bai Mumu remembered the night when Bai Song died, he grabbed the pillow with his left hand, but what he really wanted to take was a suicide note under the pillow.

Now that this suicide note is in Bai Mumu's hands, she dare not read it, but she has to read it.

I'm sorry to bid you farewell in this way, but I have no regrets.

You guys have been hiding my illness and don't want me to worry about it, but I knew it from the beginning, am I smart?
Xiaowan, do you know?What I worry about the most is you. You are small-minded, you can hold few people, you have a bad temper, and you have an awkward personality. If I say these things, will you beat me?But you can't beat it!

Don't cry, I don't regret marrying you in this life, in the next life, it depends on fate.

I hope that after I leave, you can forget me and live a good life. The road is moving forward, but don't look back, or I will scold you.

Mumu, my child, daddy's thick padded jacket, daddy is very reluctant to part with you, but daddy is really in too much pain, too much pain...

I'm sorry that Dad failed to live strong, but Dad hopes to still be the hero in your mind.

Dad is gone, your mother can take care of it if she wants, but she doesn't want to. Anyway, she still has a son.

Dad will not force you to do anything, including feelings, Xiao Wan did not do her duty as a mother.

But Dad still begs you, after Dad leaves, occasionally go home to see her, she must be very lonely without me, but if she forgets Dad, then we don't bother her, just take a look from a distance.

Mu Mu, you are a worry-free and sensible child, this is not good, only children who cry will have sweets.

Dad had been ignoring this problem before, and by the time Dad wanted to make up for it, it was already too late.In the days to come, think more about yourself, it doesn't matter if you are a little bit selfish.

As for Yiming, your father is gone, and you are the pillar of the family. My father asks you, how does it feel to be the pillar?
Are you a little tired?
It's normal to be tired, it's okay to be tired.

Dad will leave the family affairs to you. You have to take responsibility, and then become the one who can protect them from wind and rain. As long as they need it, Dad hopes that you can rush there as soon as possible.

You have been smart since you were a child, and Dad believes that you can do it.

Xiao Wan, there is a small box under my closet, which contains all my precious treasures, remember to put it together with my urn, so that I will not be alone.

Also, don’t hold any funeral for me, I don’t want to be seen as a monkey, and I’m too annoyed by crying, so it’s good to be simple, drink a bottle of wine by myself, and finally no People don't care about me anymore.

Leaning against the cold tombstone, Bai Mumu was crying silently. , the letter paper in her hand was rattling by the wind, she read it over and over again.

She always felt that Bai Song hadn't left, and was by her side, even now, the warm sunshine shone on her body, as if she was hiding in Bai Song's embrace.

So she was waiting, waiting for Bai Song to wake up, and as usual, she called softly behind her: Mu Mu, Dad is back.

With the light behind him, Bai Yiming walked in front of her: "Sister, I'm back home."

Bai Mumu opened her eyes, and was stunned for a moment, as if she had really waited for Bai Song, but when she took a closer look, no, Bai Song would never come back, he had already slept in this land.

Standing up from the ground, Bai Mumu straightened the crooked flowers, and the photo of Bai Song on the tombstone smiled brightly: Dad, does it hurt now?If there is no suffering in another world, will you live a happier life?

When the group arrived home, it was still the old house. Once the hospital's medical bills were settled and various medical insurance reimbursements were made, Xie Wan bought this house back.

They sat in the living room, imagining that the person who had disappeared was still there, but life was always going on, as Bai Song said.

Xie Wan took out a card, which was exactly the one Bai Mumu gave her back then: "Your dad, I haven't moved the money, you go and return it to Xiao Lin, as for the rest, you should go to work, go to school, mom is here This old house, guarding the memories with your father."

Bai Mumu took out her mobile phone and typed on it: Mom, you and I go to S City, I can take care of you.

Xie Wan waved her hand away: "I won't go, I will never set foot in City S again in my life." After speaking, her eyes were full of hostility, staring at Bai Mumu: "On the day your father died, what happened with Lin Lu? What did Ning say? Could it be that he slipped his tongue, which is why your father reacted so strongly and wanted to commit suicide that night!"

Bai Mumu shook her head, typing quickly with her fingertips on the phone, but unfortunately only halfway through typing, Xie Wan pushed her away impatiently, and then threw the card on her: "Go! I don't want to see you now, you now Immediately take your things and go back to City S!"

Bai Yiming was in a dilemma. On the one hand was Xie Wan, who was still emotionally unstable, and on the other was Bai Mumu, who was in grief. He hid the grief in his heart.

"Mom, you can't blame your brother-in-law for what happened to Dad. I asked him, and the content of the chat with Dad is normal." Bai Yiming said this, concealing that Bai Song actually had a sign of death at that time.

Lin Luning told him that Bai Song said this sentence during the meal: I know cancer is an incurable disease, and I can't drag down two families because of this disease.

He couldn't tell Xie Wan that.

Bai Yiming looked at Xie Wan: "Mom, why didn't you even tell me about the 45 shot of special medicine, and you forced me to go to my brother-in-law to get the money."

Xie Wan couldn't justify herself, it was a fact, but she became angry from embarrassment: "It's all for your father! Who knew it would be like this. I asked your sister to ask for it, but isn't it for her now? Are you still paying for it? What do you want from me? Is it wrong for me to want your dad to live? Let me ask you, is my idea wrong?!"

Is it wrong?
Bai Yiming thought for a while, Xie Wan seemed to be right, so should Bai Mumu bear her anger?
What's wrong with Bai Mumu?

Knowing that it is impossible to persuade Xie Wan to figure it out for a while, Bai Yiming can only start from Bai Mumu: "Sister, you still have a job, and besides, brother-in-law still needs you to go back to take care of her, why don't you go back to S City first?"

Bai Mumu disagreed. She didn't want to go back to S city for the time being. She wanted to spend more time with Bai Song. She hadn't recovered from the grief of her relative's death.

She shook her head frantically, squeezed Bai Yiming's arm, her eyes were dim with tears, she wanted Bai Yiming to persuade Xie Wan, but she couldn't make a sound.

don't, don't.
Bai Yiming seemed to hear her heart, and whispered in her ear: "Sister, Dad has already left, and Mom must be sad now, and your throat needs to see a doctor, even if it's for yourself, it's better to go back." .

Bai Mumu put down his hands, took a deep look at Bai Yiming, and took two steps back.

Then through tears, she looked at Xie Wan who was sitting alone by the window. Without the white pine, she seemed to be robbed of the nutrients in her body, and she was just alive.

……it is good.

She raised her head to meet Bai Yiming's eyes, and there was an answer hidden in them.

　Thank you zou Ruihan Mumu for the monthly pass, thank you~
　　Today's update is a little later than usual, sorry

　　
　
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