After the divorce, Dr. Lin wanted to get back together every day

Chapter 152 The Indelible Crack
Let's not talk about whether this sentence may be mixed with water, but that girl doesn't like to hear such words, Bai Mumu restrained her jumping heart, and put her hand on Lin Luning's extended palm with restraint.

After getting into the car, the car was driving on a completely unfamiliar road. Bai Mumu looked at both sides of the road and asked curiously, "Where are you taking me?"

The car drove into a community, Lin Luning had nothing to say all the way, and finally he took Bai Mumu to a house.

"Mumu, aren't you asking why you have a ring on your finger? I have thought about it a lot, and since you were willing to give me a chance, I want to tell you that I love you, love you very much, But at that time, I didn't dare, because I was afraid that I would lose control of my thoughts and do things that would hurt you."

"I still can't create better conditions for you, but I don't want to wait any longer, Mumu, I want to ask you, would you like to start over with me? Let's build a new home."

A few words, Lin Luning spoke intermittently, as if it was difficult for him to say these words.

But Lin Luning was not the only one who had difficulties, Bai Mumu was the same.

How much did she and Lin Luning go through before they came to where they are today, and how many days and nights, she was hesitating because of Lin Luning's uncertain relationship.

There were only the two of them in the empty living room, and Bai Mumu heard the heartbeats of himself and Lin Luning clearly.

promise?Or do not agree.

promise?Bai Mumu felt that even now, she still hadn't come out of the memories of the past.

She was afraid that everything that happened today was her imagination, and she was also afraid that she had already experienced it once, and she still didn't have a long memory, so she would fall into Lin Luning's hands again.

But if she didn't agree, as long as Bai Mumu thought of this, she would feel that it was difficult for her to breathe.

It turns out that loving someone so much that even refusing it is like lingering on your own body.

She couldn't say no to it, and she couldn't say what she agreed to.

Her silence was undoubtedly like a blunt knife, cutting open the scabbed wound, and the wound healed, but the pain at that time was still deeply engraved in Bai Mumu's mind.

The huge tide covered Bai Mumu, and she wanted to escape now.

It's not that she and Lin Luning are progressing too fast, but that she doesn't have the courage to step into the palace of marriage again.

She undoubtedly loves Lin Luning, but she is not yet ready to start a repeated life with Lin Luning.

Marriage, marriage means that they have responsibilities to both parties. Marriage is sacred, but when she still has doubts in her heart, she dare not go any further.

At this moment, she suddenly felt a little resentful towards Lin Luning, and hated why he lifted the charming veil. If she waited a little longer, maybe she would be as helpless as she is now.

But she also hated herself, hated her indecision, hated herself for being timid, and she suddenly felt disgusted with herself now.

Bai Mumu's eyes were flickering with uneasiness, her lips trembled slightly, and the cicadas outside the window were not in her ears at the moment, and her eyes were turned aside.

Lin Luning looked at her almost devoutly, unreservedly revealing his fragility and fear in front of Bai Mumu.

He saw that Bai Mumu was silent, and the light in his eyes dimmed a little.

Lin Luning continued to fight with a flustered face, "We once had a past that was not happy. I can understand your concerns. In the last marriage, I told you that I would take on the responsibility of a husband." and obligation, but I don't understand that when you really need it, it's my fault that I failed to let you rely on me, Mumu, I..."

Tears suddenly appeared in Lin Luning's eyes, he paused for a while: "Mu Mu, I hope you can think about it seriously, I..."

Lin Luning was at a loss for words again. Is he using words to force Bai Mumu to agree?

If so, what is the difference between him and before.

He had already knocked out a crack on Bai Mumu's body. Although he made it up again and again, the crack would still be there and couldn't be erased.

"Mumu, yes..." I'm sorry.

With a smile on Bai Mumu's face, she shook her head slightly. She took off the ring on her finger and put it in Lin Luning's hand: "Sorry, I may not be able to promise you yet, can you give me a little more time?"

Lin Luning lowered his head, there were dark and unclear things in his eyes, he closed his eyes, he suppressed all those tumbling things, his eyes went dark for a while, and his heart ached from the ring.

The teeth were biting on the tip of the tongue, the teeth were closed tightly, and the smell of blood rushed to the tip of his nose. The sobriety brought by the pain made him frown. This almost self-harming method made him see the person in front of him clearly.

It turns out that this is the feeling of truly falling in love with someone. The pain when there is no response is so heart-breaking.

How much disappointment did Bai Mumu accumulate before he mustered up the courage to separate from him, and how much faith he had before he dared to forgive him.

Those who say that if you love someone, you should stay away are bullshit!

He loves Bai Mumu, so he wants to get close to her, wants to start over with her, and wants to bluntly erase everything he has done to Bai Mumu.

But if it can be erased, there will not be so many regrets in life, and there will not be so many unrequited loves, and the deep love will not last.

He was wrong, very wrong.

How did she get out of the house in the end, and how did she get back home, Bai Mumu couldn't remember, or rather, she deliberately didn't think about it.

She didn't dare to recall Lin Luning's disappointed eyes, and didn't want to see Lin Luning sad, but there was still a hurdle in her heart that made her hesitate and dare not go forward.

Lin Luning drove to school, but Bai Mumu didn't follow her. She was in a mess right now.

Walking around in the living room at a loss, with nowhere to rest his soul, he wanted to find someone to talk to, but there was never a suitable one.

Huang Si?
Bai Mumu shook her head. She and her husband bought plane tickets to LS yesterday to relax.

Zhu Li?

In Bai Mumu's eyes, she is still a child and cannot solve the distress in her heart.

She suddenly thought of a person, Xu Suizhi.

After Lin Luning called her, Bai Mumu added the other party's WeChat, but they each briefly introduced each other and never talked with each other again.

But now, this strange woman, she saw something similar to her in the other party, and Bai Mumu suddenly wanted to talk to the other party.

She mustered up the courage to dial the phone, and a soft voice came from the receiver: "Hello?"

"Hi, I'm Bai Mumu, we added WeChat before, do you remember?"

"I remember." Xu Suizhi has a good memory: "You are a relative of Dr. Lin."

Bai Mumu showed a wry smile, is she still considered Lin Luning's relative now?

The long silence made the other party notice something unusual, and asked in a low voice, "Have you had any conflicts with Dr. Lin?"

　Hee hee, coding is over~
　　Hey, I love you~

　　
　
(End of this chapter)