Lord Qing Leng bowed down for me

Shen Zhiyi listened to his words, it would be a lie to say that her heart was not touched, the person in front of her was someone she had truly loved, and she was devoted to it regardless of herself.

But on the city wall that day, after seeing the struggle and hesitation in his eyes, she felt cold in her heart. She never felt that she was a righteous person, and all she wanted was for him to put her first.

Even if he told her now that all of this was due to another reason, there was nothing else in her heart except the touch at that moment.

Because the heart is dead.

It's not that he doesn't have her in his heart, it's that all his love is hidden in his heart, and they have experienced too much, the relationship between them is like a broken mirror that has been put together again.

Maybe if it falls again, it will never recover, and she doesn't have that much courage to put it together again.

Shen Zhiyi raised her head slightly, and said slowly: "Jiang Huaicai, from the moment I die, we will be impossible."

"I can calmly accept Meng Xuan'an's kindness to me because I have never experienced so much between him, whether it is misunderstanding or estrangement. A helping hand."

What's more, he was demoted for helping the Shen family, that was the only warmth she felt when she was full of resentment, she and Meng Xuan'an were able to be friends because there was not so much estrangement between them.

A love that cost her life, and even the lives of everyone in the Shen family, she would never love anyone again, so when she saw Meng Xuanan's different thoughts, she pushed him away in time.

She never thought about loving someone again, since she can't respond to other people's feelings, then don't give him any hope.

When she was first reborn, she thought that if she had to marry in the future, she would marry someone who would not love her. There would be no burden, and the two would respect each other as guests. If these superfluous and cumbersome feelings were removed, there would be no disappointment.

"There are other reasons for imprisoning you in Qiongzhi Courtyard, but I promised others that I cannot tell you. Only by showing the truth can I tell you."

"Zhizhi, you are the girl I cherish and cherish in my heart. I dare not say that I am not wrong at all, but my love for you has never changed. Can you not push me away, can you not Leave me behind."

There was a bit of earnestness and pleading in Jiang Huaice's words. He listened to her words, and he didn't say a single word that he wanted to start over with him, and his heart couldn't help but feel a little flustered.

"Jiang Huaice, liking someone is not the reason why you block me here at this time, completely disregarding my reputation, and let you do whatever you want. I also said that I will never marry you in this life. Isn't it enough for me? Understand?"

A sense of powerlessness rose in Shen Zhiyi's heart. She no longer struggled with the love in her previous life. He was his Marquis Changping, and she was her Fourth Miss Shen. Wouldn't it be nice that there would be no intersection from now on?

"So, who are you going to marry? Meng Xuan'an?"

The man's strength in holding her hand increased, but he let go suddenly. When the kiss with his breath fell on her hair, Shen Zhiyi was stunned for a moment. He asked her to stand still, and put her head on the on his chest.

That kiss was as soft as a feather swipe, his fingers passed through her black hair, and then a cold hairpin was pinned to her hair, and beside his ear was his violently beating heartbeat, so powerful.

"People can lie. They can say the most beautiful love words in the world. If you are deceived many times, you will no longer believe all the sweet words, but the heartbeat can't lie. It tells me how happy I am to see you. and excited."

"I made this crabapple flower hairpin with my own hands. I thought I would put it on for you when I came back from the frontier. You said that your favorite flower is the crabapple flower. I didn't know until later that the crabapple flower is a bitter love."

Jiang Huaice let go of her, and looked at her eyes with a bit of sadness besides the intense and fiery emotion: "You never got the love I gave you in your previous life, but now I'm reaping the fruits of it, I don't blame you, Zhi Zhi, from now on, I won't pester you any more."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and walked out step by step, but his back looked a bit lonely, until the last bit of sunset glow fell from him, and his figure disappeared at the corner of the alley.

Shen Zhiyi reached out to touch the crabapple flower hairpin in her hair, thinking that she would have to spend more time with him, but she never thought that today he would say that she would not bother her anymore.

"fair enough."

She murmured in a low voice, Jiang Huaice is a person who keeps his promises, and he will follow what he promised today and will not pester her again.

But why, she suddenly felt a bit depressed in her heart, Shen Zhiyi shook her head, and walked out of the alley to find Xue Ruozheng and Sang Yunji, who had been waiting for her for a long time.

"Zhizhi, are you doing something behind our backs again?"

Xue Ruozheng stepped forward to take her arm, saw the crabapple flower hairpin that suddenly appeared on her hair and said, "Huh? Your hairpin is so pretty, where did you buy it?"

As soon as these words came out, Shen Zhiyi unconsciously reached out to touch the hairpin again, Sang Yun sent a smile and said: "Okay, I have been tossing around for a day today, I think this Xi Yanyu must be disgraced in Huaijing in the future, let's go back to rest too let's go."

She intentionally changed the topic, Xue Ruozheng didn't ask any more questions, and clamored to go home and rest, the three of them parted at the intersection, and in the Shen family's carriage, Shen Zhiyi looked at the crabapple hairpin in her hand.

To be honest, the craftsmanship of this hairpin is not very delicate, but it can be seen that the owner made it with great care, and the materials are all top quality. Even because the owner often takes it out to enjoy, the edges of the hairpin are a little smooth.

'You are the bright moon that I have hidden in my heart for a long time before I dare to love. '

The bright moon has never hung high, but his cautious but cherished tone made her feel that they seemed to have known each other for a long time, and he had already put her in his heart.

As far as he is concerned, she is the person he has hidden in his heart for a long time, and she is the bright moon that he thinks hangs in the sky and dare not touch.

Shen Zhiyi put down the hairpin, and gave a wry smile. If you miss it, you miss it. Not everything in this world has the word regret. If she hadn't been reborn, then she would have died that winter.

With all the hatred and heartbreak, buried under the white snow, how could I hear him say, I love you.

So be it, they will no longer be able to say whether they like it or not.

In the midst of her thousands of thoughts, the carriage stopped leisurely, and when Shen Zhiyi got out of the carriage, she saw Meng Xuanan standing at the door, the young man with a gentle smile on his face, stretched out his hand towards her.

"Twigs."

Shen Zhi avoided his hand calmly, just as she thought, she could feel Meng Xuanan's different feelings for her, but she couldn't respond to this feeling, so naturally she couldn't give him any hope.

They could be friends, or brothers and sisters, but they couldn't be lovers. She didn't want to delay Meng Xuanan, and she wasn't his best choice.

In the future, when he is a first-rank official and an extremely human minister, he will naturally have a daughter who treats him sincerely and sings harmoniously with him.

I'm sorry dears, something happened at home yesterday, so it was off for a day!