After resigning, I want to go back to the village to grow sweet potatoes

Lin Daoqin said that Mei Hui reported herself, Lin Xi woke up like a dream, and only then did she understand why Mei Hui smiled so calmly?Why didn't the other people in the room talk about Mei Hui being taken away?

"Big Mom, did Sister Hui say she wanted to go inside to accompany Brother Yan?"

Lin Xi felt even more guilty when he asked Lin Daoqin this sentence.

【感】 Feeling uneasy because of shortcomings, doing something wrong, or failing to fulfill one's responsibilities.

【Guilty】To feel pain in one's heart for one's mistakes.

Lin Xi's guilt is for Zhuang Su, Zhuang Zhong and Lin Daoqin. She didn't appear in front of them when they needed her most, but she was stubborn and arrogant, thinking that since Mei Xuexiang didn't want to see her, Zhuang Yan didn't want to see her. She, she doesn't need to be affectionate and take the initiative to come to the door.

Lin Xi's guilt was towards Majesty, towards Mei Hui, and even more towards herself.

Yes, solemnity hurt Lin Xi's heart, but that was also the result of your own sentimentality and wishful thinking, Lin Xi.

You, Lin Xi, love Zhuang Yan, and Zhuang Yan loves you too, but he has always made it clear that his love for you, Lin Xi, is the love of relatives, the love of brothers and sisters, and it is the love between men and women that you insist that he has failed you, Lin Xi.

Love between men and women, what kind of love is love between men and women?Since ancient times, who has made it clear?

Zhuang Yan is actually not wrong in dealing with the relationship between men and women. He flatly rejected Mei Hui's pursuit when she was still Yu Hui, without any ambiguity or disconnection.

As for Lin Xi, Huang Fan, Yu Qing, and Yu Shui, Zhuang Yan has always defined the relationship between them clearly and clearly.

To you, Lin Xi, I love you like a brother and sister.

For her, Huang Fan, her classmate relationship, her youth partner.

For Yu Qing, Yu Shui is her elder sister, her own elder sister.

Zhuang Yan usually likes to joke and play with girls like you, that's because he doesn't think so much in his heart, but we think too much, thinking that he is getting closer to another girl, just playing ambiguously, just talking To be in love is to lie to your feelings.

cheating on your feelings?I think we are deceiving our feelings.

You keep saying you love him, but do you really love him?
Huang Fan, you said that you used to love him very much and wanted to marry him very much. You admitted that you seduced him many times, but he was always indifferent and turned a blind eye to your so-called love. You just scolded him like Fang Cheng and Gao Yiming It's a scumbag.Is he really scum?If he is really scum, why doesn't he accept your temptation?Why do you always emphasize that you are just classmates?Has he touched your hand inappropriately so far?
It was you, Huang Fan, who immediately established a relationship with Meng Dayun after being treated solemnly and coldly, and talked about marriage within two or three months, and did not formally obtain a certificate and handle affairs for various reasons.

Huang Fan, I'm not talking about you. In fact, you and Meng Dayun have always had that love affair. It's just that when you need help from others the most, Zhuangyan just extended a selfless helping hand to you, and you fell in love with the solemn appearance all of a sudden. And that kind of innocence, stalking and pursuing him, but not being able to pursue him, beat him up and call him a scumbag.

Lin Xi, you are also like this. Zhuang Yan has always told you that his love for you is the love between relatives, the love of brothers and sisters, but you have to be entangled in this love.Before it is clear whether you have inherited your mother's disease, you keep saying that you don't have to marry him if you love him, but you have to think about him if you love him.

But have you thought about him?No, not at all.

If you really love him, you won't break up with him just because of his sentence "I can't get married in my life".

Lin Xi, you clearly know that Zhuang Yan might be used by Mei Fangfei, have you reminded him?Didn't you just watch him being dragged into the water by Mei Fangfei?

Lin Xi, you clearly know that Zhuang Yan came to Ningzhou to discuss with you what he should do?But you just saw him but didn't stop him, you must tell him to come and confess in full view, if it were you, would you accept it?

Lin Xi, after you were sure that something happened to Zhuang Yan, did you feel a little secretly happy?Like Huang Fan, he thinks it's his own fault and he has to take the blame?
Lin Xi, after Zhuang Yan entered, did you ever think about going to see him or doing something for him?No, definitely not, I don't even want to go into his house, I just want to see his jokes.

like?Is this love?
Yes, love is selfish, and most people in this world are selfish.

What about Meihui?After Lin Xizhen left, she rushed to Qingshuiwan immediately without hesitation, and dressed her in mourning.

After Zhuang Ran's accident, who didn't avoid Lin Xizhen?Didn't even you, Lin Xi, refuse to meet her openly?She knelt down to you, and you still murmured in your heart that she was trying to gain sympathy in a hypocritical way.

When Lin Xizhen wrote you a letter, you still doubted her sincerity. You didn't believe it until the staff of the insurance company and the bank came to Clear Water Bay to handle related business, and until Meng Dayun took a photo of Lin Xizhen's donation of peerless embroidery from the Ningzhou Museum. She is still a strange woman.

like?Do you know the true meaning of love?

Said that the solemnity is too fraternal, and he laughs and laughs at every woman, playing ambiguously.That is the love that you and those bystanders don't understand what is love and what is friendship?Instead, he stands and talks without pain in his back. He always shines on others with the eyes of a moral judge with a colored mirror, and never bows his head to reflect on himself.

True love is selfless, that is, without hesitation.

Mei Hui loves solemnity, which is the real love, selfless love, and love without hesitation.

Meihui dared to declare in front of all the descendants of the Lin family in Qingshuiwan at the gate of Lin's ancestral hall that the day of Lin Xizhen's funeral was the day of her marriage with Zhuang Yan, which was selfless love, because at this time Zhuang Yan had nothing and was already in prison.

Mei Hui finished the funeral for Lin Xizhen as her own granddaughter, and kowtowed three times and nine times before Zhuang Su's body as her granddaughter-in-law. Isn't that selfless love?May I ask you, Huang Fan, can you do it?Can you, Lin Xi, do it?
You, Lin Xi, and Huang Fan, always accuse him of being too rotten and scumbag, what about yourselves?It is said that Mei Hui is too pretentious and fake, what about you yourself?
Each of us should first ask ourselves, how are we doing?Then judge others.

Now Meihui reports herself and asks to go in to accompany Zhuangyan. Although it is a bit stupid, isn't this the best proof that she loves Zhuangyan without hesitation?can you do it?

Taking pleasure in others' misfortune, adding insult to injury, everyone will.

The icing on the cake, the finishing touch, everyone wants.

Sending charcoal in the snow, helping the poor and the poor, is rare.

"Xiaoxi, don't think too much, your grandfather Zhuang, your eldest father and I don't have any thoughts about you, but think that we owe you too much, Xiao Yan owes you too much. We have persuaded Huihui many times, the current Zhuang is not the same as before. The dealer, the current Xiao Yan is not the former Xiao Yan, let her go abroad and stop being so nice to Xiao Yan." Lin Daoqin said to Lin Xi while wiping away tears.

"Big Mom, if you want to say I owe you, it's because I owe you too much, and our family owes too much to the dealer. You said that sister Hui should go abroad? Can she still go abroad?" Lin Xi burst into tears.

"Huihui's going abroad procedures were completed half a year ago, but she always wanted to go out with Xiao Yan, and she would not go out unless Xiao Yan went out. Today we also asked Police Officer Yan, is Huihui's going abroad procedures still useful? Officer Yan checked it for us, and it is still useful, because Huihui has nothing to do with anyone's mistakes." Lin Daoqin replied Lin Xi.

"Then why did Officer Yan and the others take Sister Hui away?" Lin Xi's heart ached.

"It is we who want Police Officer Yan to take Huihui away and let them persuade Huihui, a good girl, woo..." Lin Daoqin covered his face and wept.