this infinite world

Chapter 214 A Youth's Story
Let's talk about a young man's story.

It was an ordinary day, and a new life was welcomed in the delivery room of a certain hospital, which represented a newlywed couple welcomed a new member of the family.

Like countless ordinary families in the land of China, the couple regard their children as treasures and place great expectations on them, hoping that their children will become promising people in the future.

Therefore, children are taught from an early age to be kind to others, to be humble and polite, to be helpful, to make more friends, and as long as they treat others with sincerity, they will definitely be treated with sincerity.

However, the good times didn't last long. The couple died accidentally in a traffic accident. The child survived because he had previously lived in the grandmother's house and had no companions.The perpetrator paid a large amount of compensation, but how to take care of the children is still a problem.After discussion, the parents of the husband and wife decided to take turns taking care of the children.

In this way, many years have passed in the blink of an eye.The child grew up, studied hard under the care of his grandparents and maternal grandparents, and was admitted to a good undergraduate university in the province, which became the pride in their eyes.

The traumatic experience in childhood did not leave a shadow. Although the parents’ voices and smiles can only be remembered through photos, the child always remembers what his parents taught him back then, hoping to become the person his parents expected, to live in harmony with everyone, and to To be liked by all.

He succeeded, and when the boy was a young man he became a very popular man.Because he always treats the relationship with the people around him equally, and always makes the people around him feel like a spring breeze.

——He always trusted the people around him.

He can empathize with others, and when he sees other people's happy smiles, he will also show a sincere smile and be sincerely happy for them; if others are sad because of bad things, he will also feel genuine grieves, and does everything possible to comfort that person; he is also not good at saying no to people, so when someone asks him for help, he always does his best to be supportive.

But one day, he realized one thing, not everyone can understand and agree with each other.Not only differences in personality, but also differences in social environment and growth experience will cause some people to diverge and go in different directions, because their ideas are destined to be irreconcilable.

Even if they could coexist peacefully for a while, the rift has been planted and the two will eventually part ways.

It was a seemingly inconspicuous matter. There was friction between two female friends who had been friends with him for several years. The conflict escalated with the passage of time, from complaining to swearing at each other, and finally even the youth did not respond. When it came over, it developed into an extremely bad situation.

The young man caught in the middle couldn't understand this fact, and he didn't understand why things had developed to this point. He just followed his previous way of dealing with the problem, insisted on what he had always done, and tried to mediate the conflict between the two parties. Communicate to resolve misunderstandings.

But the youth failed. He tried hard for a long time but failed.Maybe he thinks that he and the other two are friends, and everyone can sit together and have a friendly conversation, but the parties involved don't seem to think so.The reality is that his two female friends have become incompatible enemies, and he is caught in the middle like cheese sandwiched between bread and bread. Both sides feel that he is on the other side, and in the end it is only him Get angry on both sides.

Despite being treated like this, the young man did not give up. He tried to investigate the cause and process of the incident, and to investigate what caused the two to get into this situation.He went to ask other people who might know, and even spent a lot of effort in reading materials in the library to study psychology... Finally, he discovered the root of the matter.

In fact, it was nothing more than a trivial matter that could not be smaller, causing disputes.

The young man was very happy. Although he spent a lot of time and energy, he did find out the truth of the matter, so he asked these two women out, presented the facts and reasoned, and bit by bit shared everything about them. The process, as well as the conjectures about why they developed to this point, were all told.

The young man spoke dryly. He thought he could perfectly solve this problem, but he didn't expect that the two women just took his words as fart.Because their relationship has already been gradually fermented due to time, and even the mediation of the young people had a counterproductive effect, which brought the atmosphere of the conversation to a freezing point.

The wishful thinking of young people to mediate has completely failed.Before leaving, a woman directly splashed water on his face, while another woman mercilessly exposed the truth that he had not discovered until now.

"Instead of naively thinking that you can be a peacemaker, you might as well open your eyes and take a good look at the hypocrisy of the people around you... How many people pretend to be pitiful, but put You use it like a tool to satisfy their selfish desires!"

The young man didn't want to believe it, but the woman's words pierced his heart deeply like a thorn, so much so that he couldn't help thinking about it even when he was eating and sleeping, and he did remember it through his memories. Many details that have been overlooked by myself.

Although very reluctant to suspect his friend, the youth launched an investigation.

The young man is not stupid, nor is he a fool without means, he is just too gullible in others.Under this investigation, the truth naturally surfaced, and he also saw the ugliness of selfishness and greed for the first time.

Those who cried to him when they were drunk on weekdays were mostly philistines who took the opportunity to express their emotions to eat and drink; those who claimed to have difficulties at home and borrowed money from him were actually spending their days and nights with his help A greedy person; the worst thing is that his best friend on weekdays, when he rushed home to visit the sick old man, secretly used his ID card to apply for a credit card for overdraft consumption without telling him. When he went to the bank to check the accounts, he realized that he had a lot of debts on him.

Young people are afraid to trust others.

The young man's world view is shattered. The education he has received since childhood, and the things he has experienced seem to be shattered. He wants to cry, but he can't shed tears; he wants to howl, but he can't find a place; he wants to go to others Telling, but at the moment when the parents passed away and the elders in the family were old, there was no one to confide in, so I could only keep everything in my heart...

The young man silently broke off contact with his "friends". He resolutely took up legal weapons to protect his rights and sent that "good friend" to prison, but the debts that had already been settled on his head But it cannot be reversed.So he began to hide from the elderly at home, dropped out of school, worked part-time to pay off debts, and even sold blood in the end...

Until, in the dilapidated rental house, he was weak due to hunger, and when he was in despair, he took out his mobile phone and found a dialog box that looked like a virus software.

"Do you want to understand the meaning of life?
"Want to... really live?"

……

It was like a long dream.

——Unexpectedly, I actually relived my experience before entering the main god's space under such circumstances.

Yang Yun opened his eyes and smiled wryly—even though his eyes were still dark, he could clearly understand that he had already opened his eyes, but the dark space he was in now did not even have a single light source.

That was indeed Yang Yun's past. It was precisely because of those deceptions and betrayals that the young man felt desperate, and thus saw the dialog box to enter the main god's space.And his behavior in the biochemical crisis, and the six-dimensional lower than ordinary people after returning to the main god's space, represent his long-term overwhelmed body and devastated heart.

What the eyes see are all memories; what the heart thinks are all the past; what the eyes see are all regrets.Yang Yun's past before entering the main god's space is really not sweet.

--Very painful.

Different from being almost killed by the alien queen, and dying from the exhaustion of vitality, this pain is not physical pain, but mental pain.Not only from reliving one's past, but also from malice, sin and curse from all directions.At this moment, these surging negative emotions and energies have already broken through the defense of the super electromagnetic soul armor, eroding away towards the depths of the body.

"Fortunately, I'm not alone now."

In this bottomless darkness, Yang Yun said to himself: "I have found again, my trustworthy partner, and those precious memories."

——At first, it was Zheng Zha.

"We are partners, isn't it the most basic thing to help each other?"

These are the words he said after the return of Resident Evil. According to the character of that man, he didn't regard saving me twice as a big deal at all.It's as if human beings help each other and support each other, which is a matter of course.

"Trust is mutual, Yang Yun, I trust you once. But you also remember, I don't trust the current you, but the one who is trying to survive in the laser tunnel, the one who saved me in the alien Fate, you who fought against the Alien Queen in a bloody battle are the one who mourned Chu Xuan's death with me in the curse..."

This is in Harry Potter, he still chose to believe in my layout even though he knew that I was hiding a secret, and chose to bring his teammates to face the enemies in the team battle, while taking Hogwarts's Things were left to me.

That guy who was so naive as to be a bit of a virgin was by no means a hypocrite, but a partner worthy of his life.

——After that, it was Chu Xuan.

"Since I chose you, it means that there must be something in you that I can trust. I believe that you can complete this task...and you must also believe in yourself."

"Believe in yourself, break the future that belongs to us, and open up a new future that belongs to you and belongs to us."

Regardless of what that godlike wise man was thinking, whether there was any other meaning in choosing to die, in terms of the results, he paved the way for me with his own life, and gave me the opportunity to change the future, Trust me.

The guy who was so cold that he was suffocating and had no emotion on the surface, but he just couldn't tell. The emotion in his heart was probably hotter than anyone else.

——And then, it was Zhang Jie.

"Partner, can I stand shoulder to shoulder with you? Even if I am no longer in Central Continent, not by your side?"

"Yang Yun, since you want to trust your teammates, don't keep too many things in your heart, take the initiative to tell them, and trust them in all aspects!"

The guy who had to stand against the Zhongzhou team because of the main god and the pros and cons, the second man in the entire reincarnation world, made me realize that I didn't trust my teammates with all my heart... and until now, he is still fighting with the team. Side by side, I fought fiercely with that mountain-like giant in the outside world.

What's more, his problems are still waiting for me to solve them.

——Finally, there is Liuli.

"The process of finding the answer is also something we have never experienced before. Instead of relying on the powerful computing power of Nether's core, we rely on our own heart to find the answer, and rely on our own hands to touch and understand..."

"Fortunately, during this slightly long period of time, I finally found my own answer, my own 'truth'."

One thousand five hundred and seventy three years of waiting, one thousand five hundred and seventy three years of trust, finally blossomed and borne fruit.

Thank you, without your words and your "trust" aura, it would be impossible for me to regain my own past.

"So I, I can't stay in this darkness for too long."

Even if I just fell into an illusion just now and re-experienced the deepest and most terrifying nightmare; even now there are still various curses eroding the body, as if the nerves and senses have been magnified dozens of times before being pricked with needles and burned with fire, So much so that he needed to use all his life energy to fight against it, so that he could slightly relieve the bone-piercing pain. Yang Yun still used all his strength to twitch the corners of his mouth and smiled.

Because he knew that those things were hitting his heart, sinking his will, and making his nerves admit defeat.

——but as long as my heart never yields, then I will never lose.

"There's still work to be done."

There seemed to be a fire.

This fire warms the heart, dispels curses, burns away sins, and soothes the spirit.

Putting his hand on his chest, Yang Yun took out something from it and gently placed it on the ground, illuminating a small area around him.

That is the spark of hope called "trust"—even if betrayed, even if you fall into despair, it will eventually burn blazingly.Even if the memories of the past are all false, there are still countless sparks hidden in the painful past and burnt despair.

Hope will not be wiped out, and the youth has not been completely defeated by despair. Even if he is confused for a while, he will eventually find a partner who can be trusted with sincerity and trust each other without reservation.

"Burning myself, illuminating the future... This time, is it my spirit or my soul that is burning?"

Yang Yun stared at the fire in front of him, shook his head and smiled: "Forget it, it doesn't matter... Anyway, since I developed 'overload', I am destined to go further and further down this road."

In the next second, the flames blazed.

until it lights up the world.

(End of this chapter)