Chapter 402

Gongsun Ce felt that he was falling, his surroundings were the color of filthy blood wine, and beneath him was a bottomless abyss with no end in sight.There are countless wild lines dancing in the blood wine, like abstract murals.

Gongsun Ce drank the blood wine in the Holy Grail, but that was just an "expression" in his heart.The real golden cup is still in Gongsun Ce's arms. The essence of his actions is to arouse the power of the filthy golden cup, so that the negative emotions in the blood wine will infect him.This familiar feeling seems to be eroded again by the angry sky of the red mage. The filthy holy grail is indeed a weapon made by the red mage for himself, and it is almost identical to her in some aspects.

If he falls endlessly like this, he will be directly overwhelmed by negative waves.Therefore, Gongsun Ce observed the surroundings with surprisingly calm, looking for the emotions that suit him from the paintings.Reflected by the murals are the most profound silhouettes in the past, like photos degraded by monsters.Among them are Gongsun Ce who stands in the corner watching Ailandia and Mo Yuankai, Gongsun Ce who is greedy for pleasure and wasting his time, and Gongsun Ce who brags and attracts attention, which is his jealousy, laziness, and vanity.

Gongsun Ce knew the authenticity of these feelings, but he didn't pay attention to them and discarded them.These are not the subjects he is looking for, what he needs is a "start", the beginning of creation.At this time, a familiar picture came into view, in which there was a young child with black hair.Gongsun Ce struggled to get out of the fall and reached out to the mural.

A moment later, he came to the inside of the picture from the bloody cliff.It was a narrow and dim car. Two men in official uniforms sat on the back seat, one on the left and one on the right, with a silent child sandwiched between them.The young Gongsun Ce didn't say a word at first, and then he yelled fiercely at the people around him after being stimulated by some unknown reason.His face was covered with a black and red shadow, like a monster roaring in the human world.

"..."

The real Gongsun Ce stood aside, quietly observing.Until the picture changed, from the escort ship to the airship of that year.There were three people in his cell, but most of the time the boy sat silently, and only in rare moments did he open his mouth to communicate with Caldesia and Aurus, and the communication quickly turned into cold sarcasm and quarrels.

Gongsun Ce looked at all this with a detached attitude that almost had nothing to do with him. He quickly watched the accident at the beginning.Afterwards, the boy and Maho were imprisoned in the same cell and kept apologizing; the boy wandered in the chaotic air city, fighting everywhere; the boy circled a place for himself and lived alone...

During the review process, Gongsun Ce felt an external detection, like a knock on the door in his heart.He refused with silence, watching all this alone, until the picture was frozen in a cloudy afternoon, the boy was sitting alone in the depths of the alley.His eyes were so cold and sad, like a wounded wolf.

"Pretending to be an expert without talking, do you think it's cool?" Gongsun Ce muttered, "I expected it, but it's a bit embarrassing to see it. One of the deepest negative emotions I feel is... loneliness."

In fact, you don't need to look any further to understand.For young people who have no one to trust around them, the deepest emotion is loneliness and powerlessness.Gongsun Ce, who has telekinetic power, will not feel helpless like ordinary children, but this power itself has exacerbated his loneliness.His path began with this feeling, and this feeling has always accompanied him in his growth.

Even if he made many friends later, even if he now has someone he loves, the loneliness will never leave completely.Loneliness is like a shadow, like a thorn, like an invisible ghost, and its real source is the loneliness of thought.It will only be alleviated and cannot be erased, because there are always some thoughts and ideas that cannot be spoken to others, but can only be endured silently.

"It would be pretty unsightly to make something like this." Gongsun Ce knelt down and looked at him at the same level as before, "But after all, creation requires true feelings, and no matter how bad the writing is, it's my thing."

Gongsun Ce smiled, patted the boy on the shoulder, and inhaled all the contents of the murals into his hands.All experiences and memories were stripped away by him at this moment, leaving only the purest information, some transparent, colorless, "solitude" that does not really exist, like a phantom.

Gongsun Ce mobilized the power of the spiritual light and combined it with the "loneliness" mind obtained after peeling off the cocoon, and a gray streamer gradually appeared in his hands.Now he has created a crude "movement", a lone missile.This power has no form. Once it hits, it will destabilize the enemy's mental state, let the information flow into the enemy's heart, and dominate the opponent with lonely emotions.

"It's too bad." Gongsun Ce commented, "There is no construction at all, and the essence is still smashing holes with telekinetic power. Yan Qi will die laughing when he sees it."

Mental attacks don't fit his fighting style at all, and the output efficiency of pure power + mind is too low.He needs a more efficient expression to turn moves into weapons...weapons...

Try accessing the library of meme minds to find material.

Gongsun Ce let go of the aura, he no longer limited his thinking to his body and heart, he began to extend his perception outwards, just like a magician expanding his world.This time he has a different "concept", and the world shows him another look.His awareness went beyond the bedroom, beyond the Venus, to the high, high clouds.What he sees is no longer pure matter and energy. The endless flow of information spreads all over the world like light, presenting a colorful and blurry picture, as if looking up at the magnificent night sky of the city from the bottom of the deep sea.

Those colors are memes that don't actually exist, and different kinds of memetic minds have different "colors".Gongsun Ce instinctively realized that part of the information was extremely difficult or even impossible for him to use. It was the "positive" information flow, honor and justice, love and courage, loyalty and tenderness...

And the other part of the information surged towards him like moths seeing a candle flame, it was anger, hatred, deceit, hypocrisy, killing, destruction... These information were black and bloody in his vision, making him Feel a sense of familiar familiarity.Black and red memetic thoughts swirled and danced around his mind, like countless courtiers coming to pay homage to their king.

Quiet.Line up.

Gongsun Ce didn't need to make a sound, as soon as his thoughts appeared, he completely dominated all of this without consuming any power.He inspected the library of resources at his disposal, and began to search carefully for the memes he needed.Loneliness isn't strong enough, fast enough, it's hidden, dark, an imperceptible message.It should not be used to make weapons for frontal combat, it is more like a needle, a knife...

"A hidden weapon..."

Gongsun Ce plunged headlong into the incomparably huge resource bank, and his rough thinking gradually took shape in the process of searching and screening, becoming perfect and substantial.He quickly found the meme he needed, which was the hidden weapon he was most familiar with, something he had fought with countless times - a cross-shaped iron plate with a round hole in the middle, the shuriken most commonly used by ninjas!

Gongsun Ce grabbed it excitedly, and a cluster of gray nirvana appeared in his hand, melting the lone missile, which was only in its infancy, into the shuriken.He carefully weaves the "effect" of this hidden weapon, just like writing an important core backbone in an article, and the appearance and size of the shuriken are constantly changing during the process.Sometimes it burst into flames like a blazing weapon, and sometimes scattered into dust like a thunderous weapon. Finally, a bloody iron chain was attached to its rear half, which was somewhat similar to a smashed huge shuriken.

The current "Lonely Armed Forces" has completely changed its appearance. It is no longer that indescribable fuzzy force, but has a tangible and clear shape: an iron-gray cross star shuriken, about half the size of an ordinary person's fist, in the There is a blood-colored iron cable connected to the center hole, connecting it to the side of the user's left arm.This shuriken looks very inconspicuous, even if you concentrate on observing it, it is easy to ignore its existence, but it is sharp and sharp, meeting all the needs of hidden weapons.

Gongsun Ce caressed this piece of iron, which was his first "work".He squeezed out a new seal, named it, completely completed the power, then closed his eyes and returned to the normal world.

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"I'm done! I'm done!!"

Gongsun Ce almost couldn't wait to jump off the bed. He shouted excitedly, wanting to run out of the room immediately to announce the great news to everyone.What prevented him from completing this series of actions was the second person in the room, Shigure Rei was standing beside his bed, and the distance between him and someone who had just jumped off the bed was close enough to give a face-to-face salute.

"What have you become?" Shi Yuling glared, "You have nothing to do to review the painful past, are you sick? It's so noisy next to me, I... Hey, are you okay?"

Gongsun Ce was speechless.Moments after returning to the real world, another emotion took over his body and mind instead of joy.It was a sea-like loneliness, boundless coldness and darkness wrapped his heart, as if he had been frozen in the ice for thousands of years and sank to the bottom of the ocean.That feeling surpassed all the pain he had ever felt, like countless poisonous insects biting his reason, the pain and tearing feeling almost made him completely collapse.

"Hey! Gongsun Ce! Be sober..."

He couldn't wake up, he desperately grasped the nearest warmth beside him, wept bitterly in the light that illuminated the loneliness.

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It took about 10 minutes for Gongsun Ce to truly regain his senses. He lay on his bed, hugging the woman in his arms tightly.There were still wet tears on his face, and Shigurei shared the bed with him, his face was as red as when he was confessed.

"Stupid are you?" Shi Yu Ling moaned, "Crying like a child."

Gongsun Ce took a few deep breaths and gradually calmed down.

"I was just creating moves, and the core message I used was loneliness." He tried to explain, "The process was very smooth, I completed it all at once, and then when I woke up... those feelings spread in my heart all at once Come on, I simply... I can't help it, I feel like I have become a child back then..."

Shigure Ling sighed: "Frequently asked questions. The supernatural powers you have cultivated are too strong and overly affect yourself, that is, your spiritual power is high enough now, and before you release it, it is a sign of deterioration. I said that you are really sick, are you addicted to self-abuse? What's wrong with using your own painful experience as the material for moves? You're afraid that it won't affect you enough and make you crazy fast enough, right?!"

Gongsun Ce smiled mischievously, listened to her scolding for a long time, and waited for her to say that she was tired before saying, "You were the one knocking on the door just now?"

"Nonsense, you walked most of the road with me, and I will definitely know when you are so close and look back at this past." Shi Yuling rolled his eyes.

"It didn't affect your progress, did it?"

"Think I'm you, it's not difficult to do two things at once." Shi Yuling struggled up, arching his head on his shoulders, "When you get back, let go quickly, don't take advantage of the opportunity! It's too hot! Now indoors The temperature is 26°C and I’m still wearing normal clothes!”

Gongsun Ce hugged him even tighter, like a child unwilling to let go.

"One more time," he whispered, "please."

Shi Yuling stopped complaining, and stretched out his hand slowly, embracing the weak lover.

"It's the first time I've seen you cry...you didn't cry when you were attacked by surprise, you didn't cry when you were about to die in battle, and you cried when you cultivated new skills..."

"I seldom cry. Last time I saw you cry, this time we are even." Gongsun Ce smiled, "When I was young, I liked to hold back any sad things in my heart, as if a cold face is a mature expression. I will be afraid of being ridiculed by others... Now I don’t care about that much, it’s better to cry when I feel sad.”

"Oh." Shigure Ling stroked his gray hair.

"Thank you for accompanying me, sister witch."

"Humph."

She wanted to say some arrogant and mature words, and wanted to take the opportunity to smile at her rare and weak lover, but when she spoke, her tone softened unknowingly.

"Sister Witch will always be with you, who will let her have you by her side in the saddest time?"

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After walking out of the room, Gongsun Ce found that the sun had just risen, and he had spent another whole day without knowing it.He spent about half an hour on the phone with his relatives and friends, and successfully received a roar from Caldesia who was woken up in the middle of the night, jokes from Shi Yu-kun, warnings from the doctor, and complaints from his elder brother.

"Are you poisonous, Ah Ce? I have been exercising all day and managed to get to bed, only to be woken up by your phone call after less than an hour of sleep."

"On a whim, thank you for calling." Gongsun Ce smiled, "Hey, do you want to sleep on the bed or the sofa now?"

"Sleep on the floor!"

"It's so miserable, brother. I told you more than a year ago that it is really impossible to ask a doctor to help you get a liposuction, and you just quit."

"You think I don't want to? Sudden changes in body shape and self-perception will cause big problems. It's not good to do this."

"Then why eat fat?"

"Shut up, you!" Mo Yuankai screamed, "By the way, I will give you a task right now. After you go to the State of Wood Machinery, remember to go to Dadalyon Biological Company. Booli Dale over there Dr. Dalion was the mentor of Cecil's crazy woman, let's see if we can get her help this time..."

Gongsun Ce nodded after listening to the elder brother's instructions, "Understood! I promise to complete the task! By the way, elder brother, see if there are any cool weapon concept drawings in the past two days and send me a copy for reference."

Mo Yuankai sighed in a strange voice: "Wow, the dawn knight is really clever."

"what?"

"It's okay, I'll send you tomorrow, I'm going to sleep."

Gongsun Ce hung up the phone and went onto the deck whistling.

The eldest lady was exercising in the sun as usual, and Qiluo was wearing an apron, and was cooking today's breakfast with a portable gas stove and a frying pan.She fried the marinated beef, took it out, mixed it with the egg liquid in a bowl, and fried it into a burnt beef omelette, then sandwiched two slices of fried toast to make a sandwich. It makes people quite appetizing.

Gongsun Ce quickly grabbed the freshly made sandwich and bit off half of it in one go.The savory juice of the fried beef and the aroma of the omelette are just right, and the crispy bread provides a rich sense of layering, which is especially suitable for replenishing energy in the morning.He wolfed down two of them, grabbed the ice lemon tea on the side before the greasy feeling hit, and let the sour and cold tea neutralize the heat of the fried food.

Gongsun Ce drank half a cup of tea, and sighed contentedly: "This egg and cow recipe is really authentic."

Ms. Qiluo put her hands on her hips: "Hmph~ The tea restaurant in my hometown is a 28 yuan meal A, but most of the shops over there use canned beef."

"Sure enough, the fried beef tastes better."

"But canned corned beef has a smoother taste and is more convenient to use." Qin Qianbai pointed out, "It is an ingredient that Shi Yuling can also use."

Qi Luo smiled dryly: "Shi Yuling will eat canned food and white bread directly..."

"...It cannot be denied."

Gongsun Ce silently recorded "teach the witch sister to cook" in the memo in his heart, drank the frozen lemon tea, and stood still on the deck.He hooked his fingers to the eldest lady: "Want to see Mr. Gongsun's achievements in my practice?"

"Let me see the performance of the new impermanence."

Gongsun Ce flipped his wrist and took out a gray shuriken out of nowhere.Qin Qianbai could see clearly in his eyes, but this was not a weapon made of white matter as in the past, but a creation out of thin air like the method of emptiness. "Look carefully." Gongsun Ce reminded.She concentrated on observing the hidden weapon, but found that the existence of the shuriken was extremely strange, like a phantom or an illusion, making it difficult for her to see "clearly"...

wrong!Qin Qianbai realized that the shuriken had already been fired at this moment, and it dispersed like dust in the process!The intuition of the warrior made her react in an incredible instant. Qin Qianbai reached out to the side, pointing at the empty place with both fingers, and the rapidly spinning shuriken appeared at the same time, and she caught it between her fingers !
She raised the concealed weapon and saw Gongsun Ce's smug smile.The gray-haired youth clenched his left fist, bent his index finger, and made a brand new gesture.

"Lonely Thought Seal·Guying Ghost Slash."

The gray shuriken suddenly became thinner, blending into Qin Qianbai's arm like an invisible phantom!
A blood-colored iron cable extended from the place where the shuriken merged, and connected to the side of Gongsun Ce's left arm, firmly linking the two of them together.Qin Qianbai flew out of the ship on tiptoe, trying to get rid of the shackles of Duxiangyin by relying on physical distance.But when she was in mid-air, she found that she couldn't open the distance again. It was not a simple restraint of strength, but a higher level of 'ability'.The bloody iron chain is like the gravitational force pulling the stars, firmly combining her with Gongsun Ce!
Qin Qianbai stopped in the air, thinking: "Is this a move that absolutely binds the opponent after hitting?"

"That's right!" Gongsun Ce snapped his fingers, "The so-called loneliness is ideological isolation, which is a concept that can only be established when it is 'independent existence'. If the existence of loneliness is touched by others, its foundation will be broken." established again."

"That is to say..." Qin Qianbai thought about it, "If you defend against the shuriken, it is equivalent to establishing a connection between the 'I' as the other and the 'lonely existence'. Since I broke the concept of loneliness with my own hands, This connection cannot be broken."

Gongsun Ce raised his hand and pulled the girl back like a kite.He unshackled the shuriken and caught the girl floating down from the sky with his own hands.

"And due to the isolation of loneliness itself, this thing is basically impossible to catch during launch, that is, you can only catch it if your intuition is too strong. What is the evaluation?"

"It's very A Ce's style of move, what an awkward idea." Qin Qianbai commented, "However, what should we do if we are dodged?"

"This thing is based on the premise of 'hitting'. If it is dodged, it is just an invisible weapon." Gongsun Ce said, "I am still thinking about the way to improve it later."

"Ce, I suggest you try to change 'hit' to 'perceive'." Elandia stepped out of the cabin, "The existence perceived by others cannot become a truly isolated individual, because the essence of observation is another touch."

Gongsun Ce put down the girl in his arms and nodded in admiration.Elandia walked up to him, observing the regenerated shuriken.

"Excellent idea, Ce. You are a well-deserved genius in the practice of impermanence." Dawn Knight praised.

"It's the teachers who taught well." Gongsun Ce pushed down his glasses, "I don't know if it's an illusion, but I feel that my aura has become... stronger during this process?"

"The research and development of the move itself is the best exercise. I want to develop another move, and you will be able to master your own supernatural powers. After that, we can start the work of repairing the Holy Grail and the course of building complex spells."

"It sounds like I still have a lot of classes, so I'm looking forward to it."

Gongsun Cexu leaned on the railing of the power of thought, watching the girls sharing sandwiches and lemon tea, and Shi Yu secretly snatched Qin Qianbai's share, and the dining table was full of chaos.He looked at it contentedly for a while, and suddenly an idea popped up in his mind.

"I say, Elandia. I recall a little deduction I made four years ago."

"about what?"

"About you. At that time, I was thinking that you have a high position and rich income. Why do you share a house with Orianna? You don't need to find followers or assistants, do you? I was a young boy at the time, She always likes to think about others with her own thoughts, I think the Dawn Knight may be a person who is very afraid of loneliness, so she will use various methods to live with others."

"The conclusion is correct. Loneliness is one of the most common emotions felt by human beings. Everyone will feel lonely regardless of age and status." Elandia's tone seemed to be teaching psychology, "Knowing how to channel emotions in the right way can help you feel lonely." Face life with a calm attitude."

Gongsun Ce looked at the girl's pupils, there was no trace of embarrassment or shame in them.He thought to himself that as long as he is a person, he will feel lonely and lonely, just like everyone has sadness and anger.Thinking from this perspective, perhaps negative information is closer to human beings than positive information, because there are more pains in life than joys.Negative emotions are often present, and positive feelings are rare.

"As a result, everyone is a rabbit who is afraid of loneliness. If you are alone, you will feel lonely." Gongsun Ce stretched his waist. "So it's better for us to get tired of being with others. If you have company, you won't be afraid of loneliness!"

"Long-term group living is prone to dependence psychology."

"It doesn't matter, I already rely on you a lot."

Elandia nodded: "Me too."

"Yeah... huh? huh??"

Elandia smiled lightly and walked to the dining table, while Gongsun Ce stood in the sun, stroking the back of his head blankly.

His body and surroundings are very warm, and the cold loneliness has long been unable to invade his life.

(End of this chapter)

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