The beautiful girl who rejects me will regret it

Chapter 93 She is experiencing his daily life (+1 for the leader of xsrk)

The moment she walked into the school, Sakuraba Qianxue suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

Obviously I just didn't come to school for three days, but suddenly I began to feel that the surrounding scenery, things, people, everything was so strange.

Without the confidence of money, without beautiful attire, and without even light makeup, Sakuraba Qianxue felt like a soldier who had discarded his armor but still went to the battlefield, with flaws all over his body.

The inferiority complex deep in my heart began to stir again.

Sakuraba Qianxue shook her head, trying to stay calm.

She herself was poor, but she was rich for a year... Now she is going back to the past, um, that's it.

Sakuraba Qianxue was about to speed up and walk forward, but because she didn't pay attention to the road, she accidentally bumped into a pedestrian in front of her.

"I'm sorry." Sakuraba Qianxue lowered her head subconsciously.

"You are... Sakuraba?"

"Hey, look, isn't this Sakura Garden?"

"It's really... Hey, where is your bracelet? And the Gucci bag you showed off to us before? Why did you change to an ordinary schoolbag today?"

"So a countryman is a countryman. He doesn't know any brands. He thinks that if he buys something like fashion, he looks rich...It's funny~"

"Hey, why don't you talk? Huh?"

Hearing these four familiar and disgusting voices, Sakuraba Qianxue immediately recognized who they were.

It was my classmate from the international class before.

Sakuraba Qianxue, who had just entered the class at that time, witnessed a scene where they bullied another ordinary class girl, and then stepped forward and pushed down two of them.

As a result, inexplicable rumors spread later, and public opinion was formed. No one knew that she helped a girl in an ordinary class, but everyone knew that she bullied several "weak" girls by herself.

And "weak" refers to the few people in front of me.

If it was Sakuraba Qianxue from before, maybe at this time she would have the courage and confidence to face them head-on.

After all, the family has money, and in this school, most things can actually be solved with money.

But now...

Sakuraba Qianxue looked at the chains on their slender wrists, some diamond decorations on their uniforms, and the expensive bags of different brands... Although it is a school, the school has never done too much to the students of the international class. limit.

So that they can dress up however they want.

Gorgeous, noble...

And now I...

"Sorry for bumping into you..."

"Huh? You heard that she is still apologizing?"

"What's the situation? The family is bankrupt? Um~ what should I do? Then you hit me, and my chest hurts. Do you have to pay me for medical expenses?"

"How much is good, 100 million! Anyway, your family has money, 100 million shouldn't be a problem, right?"

"You are so bad, didn't you just guess whether her family went bankrupt?"

"Then what does it matter to me? It's her fault for bumping into me?"

Sakuraba Qianxue felt that her brain was buzzing, and the continuous swearing was so feeling like this?
And... what I said to him seemed a million times worse than that...

How did he bear it?
In just a few minutes, Sakuraba Qianxue felt that the blood in her heart was about to flow backwards, and she would feel very angry, aggrieved, and helpless.

"Ahh...it's really boring, boring, let's go, go back to class."

"Yeah~ The toy is broken~"

"A puppet that doesn't resist is not a good puppet."

Sakuraba Qianxue slowly raised her head after they left, but she couldn't let go of her clenched fist.

She is angry.

But why are you angry?
Because you were insulted just now?

Or is it because of myself who have done wrong things before?
……

Walking into the classroom, as soon as Sakuraba Qianxue came in, many people would glance at her, but no one wanted to talk to her.

Because of her publicity and personality in the past, her image has been finalized in the class.

No one is willing to take the initiative to approach her, and no one is willing to chat with her or make friends.

Because she always gets involved in money-related matters, and subconsciously wants to show off herself and show her confident side.

In the past, Sakuraba Qianxue was a little puzzled why everyone didn't like her like this, but now because of the current situation, after calming down, many things can be viewed from a new perspective.

In other words... this is the perspective when you are poor.

Because I had an inferiority complex when I was poor, so after I became rich, I would use some methods to compensate myself even more.

The more you lack something, the more you want to show what you have.

The material abundance on the surface cannot make up for the emptiness and poverty in her heart.

After Sakuraba Qianxue realized why everyone didn't like her and hated her, her regret surged again, instantly crushing her originally calm expression.

When she has money and armor, she will feel that she still has more to spare, and she can face everything with confidence. It is not her fault that she can't make friends, it's just that the fate has not yet come.

But once you lose this layer of protective armor, lose those filters and confidence, your own flaws will be infinitely magnified in your own eyes.

Just like it is now.

Sakuraba Qianxue feels that she seems to be a worthless person. She doesn't study well, has a bad temper, can't speak, and now... is in debt.

Turning my head to look, I felt as if I was standing on a plane of nothingness, and I couldn't see or touch anything around me.

Really, nothing.

...

Today's Monday has physical education class.

During the physical education class, the teacher asked everyone to practice independently in groups. Sakuraba Qianxue stood in place and watched the pair after pair of girls leave from her side, and then took a look at her shoes and her side.

The emotion called loneliness is also slowly amplifying.

However, she didn't notice that a pink-haired figure not far behind was also secretly observing her.

When Ichisato Asaba came to school today, when he saw Sakuraba Chiyuki, he actually wanted to apologize, and then returned her guitar to her by the way.

But I have never been able to find the right time...or Ichiri Asaba didn't know what the right time was at all. Every time he wanted to get up, he would quickly retreat because of the small theater in his head, and finally let it go.

...

lunch break.

Sakuraba Chiyuki has no bandmates, so she has no one to have lunch with.

"Ah..." She took out the one hundred yuan coin in her pocket, and suddenly realized that this one hundred yuan can't buy anything in this school.

The cheapest green tea drink from the vending machine in the school costs 160 yen.

Where did she pay attention to these prices before?
So I could only endure the hunger, and sat alone in a corner, quietly waiting for the end of the lunch break.

And Asagi Ichiri originally wanted to apologize to her during the lunch break, but it turned out that no one could be found!
So put it on hold again.

...

Hunger, loneliness, anger, and countless regrets.

In the afternoon, Sakuraba Qianxue felt that she was in a daze and couldn't get up to class at all.

So she could only try to imagine what kind of life the Xiyuanji Akino lived in the past.

Is the feeling he is experiencing now commonplace for him?

hunger.

I asked my mother myself, and I used to only give him [-] yen a month.

He took his father's inheritance, but only gave him five thousand yen.

Whenever Sakuraba Qianxue thought of this, she would feel extremely sick in her heart.

Five thousand yen a month... Wait, that's not pocket money, it's living expenses...

Five thousand yen... what can I do?Can you eat enough?I didn't let him eat together at that time, so what was he doing?
work to earn a living?Or starve?
Imagining that Xiyuanji Akino would be like herself today, squatting in a corner to eat air, her chest began to feel tight again.

lonely.

He used to be called a gloomy boy, and at school... probably didn't have many friends, so these two words were always with him.

How can you bear it?There is no one to talk to, and the grievance in my heart cannot be excreted... I can only digest it by myself...

Thinking of this, Sakuraba Qianxue felt that her grievance was nothing compared to it.

anger.

This is what she gives.

Daily insults, dislikes, framing... countless...

And he didn't fight back even once, Sakuraba Qianxue thought he was cowardly, but...

Akino's smile appeared in front of Xiyuanji's eyes, and so did those words...

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Sakuraba Qianxue apologized subconsciously.

Tears wet her white sleeves unknowingly, leaving deep marks.

Slowly raising his head, he found that school was over in the afternoon, and there was no one else in the classroom...

Today's duty is myself...

Sakuraba Qianyuki wiped her tears, and when she was about to get up to clean up, Asaba Ichisato, who had been watching from behind, finally called her.

"Sakuraniwa-san..."

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Suddenly, a boss boss came and scared me to pee...

After thinking about it carefully, adding 7 is a bit perfunctory.

Add a 4w word.

How much depends on the situation.

Only soft knives hurt the most...

(End of this chapter)