The beautiful girl who rejects me will regret it

Chapter 58

the same night.

Asaha's house.

The Asaba family can eat when they get home at six o'clock in the evening, and the atmosphere at the dinner table can be described as extraordinarily warm.

Eating a warm meal, Oriyuki Asaha mentioned to her parents that she took Yili to work today.

When Qian Yu's parents heard this, they were instantly surprised, "Yi, Yili actually went to work?!"

Oriyuki Asaba smiled and said, "That's right, and you did a pretty good job, right, Ichiri?"

Although Oriyuki Asaha still felt that if she praised her silly sister too much, she would definitely get carried away, but she still chose to listen to Akino Saienji's opinion.

Most people with social fear will have a certain degree of inferiority complex. Such a person often needs more affirmation from others. Only after long-term accumulation can quantitative change become qualitative.

Yili was eating fried chicken nuggets with her head down, and when she heard her sister's praise, she really felt a lot better, so she nodded slightly.

Unexpectedly, Asaba's father, who was sitting opposite, burst into tears, "It's great... It's such a big step for Yili... It's really great..."

Asaba's mother was also quite touched, "I was really worried about your child's future before, but now it is really developing in a good direction... Zhiyuki, you are doing very well!"

Oriyuki Asaba smiled and waved her hands, "I didn't suggest it, it was a friend of mine who helped, so I have to thank others."

"Friend? That's really a trustworthy good friend!" Asaba's father sighed again.

Obviously, none of them thought that the friend Asagi Yuki mentioned would be a boy, and Asahi Yuki naturally wouldn't be idle to mention this, lest they get too nervous later and chase after themselves to ask questions.

Asahi Ichiri obviously didn't expect that he could get such approval at home and see such a reaction from his parents just by going to work.

Doing something, if you can get positive feedback, it will naturally generate more motivation...

If I go to work every day in the future, if I can come back and be praised like this... then it's not impossible...

No no, what am I thinking? !

Am I actually thinking about taking the initiative to go to work?

This, this is not normal!

After the meal, Ichiri Asaba was in a state of entanglement, and it didn't get better until she washed the dishes with her sister.

Asahaoriyuki lathered the dishes, while she was in charge of rinsing, so that the division of labor and washing would be more efficient.

"Do you feel that part-time work is not a bad thing?"

"Sister...don't, don't brainwash me..."

"Brainwashing?" Asaha Oriyuki glanced at her helplessly, "Okay, okay, I won't chant scriptures with you."

"You should go take a shower tonight, I'll put you in hot water."

"OK…"

...

After washing and soaking in the bath, Ichiri Asaba went back to his room, and played as usual for an hour, trying to maintain the feel of the hand.

She used to work six hours a day, but she has obviously slacked off a lot recently because of various things.

"By the way...there are still lyrics to write."

Asagi came to the desk, turned on the lamp, and took out a pencil.

Then he opened his pink notebook.

It records all kinds of messy things, such as her own design signature (in case the band becomes popular, it may be used in the future), her own cool and fashionable T-shirt design (must be worn by the band), and some weird , Lyrics exuding all kinds of negative energy.

Maybe because of her personality, she prefers some dark or dark styles to the lyrics that are full of positive energy and praise youth?
If I really write as I want to express... will it really work?

Won't it scare other people?

Asahi's mind kept echoing the words of Akino Saiyuanji, but the pen in his hand really couldn't be put down for a long time.

What I want to express the most...

Yili Asaba lay on the desk, and began to try to think and remember.

Why did she want to learn guitar in the first place?

what…

When I think about it, the pictures of the past come to mind.It was when I went out to play with my sister, and after I went home, I saw other people's band's outdoor performance on the road...

Then my sister suddenly became very excited and told herself that she likes these bands playing guitar very much, it feels very handsome and cool!very special!

It was at that time that I came up with the idea of ​​wanting to learn guitar.

From childhood to adulthood, she has been following behind her sister, protected by her all the way, watching her sister turn from a small light bulb into a big diamond, shining more and more, sometimes even so dazzling that she can't look directly at it.

Some neighbors always make fun of them when they see them with completely opposite personalities. Are they real sisters?Because of her gloomy personality, my sister seemed to be looked down upon by those bad little boys when she was a child...

But my sister has never disliked herself, and she will always protect her... Except that she is a little older now, and likes to bully her at home, which is slightly different from before...

But she also knows that this kind of bullying by her sister has some feelings of helplessness and hatred.

Why do I have such a personality, why do I look so boring compared to my sister... mediocre, troublesome?
Asaba Ichiri often has self-loathing thoughts because of these...but the degree is relatively mild, not really depressed or anything.

But it is true that the mental state is not very healthy.

So, when she heard her sister praise the guitarist, she also wanted to learn the guitar, and also wanted to be the "special" in her sister's mouth.

She wants to be a special person who can stand shoulder to shoulder with her sister, who also has personal characteristics, will be liked by many people.

Instead of "Zhixue's younger sister" and "gloomy younger sister" as the neighbors said.

Asaha thought of this, and silently wrote down a few key words in the notebook.

【Want to change】

【special】

【True self】

【Light and Shadow】

Looking at these key words, Ichisato Asaba suddenly had an inspiration.

She began to write everything she wanted to express, stroke by stroke.

Two hours have passed.

Four hours passed.

Constantly delete and revise, keep writing new sentences.

Finally, at three o'clock in the morning, Ichiri Asaba completed the first version of his lyrics.

Then, she put the notebook in her schoolbag, made sure that it would not be found in the innermost layer, and threw herself directly on the bed.

Wrapping his head with a quilt, he was so sleepy that he passed out.

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