The beautiful girl who rejects me will regret it

Chapter 147 Kawano Xialiang's Longing

In the early morning of the next day, Kawano Xialiang got up very early. Around midnight, she got up and secretly took away her mother's mobile phone, and then began to search the Internet for information about the Xiyuanji Akino Kendo Competition.

Sitting on the cold toilet, Kawano Xialiang plugged in the earphones and started watching the replay video of the game.

Holding a bamboo sword, he has a tall and straight figure and graceful steps.

Precise, fast strikes.

The opponent was roaring, but Akino Xiyuanji was always so calm and indifferent.

High judgment.

Comparing the picture with the reality experienced yesterday, Kawano Xialiang still prefers the feeling of reality. It is also a kind of beauty to be extremely cold, and for some reason, Kawano Xialiang will tremble subconsciously when he looks at him like that, but that It's not fear, it's something... that makes her feel a little excited.

It's just that she still can't figure it out for the time being.

Looking at the young man facing the camera, he showed a light and gentle smile. Kawano Xialiang felt that the same expression was just for show, and she could easily make this kind of smile, but it was not the emotion she really wanted to express.

In fact, Kawano Xialiang didn't look at others with contempt and contempt at the beginning, she was able to pretend very well at first.

Since childhood, I have consciously used a "good" external image to let those people revolve around me.

But over time, she found out that if she always smiles softly and weakly, people who don't have long eyes will come to trouble you, thinking that you are easy to bully.

So she started to change, changed the angle of the smile and the eyes, and changed the non-aggressive words into acrimonious ones, and she found that the effect was even better.

The teacher can't care if she is bullied by herself. This is especially true for other ordinary children. When she is bullied and cried, no one blames herself, because she is beautiful. What's more, as long as she pretends to cry, everyone will fall for her.

That being the case, why should I pretend to be that friendly?Are you not tired?
Up to now, even though he has lost a complete defeat, Kawano Xialiang still doesn't quite approve of Xiyuanji Akino's way of treating people with tenderness.

She thought that Akino of Xiyuan Temple was the same on the outside and inside, and his personality was just like that. He was kind, gentle, and boring.That's about it.

嗏

Kawano Xialiang thought of his bad attitude towards her today, and the possibility that he was "a knife-mouthed bean curd heart", and she would feel inexplicably relieved.

Doesn't he always smile at others, but only when he faces me, he will have a stinky face. Doesn't it prove that only I am special?
The surface is bad, but in fact it is worrying about me and loving me, this kind of contrast...

Thinking of this, Kawano Xialiang showed the original smile again, but there is no one at present. This smile is not contemptuous, but it is a bit sick, because her face is heating up extremely quickly, and her body is also showing signs of fever .

She was getting excited again.

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After waking up, Kawano Nana subconsciously glanced at her side, but found that Kawano Xialiang had long since disappeared. She quickly got up to look for Kawano Xialiang, for fear that she would do something stupid again.

The anxious Kawano Nana didn't even have time to comb her messy long hair. As soon as she opened the door, she heard the buzzing of the vacuum cleaner.

Kawano Xialiang is wearing a school uniform with a high ponytail, and she is doing cleaning in a clean and refreshing manner.

Looking at her somewhat happy expression, Kawano Nana couldn't help but feel even more confused.

How could she not understand her daughter at all.

Is this really my daughter?Rather than some possessed monster?

There were not many things that happened in the past two days, but my daughter didn't need any comfort or time to heal the scars after going through ups and downs, so she just healed herself?

But...if she really had such a tough psychological quality, how could she commit suicide?

Nana Kawano felt that she really had to take her to see a psychiatrist. There must be something wrong with the child.

"Good morning~ Mom~" Kawano Xialiang sweetly waved to Kawano Nana who was standing at the stairs.

"Good morning... why did you get up so early today?" Nana Kawano hesitated for a while and said, "You don't have to go to school today, I will help you ask the teacher for leave."

"...Hey, why, look, mom, I've changed into my school uniform. I want to go to school, let me go..." Kawano Xialiang completely restrained her self-willedness towards her parents at the beginning, and replaced it with a kind of Make people feel more comfortable acting like a baby.

However, Kawano Nana still felt weird, and considering what happened yesterday, she was still unwilling to let Kawano Xialiang go to school.

"Mom...Actually, I know I was wrong." Kawano Xialiang put down the vacuum cleaner, hugged Kawano Naina's arm, and the crystal clear tears flowed as soon as she said it. Her talent in acting is really too high.

"I will apologize to Mr. Xiyuansi, and I will also apologize to him. Yesterday he saved me regardless of the past. From that moment on, I have awakened."

"If you don't believe me, mom, you can invite him to your home, and I will sincerely apologize."

"...Because of you, others probably don't want to come to our house." Nana Kawano said helplessly.

"But I really know I was wrong...I want to make up for it..."

"Then tell me, where did you make a mistake, and how will you correct it in the future?"

"Okay..." Kawano Xialiang bowed his head obediently, and then began to write about his sins. After saying that the sins he said deserved death, he turned to praise Xiyuanji Akino a lot, saying that he is an adult There are a lot of things that are more sincere than the self-criticism after all the manuscripts are finished.

Kawano Nana looked at her with astonished eyes.

Was it really her daughter who said these words just now?

This is the third time Kawano Nana has doubts, so she stepped forward and squeezed Kawano Xialiang's tight pretty face to see if she is a human or a monster...

"It still doesn't work... Your change is too sudden, and I can't convince me at all. If you do something extreme at that time to hurt Lord Akino, then our family is really worthy of death, you know? "

"...Then mother, what do you want me to say...? You can only believe me..." Kawano Xialiang lowered his head in a "low" manner, still with that pitiful appearance of pear blossoms and rain.

"Why did you suddenly become like this, why you suddenly want to go to school, why you don't want to accept the transfer, you explain to me clearly." Kawano Naina's head hurts a bit, she didn't actually want to ask this step, no matter No matter what answer her daughter gave, she didn't intend to let her go to school.

But going around, it seemed that the topic was led by Kawano Xialiang, so he asked these questions by himself?

Even if she answered, is she really going to be allowed to go?
"Because... I fell in love with him." Kawano Xialiang said with a flushed face and slightly blurred eyes.

This is her true expression, because for Xiyuanji Akino, what she desires more is to see the side she wants to see. If she really likes Xiyuanji Akino, that's not necessarily the case.

I just want to use him as a carrier, ask for what I want, and satisfy her psychological desire.

Kawano Xialiang herself doesn't know what liking is. For so many years, she has been sneering at or contemptuous of male creatures. She really can't think about liking boys with the thinking of a normal girl.

"Like Akino... Jun...?" Kawano Nana opened her eyes wide, and she thought of what Kawano Xialiang said last night.

[I should be worth at least [-] million, right? 】

[If there is really no other way, sell me to him and use it to offset the debt? 】

It turns out that the daughter's nonsense last night was not a precursor to the disease, but a sign of her liking?

But... how did it become so fast?

From resentment to liking...

Although it was indeed saved by Akino-kun, but...

saved…

Thinking of this, Nana Kawano paused slightly.

What happened between life and death will definitely be the deepest memory in life. Kawano Nana has not experienced similar things so far, and she has been well protected for so many years.

But Xia Liang has already...

Although she asked for it, it is undeniable that she has indeed experienced life and death.

If this premise is added, there is a trace of rationality.

But the problem is, how to judge whether she is lying to herself?

If we really want to let her go to school, there are still too many uncertain factors...

"Sure enough, it still doesn't work." Nana Kawano took a deep breath and finally made up her mind.

Kawano Xia Liang felt helpless, but she could only admit it.

-

three days later.

Kawano Xialiang, who behaved very well at home, stunned the Kawano couple.

They wanted to re-educate Xia Liang, but the current situation made them wonder how to carry out the education.

Washing dishes, cooking, housework, in just three days, Xia Liang learned to do it with heart, and also wrote a guarantee letter and a review letter every day. The words on the paper are very neat and neat, and there is no impetuousness Mark of.

It can be seen from all aspects that her mood is very stable.

They even took her to see a psychiatrist, and the test results showed that there was no problem, she was a normal person.

And they also specially told the doctor about Kawano Xialiang's experience during this period.The answer given by the doctor was that it might be that after a major setback, Xia Liang had unleashed her own potential, quickly recovered, and reshaped her original bad personality.

This kind of thing can happen too, but most of it depends on the consciousness of the individual.

In the follow-up, the doctor also took out many special cases and explained many subject terms to them in detail. They couldn't hear it clearly, but they could roughly understand what the doctor meant.

That is, their daughter is mentally and physically healthy, and now she is also well-behaved, without any problems...

"Mom and Dad, it's time to eat~" After Kawano Xialiang served the dishes, she looked at the Kawano couple and smiled.

At this time, she was still wearing an apron that highlighted her temperament. Although she was still young, she also had a bit of charm and virtuousness like her mother's Yamato Nadeko.

The Kawano couple looked at each other, and then tentatively said, "Xia Liang..."

"I have discussed with your mother for a long time, and I think it is better to let you transfer to another school... Do you think..."

This is they are provoking Xia Liang on purpose, to see if she will reveal her secrets.

But Xia Liang didn't show any eagerness or wavering at this time, but lowered her eyebrows and eyes, a little sad.

"Well, I accept Mom and Dad's decision, but... I wrote several letters of apology, Mom and Dad, can you pass them on to Mr. Xiyuanji for me?"

The girl shed tears again, and she stood there with her head bowed and sobbed.

The Kawano couple, who saw this scene in their eyes, remained silent for a long time.

"Letter, let you deliver it yourself."

"Xia Liang, this is really the last chance, don't let us down."

After hearing the words, Kawano Xialiang slowly raised her head, tried her best to hold back the ecstasy in her heart, and nodded with tears in her eyes.

-

The next morning, Kawano Xialiang came to the school again, and she was finally able to see Xiyuanji Akino again...

The past few days have almost suffocated her.

Passing by and seeing some unfriendly eyes, Kawano Xialiang also showed a beautiful smile after a long absence.

When she no longer faces others with a contemptuous attitude, she can indeed be regarded as a well-deserved flower of Shanye High School.

So, she walked into the classroom...

　The last chapter is actually not a reversal, have you forgotten my title?
　　Too late to regret!
　　Only when you reach the limit of regret can you be regarded as the completion of the closed-loop tulle. These chapters follow the outline. Don’t worry, I know it well. Although it may indeed be a little faster, I still have a lot of things to write later, so don’t worry. Worry.

　　I plan to end the volume of Kawano Xialiang with 60 to [-] words, it may be a little faster, but it’s not in the way.

　　
　
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