disaster strikes

Chapter 263
Obsidian belongs to the extreme personality category.

After he got such a result, his passionate longing suddenly became shattered. He seemed to have lost his goal, and he was left with a muddleheaded life.

Maybe his heart is more like a woman, this is revenge.

He wants to use himself as a bargaining chip for revenge, let himself live in the way the other party hates the most, and let the other party live in regret as a moth.

Hearing this, Chen Mo couldn't help but rolled his eyes.

Before he crossed over, he had encountered similar things in school.

A female classmate wrote a love letter to him in the first year of high school. After being explicitly rejected by his straight man, this female classmate actually chose to be with him at the front desk. The purpose was to show her affection in front of him every day.

From that day on, he knew that women's psychology is completely different from that of men.

At least men will not use themselves as a bargaining chip for revenge, and use self-harm to carry out so-called revenge.

This obsidian is also different.

A deformed world under great pressure will always give birth to many morbid psychology.

After listening to Hei Yao's narration, Chen Mo felt that his head was going to explode, and he could only say that he objectively respected the two people's mutual abusive relationship.

Not to mention the sick psychology on Obsidian's side.

Instructor Qinghong chose to refuse at the beginning, but now he let himself spread the word. Although he knew that some abnormal background must be involved in it, which would lead to pathological psychological changes, but he still couldn't help but want to go through these things and get a deeper understanding. Take a look at the psychological changes of ordinary natural disaster victims in the disaster world.

"Instructor Qinghong asked me to tell you that she will leave the Disaster Academy after teaching this group of students."

"real!?"

Black Yao stood up, with a slightly excited expression on his face.

He kept adjusting his breathing, looked at a loss, and paced around the room, both excited and scared, full of worries about the future.

All kinds of complicated emotions appeared on his face one by one.

There is something wrong here, even if Chen Modang wants to say goodbye and leave.

"Wait a moment."

Chen Mo looked surprised, and looked at Hei Yao in puzzlement.

This seemingly powerful guy is so extremely fragile in his heart. He has gained a lot of experience today by taking revenge on his former admirers in a self-willed and depraved way.

"Thank you for listening to me so much, and thank you for conveying Qinghong's meaning, let's add a friend in the address book."

"Uh, good."

Tips: You have added Obsidian as a friend in your address book.

Farewell to Obsidian.

Chen Mo walked towards the Disaster College.

Standing in front of the college gate, he glanced at the time, then contacted Qinghong Tutor in the contacts list, and got a quick response from the other party.

After half a minute.

Teacher Qinghong was still wearing a gentle dress like last time.

"tutor!"

Concealing all the complex emotions caused by Hei Yao, Chen Mo smiled and waved to his mentor.

"Traveler, you are here."

It can be seen that Teacher Qinghong is full of expectations.

"Ah."

Chen Mo responded: "I have just finished what you told me to do before. This is his address. He said he will wait for you there."

Teacher Qing Hong's expression was also extremely complicated upon hearing this.

Heartache, remorse, sadness and all kinds of emotions flashed by, and then silently accepted the address from Chen Mo.

"Is he all right?"

"Uh, how should I put it, it shouldn't be too bad."

Chen Mo said carefully with his words.

Sensing Qinghong's mentor's gaze, Chen Mo bit the bullet and told Qinghong about Hei Yao's life situation and attitude towards life, and also revealed a little bit about the past that the other party "voluntarily" revealed.

When Qing Hong heard this, she shook her head and smiled, then she looked up at the sky, with tears streaming down her eyes.

"You must be wondering why this kind of thing happened to me."

Chen Mo nodded.

Instructor Qing Hong wiped away her tears a little, then shook her head regretfully.

"I think you must have heard me say many times when you were in the academy, about not being a natural disaster moth?"

"Yes."

Chen Mo observed Qing Hong's mentor's emotions, and tentatively said: "At that time, you were furious because of this and drove Du Qingqing out."

Speaking of this, she nodded, thinking of the girl.

"This matter starts with my birth. My mother is one of the countless births outside the gathering place. As for my father... who knows, it must be some strong man passing by."

She laughed at herself.

"Since I was born, I have lived in chaos and hunger. Those older brothers and sisters always robbed me of food. One of my younger brothers and a younger sister were starved to death until I grew up. After those older brothers and sisters left, I also became who they used to be, watching my younger brother and sister go through hunger with my own eyes."

Chen Mo opened his mouth.

He didn't know what he should say at this time, and he couldn't even imagine what kind of living environment it was.

Because neither he nor the stone has experienced it.

"Then... what about your mother, isn't there a subsidy for the gathering place?"

Speaking of her mother, Teacher Qing Hong couldn't help but clenched her fist tightly, and then gradually let go. The contradictory and distorted expression made Chen Mo secretly startled.

She was indeed a natural disaster sufferer with serious mental illness.

"The gathering place does have subsidies, but she, who wants to become a higher-level natural disaster mother, uses most of the subsidies to plead with the strong passing by, praying that they will leave her with better children."

Hearing this, Chen Mo couldn't help but rubbed his forehead.

It's no wonder that a guy who grew up in this environment can be mentally healthy.

It is a blessing among misfortunes that Qinghong teacher has become what he is now. No wonder she hates natural disaster moths so much, and becomes angry with Hei Yao's admiration.

The environment in which she grew up did not provide her with a correct value of love.

Her mother used her subsidy to beg powerful male Scourges to leave high-quality genes. Qinghong, who grew up in such an environment, would naturally think of various childhood scenes when facing Obsidian's love, which made her distorted The mind bursts out with extreme defensive instincts.

She can't help but bring herself into the side of the victim.

And female natural disaster victims like her account for a huge proportion in the disaster world.

It can be said that they have gone to two different extremes from those who gave birth.

Generally speaking.

The descendants of female natural disasters like Mentor Qinghong are almost all forced to complete, and the number of offspring will definitely not be too many.

Stones, monkeys, and nectar are also considered one of them.

"Then why did you ask me to find him?"

"Because my mother starved to death during the burning curse at the gathering place, and died outside the gathering place. She once asked me for help, but I ignored it and was powerless. At that moment, I finally walked out her shadow."

Instructor Qing Hong leaned against the wall and sat down slowly.

"Since I became an instructor of the academy, I have spent almost all my time healing the wounds in my heart. Looking at everything around me, I even often feel in a trance, and I always feel full of unreality. For this reason, I am constantly Borrowing books from the library, looking for those books that can heal the soul, is just a desire to become a normal person, a normal person who is away from all kinds of negative emotions and nightmares."

Perhaps others cannot understand Mentor Qinghong, but Chen Mo can understand Mentor Qinghong.

Because he has had a similar experience.

That was when he was in junior high school. After his parents divorced, he lived with his father. Then his father married his stepmother and gave birth to his younger brother. He was placed with his grandmother by his father, and the two depended on each other.

At that time, he had hated and complained.

It was Wang Cong who told him that to learn to be patient, all development in the world has its own laws, and everything has its positive and negative sides.

Since then.

He and Wang Cong became best friends, watching TV, reading comics, playing and studying together.

"Stop, think a little more, think a little more, and the world will be different."

This is what Pooh said in the cartoon "Winnie the Pooh".

"Only fools hang out with idiots."

This is what Rukawa Kaede said in the cartoon "Slam Dunk".

The two are like inseparable friends, spent the entire junior high school career and most of the high school career together, and met a mutual friend Wu Huiteng, and shared their secrets with him.

In such a colorful life, his originally irritable heart was finally calmed down gradually.

He has learned to be patient and eager to grow.

Because he hopes that one day, he can see the world correctly with the eyes of an adult, instead of living in the haze of negative emotions forever.

For this goal, he often reads some famous aphorisms full of positive energy to calm the darkness in his heart, just like Qing Hong's teacher said, to soothe his heart with external force.

"Mentor, I see, thank you for telling me so much."

Chen Mo felt the same way.

Although he used to be far less extreme than mentor Qinghong, he could still understand her heart a little bit and sympathize with her deeply.

Get out of the haze and learn to accept.

Just a simple sentence.

For many normal people, this is just an ordinary thing, but for Mentor Qinghong, it took three years of hard work.

During this time, she needs to overcome herself.

"Thank you, too, for listening to me so much."

She looked at Chen Mo, as if she saw again more than half a year ago, she went to the library to borrow psychological healing books, the child who was willing to pay back her hard work for more than half a month.

Over the past six months, she has also grown a lot.

Every time I come into contact with him, it is probably also a process of healing myself.

Then she showed a relieved smile, and gently stroked Chen Mo's cheek with her right hand, imagining that she could grow up in "beautiful" like him in her childhood and forget those dark things.

"From today, I am no longer Qinghong's mentor, but Qinghong. I have been waiting for this day for 35 years. Today is the first day of my new life. I really live for myself."

Say it.

She patted Chen Mo on the shoulder, with a relaxed expression on her face, and then strode away from the Disaster Academy and walked towards the starving ghost's lair.

Calculate the time.

She should have sent another group of students to the starving ghost trial task a few days ago, and resigned from the position of the college instructor.

"I wish you happiness."

After Chen Mo watched Teacher Qing Hong leave, he walked in another direction.

(End of this chapter)