My secret love for Bai Yueguang turned out to be my blind date

Chapter 39 The True Meaning of Good Night

In fact, Su Ye is resistant to social occasions with many people.

Not only that, Su Ye is also resistant to festivals.

The reason is not just what he said to Jiang Baizhi: after the bustle, he looks more lonely, there are deeper reasons.

Su Ye's family environment is not particularly favorable, which means that her parents need to go out to work to maintain the family's needs.

Therefore, during the festivals of thousands of family reunions, Su Ye spends it with the dim energy-saving lamp at home, without celebratory delicacies and laughter.

Su Ye doesn't blame his parents, they also grow up for themselves, but every festival, it is true that he feels lost, so when he grows up, he seldom spends festivals, Dragon Boat Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival alone when he grows up. This is his heart Knot.

So he seldom goes to parties. After the excitement, the crowd disperses, and he always feels more lonely.

But today, he is not lonely, because Jiang Baizhi will send him home.

At this time, he was sitting in the nanny's car, and Jiang Baizhi was beside him.

"I Don't Want to Be Like This" is playing in the car. It was originally sung by Faye Wong, but Xu Jiaying's version is played. This is the playlist recommended by Su Ye. When Jiang Baizhi arrives, I put it in the car so that I can rest or go on my way. time to listen.

"The more you care about the person, the more careful you are to appease him, but you can't even keep a kiss."

The lyrics from the speakers gave Jiang Baizhi the desire to speak.

"You said, is love really that difficult? Carefully maintain it, but you can't keep it?"

The carriage was dim, and Su Ye couldn't see Jiang Baizhi's expression, "You forgot what you said to me when you took me to watch the sunrise at the lighthouse of the manor. When it's dark, you can't see anything when you look forward, but After dawn, you will find beautiful scenery.”

Hearing this, the corners of Jiang Baizhi's mouth started to rise. She liked that Su Ye would remember what she said.

"You can't see the beauty of love because you haven't experienced it yet. Don't overturn a boat with a stick." Speaking of this, Su Ye paused, "But I think it's normal to be 'careful' in love. The first reaction to liking someone is low self-esteem. Our love will gild the other person. As for "not being able to get it", it is normal. After all, just because you like the other person does not mean that the other person will like you. There is such a concept in Hegel's philosophy, which is called allowing everything to happen, and freedom is a full understanding of inevitability, which is to tell us to accept all results calmly."

"Obviously I am the first to sigh, why do you feel more than me?"

Su Ye smiled wryly. You can't say that this is a reflection of his state of mind, right?

"I don't agree with the 'careful' in love. Love does not mean suppressing one's own personality. If the other party really falls in love with you, it is not the real you. You must be generous, be yourself, show Your true charm."

What can Su Ye say, isn't this Jiang Baizhi what he likes?
At this moment, there was a sudden loud noise, and the car stopped abruptly.

"Mr. Jiang, Professor Su, I'm sorry, I'll go down and have a look." The driver apologized, went down to check the hood, and came back after turning around, "Mr. Jiang, there may be something wrong with the engine. I guess it will be fine soon." There is a solution, do you want me to call a car for you?"

Jiang Baizhi looked at Su Ye, implying that Su Ye had made a decision.

"Bai Zhi and I are leaving, can you handle it by yourself?"

"It's ok, Professor Su, I'll call the car repair later, and just tow the car away."

Su Ye nodded, and then said with a smile, "Bai Zhi, it's not far from my house, about two kilometers away, should we walk back? It's getting late, so you can stay at my place tonight."

Jiang Baizhi was very satisfied with Su Ye's attitude, instead of getting angry, she asked the driver first.Of course, the most important thing is to let her live in his house, the arrangement is very good!

"Listen to you."

As soon as they said they would leave, the two got out of the car, found the right direction, and headed back to Su Ye's house.

After walking tens of meters, Jiang Baizhi realized something was wrong, she was really dizzy.At the reception today, she was wearing high heels, and her feet would be useless after walking two kilometers back.

But she wouldn't be polite to Su Ye, shouldn't good friends help each other?

"Su Ye, carry me on your back."

Su Yeren who was waiting for the traffic light was dumbfounded. He had seen a straight ball, but never seen such a straight one, but when she saw Jiang Baizhi's eyes without any impurities, the ripples in his heart dissipated immediately.

"Tomorrow we will go karting together, and I will be gone when I go back in high heels."

"Get on the horse!"

"Got it!"

Su Ye felt the light weight of Jiang Baizhi, and heard the happy laughter of the girl who wanted to succeed in her heart, and her whole body was also infected with joy, "Why do I suddenly feel that I am destined to carry you back today, and you just happened to send me When I came back, the car just broke down, and you were wearing high heels."

"Hahaha, then you just accept your fate."

"Admit it, can you deny it? It's lucky to be able to recite Teacher Jiang."

"Well, you boy, why do you feel that you are being weird?"

A pair of beautiful arms directly strangled Su Ye's neck, and Jiang Baizhi's threatening breath was directly in Su Ye's ear.

"Forgive me, female hero, I mean it sincerely."

"Really?"

"More real than real gold."

"Hmph, that's about the same."

It was almost eleven o'clock at this time, and there were very few vehicles on the road, and it was very quiet.The shadows of the two people under the street lamp stretched very long, and the voices of the two people in the empty street spread far, far away.

After a long time, the two of them stopped talking, but from Jiang Baizhi's swaying feet, he could probably feel that she was happy, not to mention Su Ye, anything he did with Jiang Baizhi was his tossing and turning , thinking day and night, how can you be unhappy if you get what you want.
When I got home, I just put Jiang Baizhi down.

The girl threw the high heels aside, "I want to take a shower right away, soak my feet right away, I feel like my feet are about to freeze."

Once upon a time, Jiang Baizhi wanted to remain elegant in front of Su Ye, but at some point, she became very casual again.

Seeing Jiang Baizhi skillfully taking off his shoes, going to the kitchen to get a drink, turning on the air conditioner, sitting on the carpet and removing makeup in front of the mirror, Su Ye felt very at ease and beautiful in his heart. He felt that because of Jiang Baizhi's presence, his whole body Life is alive.

Of course, it was also because this person was Jiang Baizhi.Zhang Wangyou came to him to do the same thing, but he didn't fluctuate.

Su Ye knew that he was sinking, even though he was very rational, even if he knew that the beginning was also the beginning of the end, but from the moment he met Jiang Baizhi again, he no longer cared about it, he only wanted the day and night, he didn't want to be a saint.

After simply removing her makeup, Jiang Baizhi went to the bathroom with her pajamas in her arms. Su Ye couldn't hold back and said, "Bai Zhi, good night."

"Are you going to bed so early?" Jiang Baizhi was a little taken aback, but then replied, "Good night."

Su Ye smiled, but Jiang Baizhi didn't understand what he meant.The first letter of good night is WANAN in Roman pinyin, which happens to be the abbreviation of I love you and love you. Every good night hides Su Ye's heart. One day, Jiang Baizhi will understand.
(End of this chapter)