My secret love for Bai Yueguang turned out to be my blind date

Chapter 254 I Will Not Be Alone Soon
On October 10th, Saturday, there is a wedding going on in a certain alley in Beijing.

This is the latest episode of the trio, and it will be recorded for two consecutive episodes. In fact, it was supposed to be recorded, but Su Ye's back injury delayed it.

In the corner of the wedding banquet, the three of Su Ye and his party ate at the wine table, and the theme of this recording was 'loneliness'.

Today's recording is undoubtedly in line with Xu Qingyuan's hobbies. He picked up a peanut and took a sip of white wine. I am a lonely person, so the two get married, and when I am lonely, I have someone to accompany me. Anyway, when I am lonely, I have a goal, I can talk to each other, I can sympathize with each other, and the two lonely people are not so lonely."

"It's too harsh to say, but loneliness is the normal state of life. It's true. Life itself is a lonely journey. We come alone and leave alone." Ma Xi published her own comment , "Brother, what do you think?"

Su Ye sighed. He felt that he was very busy. After looking for Zhao Wanning yesterday, he planned to measure Jiang Baizhi's finger circumference when he went back at night, but Jiang Baizhi felt that his injury was not healed, so he waited until he fell asleep. Sleep, let his calculations come to naught.

Looking at the wedding in front of him, he thought of others and was thinking about how to propose.But Ma Xi's problem came again, but this was also his job.

Su Ye collected his thoughts before saying, "Judging from the words of the two senior brothers, I think you are too pessimistic about 'loneliness'."

"Oh?"

Su Ye dipped his fingers in the tea, and wrote the word "loneliness" on the table, "Look at these two words, it's actually very lively when you take them apart. There are children, fruits, animals, mosquitoes, and flies. Is it just an alley in a midsummer evening, bustling with people and full of flavor?"

To be honest, Xu Qingyuan was amazed. Su Ye's interpretation of the word is very wonderful, "Junior brother means that only when a person calms down, can he notice the human flavor, or beauty?"

Su Ye nodded and said, "Brother Ma said that we will be lonely all our lives. This is correct. But let's not demonize the word 'loneliness'. The core value of loneliness is to get along with yourself, examine yourself, and let yourself become A better self. When we can accept loneliness, take the initiative to be lonely, and enjoy loneliness, it is the beginning of our life's perfection."

Ma Xi laughed suddenly when she heard the words, "Junior brother is very good, we seem to have demonized loneliness. Think about what we said when we were young? But put Schopenhauer's sentence 'Either lonely or vulgar' as a For the golden rule!"

"Then what is the cause of loneliness?" Xu Qingyuan asked.

"When I was young, I was not afraid of the sky and the earth, and I had family members to protect me from the wind and rain. But when I grew up, the friends who parted ways, the death of my loved ones, and the powerlessness in the face of life choices. For the rest of my life, these will make people feel lonely." Ma Xi said.

Su Ye nodded, and then added, "Brother Ma is talking about external factors, I think there are also internal factors. Loneliness is because you can't be alone with yourself, you can't lift your spirits about anything, and you feel lonely. And these I will tell myself: I am lonely, I must break this loneliness! And when you take action to break the loneliness, you will only be more lonely and fall into a vicious circle.”

The three of them couldn't help but fell into silence. After a long time, Ma Xi concluded sharply, "There is nothing wrong with loneliness. What makes loneliness bad is because we are afraid of loneliness."

During the transition, Ma Xi drove the car through the alley to the next recording location.

Xu Qingyuan took the initiative to provoke the topic, "Old Ma, don't tell me, the topics and recording locations selected by the program team are very good every time, loneliness and weddings are really wonderful. Did the director team want to tell everyone that even if you get married Lonely?"

"Don't talk nonsense, these are all your own ideas."

Xu Qingyuan laughed and turned the topic to Su Ye. This was also his and Ma Xi's habit. Among the three, Su Ye was the youngest, but Su Ye was the most serious.This made the two of them always love to tease Su Ye, "I guess my junior brother must still be calling for love in the center of the world."

This ridicule is because Su Ye puts forward very positive things every time the topic is discussed, which is different from Xu Qingyuan's meanness and Ma Xi's sophistication.

"Does my junior think that getting married is so wonderful, that two people get married because they love each other?"

Of course Su Ye knew what Xu Qingyuan wanted to hear, but he wouldn't do what Xu Qingyuan wished so easily, "Brother, it's one-sided for you to say that."

"Oh?"

"The so-called falling in love is not the same as getting married. If this word is limited in this way, human love is too little and too monotonous. Love is companionship and understanding. Can't love each other without that marriage certificate? And I want to refute Brother’s marriage just now was an argument of two lonely people warming each other, I want to say, don’t pursue love when you are alone, when you can live well without love, that’s when you really have love.”

Xu Qingyuan was speechless, Ma Xi couldn't help laughing, "Let you provoke my junior brother, can you tell him with your mouth?"

At this moment, Xu Qingyuan was like a gambler. After being defeated by Su Ye, he turned his eyes to Ma Xi unwillingly, "Old Ma, just now you said that loneliness is the normal state of life, so are you lonely?"

Of course, Ma Xi knew what Xu Qingyuan was planning. If he said he was not alone, he would be slapping himself in the face.But if he said he was lonely, it would be another wave of ridicule.But he, Ma Xi, is not a vegetarian, "I love strong wind and strong wine, but also loneliness and freedom."

This sentence mainly focuses on avoiding talking about it, as if it has been said but it seems that nothing has been said.

Seeing that Ma Xi wasn't fooled, Xu Qingyuan set his mind on Su Ye again, "Little brother, what about you, are you lonely?"

Su Ye also knew Xu Qingyuan's plan, if he said he was not alone, it would be hypocritical.But if you say that you are lonely, Xu Qingyuan will definitely say that you are a philosophy professor who reads all day and hasn't learned to get along with yourself?
Thinking of this, Su Ye couldn't help but chuckle. It was Xu Qingyuan who provoked him first, so it's no wonder he made a big move, "I used to be lonely, but I won't be lonely soon."

"why?"

"I'm going to propose to Bai Zhi!"

"What?" The two said in unison, and Ma Xi slammed on the brakes, showing how excited she was.

"Is that surprising?"

"Please, I don't know who was struggling with it when I was in Yunnan. What's going on?"

"I don't know what's going on, I suddenly don't want to talk about it."

After Su Ye said this, he felt a chill in his neck. He seemed to have underestimated the gossip of middle-aged people.
(End of this chapter)