My secret love for Bai Yueguang turned out to be my blind date

Chapter 23 Taking care of the whole star alone
What is the way to slow down time - the answer is to stay up late.

One o'clock in the morning, outside the kitchen, two high chairs.

On the mobile phone on the window eaves is the Sarkas jazz Ladyfingers, a collaboration between Herb Alpert and The Tijuana Brass, which is melodious and cozy.

Jiang Baizhi is holding a cup of freshly brewed coffee with hot water in her hand, her legs are dangling unconsciously, it can be seen that she is enjoying it.

She was looking at the starry sky, and Su Ye was looking at her.

In fact, Su Ye was a little sleepy, but Su Ye didn't want to end.

It is written on disqualification in the world that no matter who you are too enthusiastic about, it will increase the probability of not being cherished. If you can avoid violent joy, you will naturally not have grief.

But who can really do it?
Like, isn't it the perdition of free will?

"I haven't looked at the starry sky so quietly for a long time, Su Ye, do you know how far the nearest star is to us?"

Su Ye shook her head, looked up at the night sky, and there were stars twinkling at the moment.

"The closest star to us is 4.4 light-years away. If this star wants us to see its light, it will take more than four years to walk in the vast and desolate universe. It just arrives and we raise our heads. This is Isn’t it a romantic and moving encounter that spans time and space and comes from the universe?”

"Romance is long, romance is also brilliant." This is the evaluation Su Ye couldn't help blurting out, mainly because he also thought of the reunion between himself and Jiang Baizhi, isn't it the same, the reunion in a foreign land spanning more than ten years, How romantic it is.

Hearing this, Jiang Baizhi took a deep look at Su Ye, and Su Ye was looking at the starry sky seriously at the moment. This is the starry sky recommended by Jiang Baizhi.

"Some stars are farther away from us. They may have traveled for thousands of years and came to us only tens of thousands of years ago. Thinking about it this way, will there be a feeling of witnessing history?"

Su Ye nodded, "When I was in school, I read Kant and said that the starry sky above our heads is one of the two things we should look up to. I have never had a clear feeling about it, but after hearing what you said today, I seem to understand."

"It's rare that I can teach you too." Jiang Baizhi smiled.

"I really benefited a lot." Su Ye never hesitated to praise Jiang Baizhi, "When we all look at the starry sky, it seems that many of our feelings are the insignificance of human beings. Compared with the starry sky and the universe, we are like a drop in the ocean. But your Feeling is moving, this is an angle I never thought of.”

"That's because, since I was a child, I have taken care of the entire star alone."

Jiang Baizhi stood up, stretched out her arms, and her spirits were high.

This is a very poetic sentence, and coupled with Jiang Baizhi's proud tone, Su Ye's mood rose when he heard it.

Tonight, I guess I won't be able to sleep until very late.
The next day, at nine o'clock, Su Ye opened his eyes. This was a rare night for him to wake up.

After leaving a message on Jiang Baizhi's WeChat account, he left the small courtyard, looking for something to eat.According to Jiang Baizhi's habit, it is estimated that she will get up at eleven o'clock.

After leaving the small courtyard, he followed the directions to find the restaurant along the main road, and happened to meet Gao Ming.

"Come here for breakfast?"

Su Ye was a little embarrassed, "Brother Hao, we got up late, and there is nothing to eat in the kitchen."

"It's okay, I'm just about to deliver it to you. The kitchen in the courtyard probably hasn't done anything yet. You can go out with Xiao Jiang to buy something in the afternoon. If you don't want to do it yourself, you can just come to our cafeteria directly."

"I'll just eat here, Bai Zhi probably won't wake up until later."

Gao Ming asked the restaurant while ordering food, "Did you guys sleep very late last night?"

"Looked at the stars for a while, and went to bed at three o'clock."

"Oh." Gao Ming instantly revealed a gossip expression, "Are you two together?"

"Brother Ming, you misunderstood, we are just good friends."

Gao Ming was very measured, he didn't continue to ask, but changed the subject, "But it's good for Xiao Jiang to have a friend like you, watching the stars with her proves that you are someone she can trust, and you are the same age, She has another companion who can speak her mind."

Su Ye's heart skipped a beat. In fact, he wanted to ask when Gao Ming vaguely mentioned something in the car yesterday. At this moment, he became more confused, but Su Ye didn't speak directly. Instead, he took a bite of the bun and said calmly, " Bai Zhi is so good, she shouldn't be short of friends, right?"

"But people's hearts are unpredictable. I also heard Lu Qing mention it. You know that Xiao Jiang became popular right away. She was still a student at the time, and her mind was quite simple. She made friends with a few actors who were about the same age, but I didn't expect to be used by others, and I was robbed of the role. In short, I was quite hurt. Although Xiao Jiang's personality has not changed much since then, she has become a lot colder about making friends. We have been watching, but there is not much Method."

For so many years, Su Ye has actually paid attention to Jiang Baizhi intentionally or unintentionally, but he has never discovered these things.
"As for my childhood, I also heard from Lu Qing that Xiao Jiang's parents have been busy with business. Although they have classmates and friends, they are still lonely inside."

Su Ye suddenly thought of Jiang Baizhi's radiant words last night: Since I was a child, I have taken care of the entire star alone!
At this moment, Su Ye's heart was full of distress, and it was only now that he understood the meaning of this sentence.Yes, because I was not accompanied by my parents when I was young, I could only watch the starry sky alone.After growing up, being deceived by friends, I still can only watch the stars alone!And the reason why she was moved was probably that during the growing years, only these stars accompanied her
Everyone, including himself, only saw Jiang Baizhi's brilliance and her high spirits, but they didn't see her heart!

After this period of contact, Su Ye could feel that Jiang Baizhi's heart was still warm and warm, but just like this, Su Ye felt more distressed, how strong Jiang Baizhi was to still maintain such beauty?

For a moment, Su Ye only felt that the food in his mouth was like chewing wax, and he couldn't taste it at all.

"Sorry, did I talk too much?"

"No, if you hadn't told me this, I wouldn't have known that Bai Zhi worked so hard."

Gao Ming nodded, "Xiao Jiang is pretty good, but she has stayed at home except for work for so many years, and her social circle is very limited. We see it in our eyes and worry about it. Xiao Jiang is also very close to us, but Lu Qing and I After all, you are older than you, and you are more like half-elders. It is more natural for you to get along together, and it can make Xiao Jiang open up. So if you have time, if she asks you out to play, you can go out with her to relax .”

Su Ye nodded heavily, but he didn't dare to stay any longer, otherwise he was really afraid that he would lose his composure in front of Gao Ming.

"Brother Ming, I've finished eating, so I'll go back with my breakfast."

"Okay, call me if you need anything."

Seeing Su Ye's hurried appearance, Gao Ming, who had a melancholy face just now, grinned instantly. He said that it was true that Xiao Jiang was cheated in the early years, and it was true that he was not keen on socializing, but Xiao Jiang would enjoy it. It’s okay to live alone, skiing, skydiving and traveling by car alone. It’s not good to be chic, but it’s not good to be so chic, after all, I’m old.

Little Jiang, it’s the first time I’ve seen you lead someone back in so many years, and the eldest brother can only assist here
(End of this chapter)