My secret love for Bai Yueguang turned out to be my blind date

Chapter 202: How Ridiculous the Red Dust is

It is night, the moon is bright and the stars are sparse.

From time to time, there was the sound of crackling firewood from the bonfire, and the temperature difference between day and night in the desert was large. Even sitting around the bonfire, the three of them still put on their coats.

While fiddling with the fire, Ma Xi said, "Sitting around the bonfire under the starry sky seems to be a long time ago. Probably when I was very young, in the summer courtyard, at that time the courtyard was still There is a pomegranate tree, and sometimes my father would buy charcoal and barbecue under the tree. The adults were busy and chatting, and we children ran around."

"What kind of child was Lao Ma when he was a child? The life in the compound is very characteristic of the times. Are you a leader, the king of children? Or a follower, or a bystander?"

"Little brother, have you noticed that Lao Xu is very anxious if he doesn't deconstruct others for a while." Although Ma Xi teased, she still gave an answer, "When I was young, I was the mischievous one, and I took four or five children with me all day long. My partner walked around the streets, doing evil things, breaking other people's glass, or beating other people's children to tears, and my father apologized to them all day long."

"You are a qualified adult now, so is this reckless childhood, or rebelliousness still there? We all know that some things in our bones are hard to change. But I can't see it from you, is it hidden? ?”

"You need to discover this slowly in the next program." Ma Xi gave her answer tactfully, and then looked at Su Ye, "Little brother, how about you, you seem to be a person who is in line with mainstream values." People, you are not like Lao Xu, nor like me, this is rare, I am curious, how did you do it?"

Su Ye understood the unfinished meaning of Ma Xi's words. In this era, there will be many problems. Some people will be as angry as Xu Qingyuan, and some will be as sophisticated and tactful as Ma Xi, but he seems to be a little bit out of the mud. , know the world but not the world.

"I think it's probably because I can accept everything that happens. Good things don't surprise you, and bad things don't make you lose your mind. Of course, it's often the bad things that make us change. I hope we can all Is the rampant rose, shining forever in all the worn fades!"

"Well said, the situation is worth a drink!"

Su Ye was startled by Xu Qingyuan's howl, but what made Su Ye even more dumbfounded was that two boxes of beer were lifted up in the blink of an eye.

Su Ye stammered a little, "Brother, you know I can't handle alcohol."

Xu Qingyuan directly opened a can and handed it to Su Ye, "Singing about wine is a lot of life. It's rare to be with a bosom friend, drink it and you're done."

Su Ye only felt that something was wrong, but he didn't know what was wrong. He knew that Xu Qingyuan was a man of temperament, but why did it feel as if he had been prepared?
Seeing that Su Ye was still hesitating, Ma Xi assisted and said, "Don't be afraid, there are no outsiders. If you get drunk, you can just go to the tent and fall asleep. Besides, are you still afraid that no one will take care of you?"

Ma Xi winked, pointing to Jiang Baizhi in the opposite camera.When the show airs, I think Ma Xi is talking about the staff.

Su Ye was a little embarrassed by the words, but she didn't hesitate, "Then have a drink tonight!"

"Cheers to the realm of the junior brother."

Su Ye took a big sip, and then said, "Actually, I can't really not be happy with things and not sad with myself. At least when it comes to feelings, I am also an ordinary person, and I will toss and turn because of the other person day and night. It will also be because the other party is happy to the point of forgetting about it.”

Xu Qingyuan burped, this person, who is still throwing dog food, needs to be fed!
Seeing this, Ma Xi added fuel to the flames, "Old Xu, have you ever had an experience like Xiao Su's? Did you ever have an unforgettable love when you were young?"

"There is really a period, but it's a secret love."

Alcohol is really a good thing. Normally, Xu Qingyuan wouldn't talk about it, but he can't vomit now. He has already forgotten the original intention of this meal, which is to make Su Ye drunk and watch him tell the truth after drinking.

"Talk about it?" Su Ye and Ma Xi pricked up their gossip ears.

"Actually, I was very pretentious when I was a child. I received manuscript fees when I was in high school. When I stepped into the gate of Jinghua University, I thought that my time would come soon. But I met a senior sister, her There is a special, detached beauty on her body, which is hard for me to describe, and I feel like a toad when I see her.

And she also admired me very much. You know the atmosphere of Jinghua University in that era, the cradle of intellectuals, and the conscience of intellectuals. I told her that my ideal was to become a Quixote-like figure and to exert my own talents for this era. Strength, she didn't laugh at me, but respected, supported and encouraged me. "

"and then?"

Xu Qingyuan took another sip of wine, "Although we are a toad, we are also a brave toad. I used my manuscript money to invite her to a western restaurant on her birthday that day, and she refused me."

"What's the reason?" Su Ye and Ma Xi almost spoke in unison.

"She said I was the good Quasimodo."

Ma Xi and Su Ye looked at each other and smiled unprincipled. Quasimodo is a character in the novel "Notre Dame de Paris". He looks ugly but has a kind heart.Looking at Lao Xu's bohemian hair and his extremely rough face, it seems that it is indeed true.

"Then what happened next?" Su Ye asked.

"Senior sister is a grade older than me, and later she went to study in the United States, and I went too. Later, she married a senior brother."

Obviously, there are still many stories in the middle, but Xu Qingyuan is unwilling to say any more.

"Do you blame her? I mean rejecting you for such a superficial reason." Ma Xi asked.

"She was telling the truth. Besides, she is one of the best memories in my life. How could I blame her?"

The atmosphere was a little gloomy for a while, Ma Xi raised her eyebrows, changed the subject and said, "Su Ye, do you want to tell me about your likes? You seem to have a lot of experience just now."

"Me?" Su Ye cast his eyes on Jiang Baizhi unconsciously, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth naturally.

"I'm about the same as senior brother, and I've been secretly in love for many years, but I'm luckier than senior brother. We met neither early nor late, and she fell in love with me neither early nor late. I just happened to be a little brave, and she happened to take the initiative a little bit." , I don’t seem to be chasing her in a real sense, but she sensed my intentions and confessed, and then we got together naturally. That’s why I think that the love that can be together is a good relationship. In retrospect, God seems to have arranged everything."

Jiang Baizhi on the opposite side smiled when she heard the words, because it was really like what Su Ye said, it seemed that God had arranged everything.Arranged a blind date; arranged to experience life; arranged for my own heart-to-heart, invited Su Ye to parachute to Youqing Mountain Villa; arranged for Su Ye to post on Moments; arranged for myself to sing "Xiaoyu" in a bar... It seemed that the whole world in assists.

Su Ye's words made Xu Qingyuan feel even more uncomfortable. If you dare to love him, it is not a match made in heaven, so he drank the can of wine again
The night was getting darker, and at some point, the three of them were no longer sitting on the bench, but lying directly on the sand.

I don't know who hummed "Laughing Red Dust" first.

"The world of mortals is so ridiculous, infatuation is the most boring."

"It's okay to look at everything, this life is over. But the heart is not disturbed, I just want to be happy for half a lifetime."

"No matter how cold the wind is, I don't want to escape, and no matter how beautiful the flowers are, I don't want to run away. Let me be swayed."

Amidst the crackling of the bonfire, the voices of the three people could be heard far, far away in the empty desert.
　Today she went to Shanghai to watch a concert, so I asked for leave.We met, went to the restaurant she wanted to eat, and I bought a bouquet of roses.The things I planned to say the day before yesterday were messed up, most of the time she was still talking and I was listening.She was not as enthusiastic as I imagined that day. At the end of the subway station, we greeted politely like normal friends, said goodbye, and agreed to see you next time.I was a little bit sad when I came back from the bike because some things can be felt, and she is living a full life now, which is fine
　　
　
(End of this chapter)