My secret love for Bai Yueguang turned out to be my blind date

Chapter 200 Find yourself

"I had a dream last night."

"I went into the Sahara Desert."

"Standing empty in the sun."

"66 point six degrees Celsius."

A song "Looking for Myself" reverberates from the car audio in the deserted desert, which is quite echoed in this scene.

The recording of the program has already started, and it is on the way of recording at this time. The recording place of the first episode of Threesomes is Erboliang, and the driver is the old driver Ma Xi at this time. The theme of the first episode is also the theme of this song. Name - find yourself.

As for Jiang Baizhi, she is currently in the director's car behind. If Su Ye wants to talk to her, he can use the pager.

"Junior Brother, Erboliang is really not a good choice. Even if you go to the desert, you should go to Yumen Pass to watch the sun set over the long river." Xu Qingyuan joked.

Su Ye smiled and said, "This place is different. It is said to be the place most like Mars. In the past, we could only use our imagination to go to Yinghuo, which was recorded in ancient books by our ancestors, but now we can live here. An immersive experience.”

"Well, the desert is the same. Looking at the past, it is lonely. We have been driving for two hours, right? I am looking forward to the bonfire camping tonight."

"Brother, I really enjoy the current itinerary. Letting go of everything, driving all the way in an empty place without any purpose, is very decompressive. It is very difficult for us to have such a chance to be alone with ourselves."

"Junior Brother, do you feel that everyone needs to be alone?"

"Of course, although human beings live in groups and seek existence in the hustle and bustle, just like the law of entropy increase, we also need to be alone to reduce the entropy value. In other words, you have to find yourself in the hustle and bustle, and don't get lost."

Xu Qingyuan nodded, "This is an era where it is easy to lose yourself. The torrent of information and the temptation of the outside world engulf everyone, and many people lose themselves."

"Brother's words are too broad. If you are asked to be specific, you will think what caused us to lose ourselves."

"Anxiety, all kinds of anxiety, older ones talk about life, love, younger ones talk about overtime, takeaways not arriving on time, blind dates, etc."

"Then, have you ever thought about the cause of anxiety, such as life?"

Xu Qingyuan smiled and said, "This should be a research question for you, a professor of philosophy, and I am only responsible for asking questions."

"Anxiety is because you are dissatisfied with your current life. If your life is good and smooth, you will not be anxious. The reason for anxiety is probably unwillingness. It is written in "Mountain and Moon": I am deeply afraid that I am It is not a beautiful jade, so I dare not carve it assiduously. But I half believe that I am a piece of beautiful jade, so I refuse to be mediocre and work with rubble."

Xu Qingyuan nodded, and then asked Ma Xi, "Brother, what do you think people are anxious about their lives?"

"In fact, this problem has always existed. People are anxious in every era, but why are we still discussing this problem? Before giving the answer, I want to say one thing. Before 1949, only 5% of people could Literacy, only these people have the knowledge and the ability to make their own voices. Lu You wrote family sacrifices without forgetting to tell Nai Weng, and Du Fu wrote about protecting the poor and the poor in the world. Are the remaining 95% not anxious? Yes, but they have no voice channels, and are unable to express their anxiety, even their anxiety is not at the same level as that of the 5% of people, which is the anxiety of the life of scholar-bureaucrats.

But in this era, why do people have anxiety? It is because the literacy rate exceeds 95%. The technological revolution and the progress of the times have allowed these 95% of people to see the lives of those 5%. More importantly, they have The outlet and ability to speak out, their voices are heard. "

Ma Xi's words were tantamount to tearing off some kind of fig leaf. Su Ye looked calm, while Xu Qingyuan looked excited. For him, a deconstructionist apprentice, he was angry with this era, and he liked to hear this kind of analysis.

"Elder brother is right, so how do you think this anxiety should be resolved?"

Unexpectedly, Ma Xi kicked the ball to Su Ye again. He is a mature media person, and he can say some deafening words for the needs of the program, but he must not exceed the scale.

"Philosophy is a science of wisdom, and this question naturally needs to be answered by juniors."

Xu Qingyuan didn't hear Ma Xi's change of subject. He was old-fashioned, high-minded, and didn't know how to adapt, but to a certain extent, he was also a person with a pure heart, so he looked at Su Ye.

Su Ye smiled, "We all have to learn to reconcile with ourselves and learn to 'look forward'. Looking forward is not giving up, it is different from giving up. The second is to love the specific, discover the beauty, and heal yourself. The fireworks in the market, the sunset at five o’clock in the afternoon, the sound of light rain, love these specific things, and life will become much better.”

Xu Qingyuan nodded, but he was quite eager to get to the bottom of it. "Like? The public is anxious about 'like'. The reason is nothing more than fear of loving the wrong person. The gap is too big and there is no result. Long-distance love. What should I do about these worries?"

"If there is a transcendent emotion in this world, it should be love. I personally think it is great. So don't be afraid of loving the wrong person, everyone will love the wrong person, shed tears for no reason, and suddenly collapsed on the road, but This does not prevent us from going to see the sunset and blowing the wind, it will pass, don't be afraid to love because of fear.

As for worrying about the gap between reality and dare not take that step, I would like to quote Xu Zhimo’s words: People should forget themselves for someone at least once in their life, and don’t ask for results, colleagues, or possessions. I don't even ask you to love me, I just ask to meet you in my most beautiful years.If you love, be brave once, we don't have many chances to be brave in this life. "

Speaking of this, Su Ye paused, "As for the long-distance relationship, I don't think it's a problem. People who have fallen in love will miss it both when they see it and when they don't see it, and this yearning is enough to cross mountains and seas. Of course it will be very hard, but the experience Love that has been missed will be sweeter."

To be honest, Xu Qingyuan liked Su Ye's speech very much. Although he liked to criticize, he was an optimist.

"Why do you feel that junior brother is full of optimism about love?" Xu Qingyuan blurted out this question in a daze, as if he had no brains.

Su Ye blinked, "Maybe it's because I've always been in love?"

And at this moment, a burst of melodious laughter came from the pager just right.

Hearing this, Ma Xi next to him had a resentful expression on his face, and he was genuinely unhappy, did he, an old guy, be shown affection in front of him?

Thinking of this, Ma Xi stepped on the accelerator hard, as long as my speed is fast enough, the dog food will not be able to catch up, even though he is nearly fifty years old, he is also very rebellious
(End of this chapter)