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Chapter 201 Worship the foster father and become Hokage!Pharmacist pocket: I want to give you a pension!
On Sasuke's face, the Uchiha's signature arrogant face, defiant expression, and disdainful eyes that see everyone else as rubbish,
For a moment, in their eyes, they all seemed so amiable, elegant and easy-going!
When Sasuke-sama comes, Konoha will be peaceful, when Sasuke-sama comes, there will be a "sunny day"...

As long as the lower limit of everyone's tolerance is adjusted low enough, Uchiha can also become "the aspiration of the people",
With the support of all, become the savior of the world and wear the crown!

At the far other end of the wide corridor, Hinata was alone, silently looking at her enemy, her elder brother, the "boy" Neji who was feared by everyone,
With a cold expressionless face, I don't know what to think,
If it is not for a pair of eye-catching white eyes, it may be easily mistaken for a Uchiha tribe.

"Are you confused?"

A gentle youthful voice suddenly sounded from beside her,

Hinata didn't answer, turned around and saw a white-haired boy wearing old-fashioned black-rimmed glasses, he was smiling gently at himself,

Frowning, Hinata asked coldly: "The starting point of the birth of the thirteen worlds, Medicine Master Dou, known as one of the Thirteen Apostles of God? What do you want from me?"

"No no no! That's the real me, the real pharmacist pocket,
And I'm just one of the countless shadows of him in the real world, falling from that supreme world,

It can be said to be him in the past, and it can also be regarded as his shadow.
But me, not him! "

Pharmacist smiled and corrected,

As a spy for many years, he could see the emotions hidden in the little girl's heart at a glance, and even guessed some of the psychological activities and thoughts.
He is actually very good at communicating with people, and he knows how to speak so that others can quickly resonate with him, get closer to him, and even become friends.
This is the basic skill of every qualified spy!
Sure enough, following his words, the extremely vigilant Hinata's attitude eased a little,
Of course, the most important thing is that the pharmacist has his own special identity,
Hinata looked at this pharmacist's pocket, who was like himself and also seemed to be the "shadow" of others, and said slowly:

"So that's how you see the relationship between us and them, projection? Shadow? Isn't it the real them?"

"Of course not. If I am Yaoshidou, then who is he? Obviously he is Yaoshidou, but I am not!"

The pharmacist smiled and said like a tongue twister.

"It's not Pharmacist Dou! Then who are you?"

Hinata asked coldly.

"do not know!"

Pharmacist spread out his hands and sighed helplessly,

"I have lost my memory since I was a child. I don't know who I am, and I can't find the meaning of existence.

The director of the orphanage named me Yaoshidou, and Yaoshidou became the meaning of my existence and my true self.
But now, the name of Pharmacist Dou and the meaning of existence have been taken away by the real Pharmacist Dou,

So, now I don't know who I am?
I am a person who can't find myself! "

Hinata's eyes fluctuated. What is the meaning of existence after losing his family, everything, and even his name and identity?
She tried her best to suppress her feeling of bewilderment and loneliness, and asked indifferently:

"Then why don't you change your name?"

"Changing a name? Are you going to change your name?"

Pharmacist was surprised, as if he really just found out about it just now, he frowned and murmured to himself,

"A name is just a symbol, what matters is the meaning behind the name, and the identity defined by the name,
I can't find my true self, no matter how many names I change, it's useless,
I still need to think about it! "

Is that right?

Hinata thought blankly,

In the entanglement, I found that the pharmacist was walking in a daze, becoming more at a loss than myself...

After being silent for a long time, Yao Shidou suddenly woke up from his lost thoughts, looked at the time, and said apologetically:

"Sorry, I have to leave. Many orphans in the orphanage need to be taken care of. The dean and the staff in the orphanage are often too busy."

Orphanage?

Hinata hesitated for a moment, now that he is so dazed that he has nothing to do, maybe he can help,
"If I get a chance, I might go and have a look."

Alienated and indifferent, she said something that seemed to be purely polite and did not intend to realize it, and Hinata continued to walk away,

A lonely wolf cub in the wilderness, not intending to let anyone know his true thoughts,

High vigilance, but unfortunately lack of experience...

Pharmacist Dou smiled, said goodbye and left indifferently, and greeted everyone gently along the way in the corridor,

The smile on his face is sincere, frank and sunny, and everyone who sees it is infected by this smile,

I couldn't help feeling fond of this polite and humble young man,

Childhood experience has a profound impact on a person. Yao Shidou will always remember the survival rules he learned in the root organization of Danzang,
To be a useful person, to be a valuable person,
Otherwise, they will only be abandoned by the cold and ruthless reality without mercy,
Those who have no value live better than death!

He is really envious of himself in the real world, who has the opportunity to worship Naruto as his adoptive father,
Life is endowed with a new value and definition,

Bearing the name of Uzumaki Naruto's son, life must be very happy and meaningful, right?

I will definitely not live so hard, hard and confused like myself, and I will be able to take good care of the dean and everyone in the orphanage.

As for the age difference and whether people will "see them differently" and other issues, Yao Shidou didn't care at all and scoffed at it.
How many people want to worship such a righteous father, but they haven't had the chance yet!

"If I help the foster mother get rid of the confusion and untie the knot, then the foster father and Ning Ci should have a better impression of me, right?"

In order to survive better, Yaoshidou never minds showing his own value actively,
This is the survival technique of the little people, the weak,
Although it was only the real Pharmacist Dou who was adopted as a adopted son, it did not prevent him from taking on this role as well.

The dazed feeling of losing his name and identity is real, he didn't lie to Hinata,
He just intends to make himself more important and more valuable on this basis, so that he won't be abandoned too easily,
"During this period of time, Lord Yifu often used the wooden avatar to disguise himself as other people, and went to various orphanages to help out as volunteers.
Many people know it, but the stepmother doesn't know it, she really can't let go of her knot, she is very withdrawn! "

Pharmacist Doudou pondered silently, constantly weighing his success rate of hugging his thigh and "worshiping his adoptive father",
Hugged on the thigh, if the future goes well, perhaps after many years, I can still become one of the twelve Hokages of Konoha,

Carve your own face on Hokage Yanyan, admired and worshiped by countless people,

In this way, can it be regarded as finding the true self?
(End of this chapter)