Longevity begins with a proud smile

Chapter 177
It was dusk.

The setting sun shone in the west, lengthening the shadows of both of them.

Some people say that every time the sunset appears, it is like an ending.Zhuo Lingfeng vaguely felt the meaning of this, and his heartbeat was a little faster than usual, making him feel it very clearly.

Because if you really agree with what Zhao Min said, step down as the leader of the Beggar Clan and fly away, you may indeed end up in the world of Yitian for the rest of your life.

When the time comes, he will be completely infamous for being possessed by a witch. His reputation will be so great that he will no longer have a place to stand in the world. It goes without saying that the best beggar gang in the world will also lose its reputation and become a martial arts gang. Big joke.

This is definitely more exciting than the abbot of Shaolin Temple having a son with a woman!
Because he had just become a gang leader and showed great ambitions, he suddenly disappeared, and he disappeared with the Mongolian girl!

This not only made fun of the Beggar Clan and Mingjiao, but also the martial arts world.

Then the thought of relying on the "Collection of Fortune Beads" to obtain "reputation points" and travel through the heavens will never be possible again.

After all, once a reputation is lost, it is impossible to regain it.

Although I have long given up the dream of pursuing immortality, I can marry Zhao Min without fear of the world's slander, but if I do this, I will never see Ren Yingying again.
Scenes from the past came to mind one after another, and Yingying's last words, "Feng Lang, I'm waiting for you to come home" still lingered in his ears.It was so unfair to her, and she couldn't bear to feel guilty.

Zhuo Lingfeng wanted to speak, but he saw tears flashing in the corners of Zhao Min's eyes, and his eyes were full of begging. Suddenly his nose became sore, his eyes were hazy, and he could not say a word.

Zhao Min stared at him for a while, then suddenly sneered and said, "Zhuo Lingfeng, who do you think I, Zhao Min, am?

Humph, you told me your difficulties. Yes, you are a magnanimous gentleman, but don’t you just want me to understand your last resort?

So that I, Zhao Min, can be like that Ren Yingying, waiting for you alone in this world with no news and no idea of ​​life or death, and I am willing to do so!
In this way, you have no regrets, right? "

Zhuo Lingfeng felt like he was struck by lightning, because Zhao Min had indeed struck his heart. He said this because he hoped that Zhao Min could accept the reality like Yingying, and that he could occupy her love with peace of mind.

So there is a real nastiness, real despicability, and real shamelessness in my heart!
For a moment, his cheeks were red, his back was covered in cold sweat, and he was speechless.

Zhao Min finished speaking in rapid succession. Seeing that Zhuo Lingfeng didn't answer for a long time, he stamped his feet and said, "Are you mute?"

Speaking of this, she looked like crying and smiling: "I, Zhao Min, can give up everything and live with you for the rest of my life, and I don't care whether you marry a wife, because I have long been prepared for two women to serve one husband.

Even if you die tomorrow and I only stay as husband and wife for one night, I, Zhao Min, will never regret it! "

At this point, tears suddenly fell down. She wiped away her tears and said sadly: "But now you tell me that my future husband, Zhao Min, will go to other worlds.

The world here is vast and the world is difficult, and your life and death are unpredictable, let alone elsewhere?

The most hateful thing is you, but you want me to accept all this calmly. Why?
I asked you to live here with me for the rest of your life, and it's hard for you to make a choice, so why should I... make a choice? "

Tears flowed again.

Zhuo Lingfeng suddenly understood that it was not so much that Zhao Min didn't want to disappear one day and end up alone for the rest of his life.

It would be better for her to make a choice for herself.

Do you want her or Yingying?

I regretted it so much for a moment!

Only then did he fully understand why his master had deliberately wanted Ren Yingying to appear in his life, and also said that "it is the hardest to bear the kindness of a beautiful woman". He just hoped that he could understand the true meaning of love, give up the heart of love, and focus on Enlightenment.

It's a pity that I didn't live up to his hard work and fell into love and couldn't extricate myself. But in the world of Xiaoao, I thought I could control my time travel at will.

As long as she gave up her dream of immortality, she could give Ren Yingying a sense of stability, and she did not regret her original choice at that time.

But here, knowing that he was in a boat without ties, he still accepted Zhao Min's sincerity.

It's a beautiful name, and it's true love that can't be let down, but why not keep in mind that since Ren Yingying can wait for you, then Zhao Min can also wait for you!
How arrogant and despicable this is!
Zhuo Lingfeng felt his scalp was burning and he felt ashamed.

For the first time in his life, he had an extreme fear of survival, and for the first time he understood why some people choose to end their lives when they can survive.

Thinking about a heroic figure like Qiao Feng, he had the idea of ​​not wanting to live in this world several times. He used to have a lot of things that he didn't understand, but now he understood everything, because he couldn't have it both ways. No matter what he did, he would be sorry. People really have no face to live on.

At this thought, Zhuo Lingfeng's face turned pale, he slowly closed his eyes, and shouted: "You are right, I am arrogant, hypocritical, and obsessed with sex. In fact, I am ready to betray my heart." , but I still force you to make a choice, all just to make yourself feel less guilty. People like me are really not worthy of being human."

Zhao Min was extremely angry and said loudly: "Okay, you gave me a chance to choose, and I, Zhao Min, can't let you down!"

As he spoke, he pulled out a dagger from his waist, waved it in front of him, and said: "Either you and I can live in seclusion in the mountains and forests, not caring about worldly affairs, and we can be a long-term couple; or I can kill you, and then I can commit suicide, and I can live with you forever." You will be a mandarin duck with the same fate in the underworld.

Either you kill me with your own hands, or get out of my sight!You choose? "

After hearing these words, Zhuo Lingfeng felt like needles pricking his heart. He felt that all the depression and troubles in the world had fallen on him. An indescribable sadness made his heart feel gray. He lowered his hands, straightened his chest, and said quietly: " I obviously don't have the ability to change the day or the stars, but I like to be self-righteous, which leads to a big mistake. I really deserve to die as an apology, so do it!"

Zhuo Lingfeng really regrets it!

He should have known.

The law of heaven is impartial, there are gains and losses,
I have had adventures that ordinary people cannot have. If this is a gain, then I should have lost the family happiness that ordinary people should have.

I gained understanding from Ren Yingying, who was serious and prudent, but I also succeeded in gaining a sincere relationship from Zhao Min, who dared to love, hate, and sacrifice everything for love.

Although he enjoys the great satisfaction brought by fame and fortune, he also wants to get involved with these wonderful women in the world.

It is tantamount to delusional thinking that all the beauty in this world can belong to oneself.

Zhuo Lingfeng felt guilty and confused not only for Zhao Min, but also for Yingying.

Maybe after she left, the world has changed, and her beautiful face has turned into a pile of withered bones. Or maybe Ren Yingying didn't know where she was going. After she suddenly disappeared, she either committed suicide in fear or shame. The phrase "Feng Lang, "I'm waiting for you to come home" is just a beautiful wish of mine.

From the unexpected departure of the Swordsman world to the destruction of the Kunlun world by thunder, it all shows that not everything in this world favors him, the so-called protagonist!
This adventure of time-traveling and tomorrow without knowing any details brought him pleasure, but at the same time, it also gave him endless pain and depression.He hoped that Zhao Min would kill him, which would be a great relief.

Seeing him waiting for death with his eyes closed, Zhao Min felt as if a big stone was weighing on his heart. He wanted to pick up his sword several times and stab him, but in the end he couldn't bear to do it. He covered his face and cried: "Zhuo Lingfeng, in your case In your heart, joining hands with me for a lifetime is not as important as your dream of immortality, right?"

"No!"

Zhuo Lingfeng's heart was clogged, and he suddenly opened his eyes, looked at her intently, and said solemnly: "The so-called immortality is what I thought about before, and I gave up long ago when I was with Yingying.

Including the fact that you said you wouldn’t let me be the leader of the Beggar Clan and share the mountains and forests with you. If it weren’t for Yingying, I would be able to spend my whole life with you. How lucky I am, I would not hesitate!
But Yingying has a deep love for me, not only in the name of husband and wife, but also in reality, I have to get her back no matter what..."

Zhao Min sneered slightly and said, "Then you will definitely be able to get her back?"

Zhuo Lingfeng was startled and didn't know what to say.

"how?"

Zhao Min gritted his teeth and sneered: "You yourself know that even if you leave this world, you are not sure that you can achieve your goal!
As you said, you have traveled between two worlds and encountered life and death crises many times, right here in Green Willow Manor. If I didn’t have you in my heart, how could you be alive today?
Now, for a vague idea, you want me to be like her, waiting for you alone, hoping that you can come back one day?

What if you die halfway?

I don’t even know, have you ever thought about me? "

Zhuo Lingfeng's heart was shaken, and he said anxiously: "Minmin, it is not illusory. Believe me, I have been exposed to many strange and strange things in my previous life. People like you and me are commonly known as people with destiny. Generally, no matter how many ups and downs they go through, they can still survive." In the end, everything can be turned into good fortune, and all your wishes will come true, and you will be reunited and have a happy ending."

"The destiny of a man, will all his wishes come true?"

Zhao Min sneered: "Then tell me, have all your wishes come true?"

Zhuo Lingfeng looked at her, frustrated, his face trembled, and he sighed: "No!"

"Then has my wish come true?"

Zhao Min said faintly: "Don't mention me now, let's just say that according to your so-called world of Heaven and Dragon Slaying, Zhao Min and Zhang Wuji stayed and flew together. As a result, the country was destroyed and the father died in the battle, although he was not himself. If he did it, it was his men who did it.
Ha ha,

He rebelled against his country and his father, and as a result, his sweetheart's subordinates destroyed his country and killed his father. Could it be that Zhao Min's wish came true?

Or, in your eyes, the so-called Min Min Temuer is a person who only has her own love and lover in her eyes, and doesn't care about others, because she is just an unfaithful, unfilial, heartless beast? "

Her voice was clear and tactful at first, but later on, it gradually became sad, which showed that it hurt her heart and lungs!
Zhuo Lingfeng saw her face with tears on her face, her figure lonely, and her chest seemed to have been punched. He suddenly realized where Zhao Min's illness was, and said anxiously: "Maybe what I said is wrong. According to the timeline, that Zhao Min When Min and Zhang Wuji went into seclusion, the Yuan Dynasty was not destroyed, and your father and brother were not dead either. Maybe they would not die. It was me..."

"Zhuo Lingfeng!"

Zhao Min burst into tears and chuckled: "Just tell me, Dayuan, was destroyed by the Mingjiao rebels, and did my father die on the battlefield against the rebels?
And have you known this for a long time? When you first saw me, were you angry and angry?

I thought you once advised me to love myself, because my parents are the best to me. Did you think again at that time that this silly girl only wanted love, but in the end she didn't even protect her father?Are you seeing a joke, or maybe you, Zhuo Daxia, are so benevolent and righteous that you can't help but feel a little pity for such a pathetic person like me, Zhao Min? "

Zhuo Lingfeng trembled, his eyes were slightly dizzy, and his eyes were blurred by tears. Although he was looking straight at Zhao Min, everything was blurred, and his heart was extremely bitter.

Zhao Min is too smart.

He knew that, after all, according to what he said, the original Zhao Min was a selfish person to the extreme. He only had her love in his heart and did not have the loyalty and filial piety that a normal person should have.The most terrifying thing is that the person she loves so hard already knows all this and has been watching all this happen from a God's perspective that sees everything. How can she let go?

Suddenly, Zhuo Lingfeng felt that there was an invisible barrier and barrier between him and Zhao Min.

This is beyond repair.

Maybe never!

I felt anxious and confused in my heart, as if all my energy had flowed out along with the hot tears on my face, and my whole person seemed like an empty shell.

The two of them sat in silence, as the light and shadow shifted, the sun completely set, and the surroundings fell into a quiet night, adding a bit of desolation.

Zhao Min smiled softly: "Since you are the protagonist of destiny and know everything, guess where you will go in the next world?
Can you continue to have your prophetic advantage? "

Zhuo Lingfeng remained silent. If he really knew this certainty, it wouldn't be so difficult!

Zhao Min raised her eyebrows and said quietly: "Okay, you don't know, then guess what will happen next between you and me?"

Zhuo Lingfeng couldn't help but feel a little nervous, but he still didn't speak, and he couldn't guess.

Zhao Min stopped looking at him, turned his eyes, and suppressed the sadness in his heart: "Brother Feng, not all expectations in this world can be fulfilled?
In this life, people should accept the present moment. In this ever-changing world, half awake and half relieved will naturally be extremely comfortable and have endless aftertaste.

I'm not unreasonable. I know that if you step down as the leader of the Beggar Clan now, you will fall from the clouds to the bottom. Everyone will say that you gave up your national justice because of the Mongolian witch, you are not a good man, and you have lost any reputation.It will completely cut off your way to travel through time, and it will indeed embarrass you!
But even though I am a princess, I am just a common woman. You can stand up to a righteous hero for the sake of Ren Yingying, a devil girl from the demon sect, and you can even give up the dream of immortality, but what about me?

What have you done?
Now I feel that you are pitying me and don't love me at all. Maybe you just feel that you have ruined my marriage unintentionally. You want to make some limited compensation, such as allowing my father and the others to fight in this inevitable defeat. Survive the war!

Haha, but you are really not afraid that I turned into a handful of loess and a few dry bones before you knew it?
Or maybe you really come back one day, and I am already gray-haired and senile? "

As she spoke, her heart was filled with sadness and tears rolled down her cheeks.

Zhuo Lingfeng was shocked. Yes, what had he done for Zhao Min from beginning to end?When I looked up, I saw Zhao Min standing alone, looking at me intently. He had a long mouth, but he didn't say anything.Because she really couldn't do what she asked herself to do.

Zhao Min suddenly smiled with tears in his eyes: "Zhuo Lingfeng, I don't want to listen to your nonsense. I just ask you, are you willing to leave everything behind, just ignore the world, and live with me forever?"

Zhuo Lingfeng suddenly thought of Ren Yingying, and sometimes of Zhao Min, and even more of his parents and mentors in his previous life. He deeply felt that things in the world are impermanent, and people are like fluffy grass, drifting in the wind.

And no matter how much I do, it seems like I am chasing a dream that I can never see the culmination of.

He regretted it completely, or if he had to do it again, even if he practiced the "Evil Sword Manual", he would not get to where he is today!

Zhuo Lingfeng couldn't make up his mind, and for a moment he wanted to commit suicide. Once he was done with it, he just raised his palm and hit himself to death!
"you……"

Zhao Min held his hand tightly, feeling a sting in her heart. Tears fell silently again, her eyes were full of pain, and her lips trembled slightly: "You want to die, okay, then let me do it!"

He raised his right hand and pointed the dagger in his hand at Zhuo Lingfeng's heart, ready to stab him.

Zhuo Lingfeng closed his eyes: "Just do it!" His eyebrows relaxed, his expression relieved.

Zhao Min's arms were shaking slightly, and the sword in his hand seemed to be of great weight. He thought that if he stabbed him with the sword, he would never be seen again. Ling Feng was stabbed in the chest.

When Zhuo Lingfeng heard the golden blade breaking the wind, not only did she have no intention to dodge, but she used her skills to remove all the protection so that she could smoothly insert the sword into her heart.

Because at this time, he did not have the fear of death, but instead felt a sense of relief.

Being able to choose between two beauties at the cost of one death is also a great pleasure.

In an instant, the tip of Zhao Min's sword was only an inch away from his chest.

Zhao Min's heart completely fell into the abyss. He was really willing to die and not want to live with him forever.

But she still wanted to sheath her sword. Suddenly there was a whoosh, a strong wind blew, and a black light flashed.
With a clang, Zhao Min suddenly felt the tiger's mouth heat up, and the dagger turned into a stream of light, stabbing into the tree trunk next to him with a loud clang, shaking endlessly.

"She is indeed a vicious barbarian woman!"

A female voice came coldly.

Zhuo Lingfeng opened his eyes and saw Master Miejie flashing out from behind a boulder in the distance, looking like a ghost, floating towards her.

Zhuo Lingfeng saw Master Jue's brows were filled with anger and her old eyes were as sharp as swords. She stared at Zhao Min coldly. He hurriedly stopped in front of Zhao Min and said, "Master, it was me who misbehaved. I'm sorry for her. You Don't interfere."

A look of surprise flashed across Master Miejie's face, and then his eyebrows twitched. In an instant, his eyes shone brightly, and he sneered: "What? You already have a wife, and you told her already, why should you apologize to her?" of?

Or are you someone with advanced martial arts skills who is not afraid of sharp blades? "

Zhuo Lingfeng looked embarrassed and muttered: "Well... this... this... Master, you..."

Zhao Min's cheeks turned red, and he sneered and said, "Zhuo Lingfeng, from now on, we will be separated from each other forever!"

Master Miejie was shocked. Although she didn't like Zhao Min, she didn't expect that the two of them would reach this point in less than a day. It was really unexpected, so she just waited and watched.

Zhuo Lingfeng felt his eyes go dark, turned around quickly and pulled her, shouting: "Minmin!"

Zhao Min ducked and said, "You called me like this, are you agreeing?"

Zhuo Lingfeng's face turned pale and his lips trembled.

A flash of disappointment flashed across Zhao Min's eyes, he smiled softly, pulled out his dagger, turned around and left.

After taking two steps, Zhao Min suddenly felt soft-hearted. Looking back, he saw Zhuo Lingfeng looking at him steadily, his face pale, his lips trembling slightly, his figure bleak, like a living ghost.

Zhao Min said in a seductive voice: "Let's not care about this worldly matter, okay?"

Master Miejie raised his eyebrows and was about to curse, but he looked at Zhuo Lingfeng and endured it.

Zhuo Lingfeng had countless thoughts in his mind, but in the end he didn't say anything.

Zhao Min chuckled, took two steps forward, stretched out his right hand, and said, "Bring it here!"

Zhuo Lingfeng said dumbly: "What?"

Zhao Min's cheeks turned red and she said word by word: "The brocade box I gave you!"

Zhuo Lingfeng's heart trembled, his handsome eyes were wide open, his throat was dry, his eyes were dizzy, and the blood on his neck was beating wildly.

But when he saw Zhao Min's eyes were as cold as ice and there was a sense of determination deep in his eyes, he couldn't help but let out a long breath and took out the golden brocade box from his arms.

Zhao Min was clearly in front of him, but he couldn't hand it over.

Seeing that he really took out the brocade box, Zhao Min opened his mouth to curse, but when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say them out. He felt unbearably stuffy in his chest and sneered: "It's really hard for you. When I saw this thing, I obviously couldn't." You know it shouldn't belong to you, but you still accept it, you are indeed a benevolent and righteous hero Zhuo!"

Zhuo Lingfeng's heart suddenly hurt. He smiled bitterly, spread his palms, and sent the brocade box to Zhao Min.

Zhao Min was shaking all over, with tears rolling in his eyes, and said quietly: "Okay, this is your choice, don't regret it!" He swept the brocade box away with a shake of his hand, moved his body skills, and ran out.

Zhuo Lingfeng displayed his body skills, and his two ups and downs were like flying down. He spread his arms and stopped Zhao Min, and said anxiously: "Min Min..."

Zhao Min didn't wait for him to speak, and pulled out the dagger, put it against his throat, and shouted: "Get out! I will never... see you again. For the rest of my life, if you dare to appear in front of me again, I will kill myself." ! I, Zhao Min, can tell and do it!"

As he spoke, a blush appeared on his neck, already flowing out from the tip of the sword.

Zhuo Lingfeng wanted to reach out and pull her, but he didn't dare. He knew that when Zhao Min became sexually active, he really dared to commit suicide.Her father, who knew her best, didn't dare to try it, let alone herself.

Zhao Min didn't want her former prisoner to see her cry, so she kept trying to hold it back, but now her tears rolled down unsatisfactorily.

He was so angry that he burst into tears, avoiding Zhuo Lingfeng while wiping his tears and running away.

Soon, all that was left was the sound of crying.

Zhuo Lingfeng watched Zhao Min's background disappear, his eyes were sad, and the brilliance of his whole person dimmed.

In an instant, his legs became weak and he collapsed to the ground. The past with Zhao Min was like smoke and clouds, slowly drifting through his mind.

Facing this scene, Master Miejie also showed a hint of intolerance. Looking at the vast night, she sighed faintly: "I don't know where love begins, but love goes deep; hate doesn't know where it ends, and it disappears with a smile, hehe..."

The thought in Master Miejie's mind flashed, and she sneered twice, turned around, floated forward, patted Zhuo Lingfeng's shoulder, and said in a judo voice: "After all, you are young and ignorant, and your experience in the world is too shallow. Being a little too persistent in matters of love is definitely not what Junjie does!
There is Master Chongyang in the distance, and Master Zhang is close by. It is precisely because they can wield the sword of wisdom and cut off emotions that they have achieved what they have today and are respected by the world!

Perhaps in hundreds or thousands of years, their names will be remembered forever, so that they can live a worthy life in this world.

It's a good thing for you that she's gone! "

(End of this chapter)