Starting from the pursuit of talented girls

Chapter 18 The Good Life
Gu Panyan felt that Wang Ge was too naive.

Although he studies well and is smart enough, he has not been beaten by life after all, and he appears arrogant and simple in certain things.

Gu Panyan didn't think she needed help, and it didn't matter to her whether she was admitted to university or not.

So what if you pass the exam?Do you continue to eat and wait to die in college?
She doesn't have any goals in life, and she doesn't have any plans for the future. What life plans can a gangster who smokes, drinks and fights every day have?

She has always been living with a mentality of "one day is one day". When she encounters some accident, has a car accident, or has no money at all, and starves to death in a bridge hole, her life will be over. up.

She felt that her future was pretty much the same.

The years since Grandpa's death had exhausted her physically and mentally, and she had accepted the ending numbly, unwilling to make any changes.

The world is beautiful, of course she knows that her parents still have expectations for her, and she also knows that.

But she was stuck in the quagmire, heartless and exhausted.

Unintentional to witness those good things, unable to respond to that expectation.

I just want to find a place where no one is lying down and enjoy the last peace of life.

Let's save those beautiful things and expectations for the next life.

Gu Panyan thinks so, and does the same thing, but today, the guy in front of him who has not been at the same table as him for 24 hours, actually brazenly said that he wants to change himself, and wants to help him get into college.

Who does he think he is?A great savior?Do I still have to get on my knees and praise him for his kindness and kindness?Gu Panyan wanted to ridicule like this, but she swallowed the words again.

She turned to look out the window.

The darkness is slowly fading, the sun rises, and the morning light shines into the classroom, dispelling the cold of the spring morning.

A long time ago, Grandpa took her to school on an old-fashioned bicycle in such an early morning.

Grandpa would tell her every time, go to school and study hard, don't be too playful, she wore a clean and beautiful white skirt, and answered her grandfather's advice with a curved eyebrow.

Turning his head away but complaining in his heart, the little old man is really good at nagging, he has to say these words every day, and his ears will get calluses.

At that time, she was still a good child, and her grandfather treated her well, so she obeyed her grandfather's words, and her academic performance was always among the top in the class.

Every time she showed her report card to her grandpa, grandpa would happily hug her up, her wrinkled face bloomed like a chrysanthemum, and he said that our Yanyan family is the best, and she will definitely be able to pass the exam in the future Good university, can have a good future...

Ah.

The pictures of the past are stirring in my mind, Gu Panyan's eyes are deep, and an inexplicable emotion emerges from a corner of my heart. This is an inexplicable feeling, like guilt, sadness, confusion and so on. Emotions are thrown together into a cauldron and stewed out of the product.

This emotion actually existed a long time ago, but it has been suppressed by Gu Panyan in the bottom of my heart. Until today, it was aroused by Wang Ge's words and it quickly grew, spreading throughout the body like a virus, occupying all of Gu Panyan's mind .

In a daze, she suddenly remembered that it was the same morning, some time after her grandfather passed away, and her parents who had been working in other places all the year round finally came back.

They did not bring back the fatherly love and motherly love she had been missing all along, but only brought back two red divorce certificates.

When her parents asked her who she wanted to live with, she stared blankly at the two faces that she looked forward to seeing every year, but now she felt so strange, as if she had been hit hard on the head by someone again.

it hurts...

She heard the sincere words of her parents, and they didn't push her away, and they were willing to share a new family and a new life with her.

But she didn't accept either, and she was so full of pain and anger at being betrayed that she frantically let them both go.

Get out of grandpa's house, get out of your own life.

Later, after several efforts to no avail, her father left a sum of money and left in a hurry, and would transfer money to her bank card every year thereafter;

In the past few years, my mother came to the door many times and begged repeatedly, but she refused him every time indifferently.

When I was young, I still had resentment in my heart.

Gu Panyan remembered that the last time she saw her mother was a year ago. This woman loved beauty as before, always trying to cover up the traces of time with heavy makeup on her face.

When we met, my mother was dazzled by crying, and even the makeup on her face became messy.

The mother begged that she did not expect her to forgive herself, but only hoped that she could live a good life and not give up on herself.

But she just turned and left indifferently, as if facing a stranger.

At that time, she already understood that her parents did nothing wrong, everyone has the right to pursue a better life, and her own unwillingness does not mean that others are unwilling.

The reason why she still made such a choice was to let her mother be completely disappointed in her and leave her alone, so that her mother could run her own new family safely.

A rotten person like myself should die with his old family, so don't bother her anymore.

At this moment, when she recalled this incident again, when her mother's crying face appeared in Gu Panyan's mind again, she suddenly understood:
Only when she lives well can her mother truly feel at ease and live the new life she has been chasing so hard for in peace.

what……

Gu Panyan's eyes became blank, and the faces of his grandfather and mother kept flashing in his mind, and the words they said echoed in his ears, good university, good future... Live well, don't give up on yourself...

She closed her eyes, and suddenly said: "No need to try, I believe you."

"Ok?"

Gu Panyan turned her head, stared into Wang Ge's eyes and said word by word, "I believe in you, I believe in your ability to help me.

You can start teaching me now, and I will cooperate with you. "

After a pause, she whispered, "I hope you don't let me down."

When Wang Ge heard this, he immediately patted his chest to reassure, and the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously: "Leave it to me! You will realize immediately that my teaching ability is actually better than my academic performance."

At this moment, he seemed happier than he imagined.

Wang Ge put the English composition between the two of them, and said patiently: "Come on, I'll tell you word by word, sentence by sentence, remember to ask me which word you can't read..."

There are less than 10 minutes left in the morning reading. During this time, the important and difficult words and phrases in this English composition, as well as each long sentence, are broken down one by one by Wang Ge, using a very vivid and easy to understand Tell Gu Panyan how to remember.

When Wang Ge hooked her up, Gu Panyan was like a sponge, quickly memorizing and digesting this knowledge, the speed was so fast that Gu Panyan himself was surprised.

...When did my memory get so good?This idea flashed through her mind, and she didn't have much time to think about it, because she was already overwhelmed by the ocean of knowledge.

[Special Ability: No Discrimination]

[Introduction: Everyone, regardless of high or low, whether they are good students or bad students, can receive equal education. 】

[Effect: Your teaching skill level +3; when being taught by you, your students will be highly focused, memory +200%, comprehension ability +200%, learning efficiency +200%]

Wang Ge used to teach others how to solve problems before. The [Teaching] skill has already reached two levels. With the blessing of the [Teaching No Class] ability, the [Teaching] skill has directly reached the fifth level, which is already at its peak. At the same level, if he were to become a teacher, even if he was not doing his job properly, he would at least be a famous teacher of a generation.

It's a pity that the ability of [Teaching No Class] is a benefit given by the mission, and it is currently only valid for Gu Panyan.

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