Starting from the pursuit of talented girls

Chapter 150 I am alone, the first in the world, the best here
"and then?"

Wang Ge had finished eating the barbecue bibimbap, wiped his mouth, and asked, "Since then, you no longer believe in constellations? But it doesn't seem to have much to do with you becoming an ordinary girl now, right?"

"Oh, brother, don't worry, just listen to me slowly."

"Okay, tell me, I'll listen."

"Hey, you're so cute."

Li Zhimeng said with a smile, and then continued to narrate: "At that time, I only had preliminary suspicions, and I didn't completely disbelieve in constellations."

"I'm stupid, you can tell from the fact that I didn't make the top ten in the exam even though I tried so hard, so I couldn't understand what Yan Yanzi said to me at that time, I could only understand the most obvious part of it. "

"It's the part where she says I'm running away."

"But I didn't take it seriously, because the horoscope book said that Capricorns have poor stress resistance and will often avoid problems, so I don't think this is my problem, because Capricorns are like this , so I continued to escape with peace of mind."

Li Zhimeng covered his face again: "Ahhh, I was really stupid at the time, and now I feel ashamed when I think about it, and I want to go back and kill me at that time."

"It's really stupid."

Wang Ge nodded in agreement, then smiled again, "However, middle and high school, it's normal, who hasn't done a few stupid things in middle and high school."

Li Zhimeng stuck out her little tongue, "Fortunately, I didn't know you brother at that time, otherwise I would definitely be hated by you."

Wang Ge smiled and shook his head, but said nothing.

This kind of thing is also uncertain, at least the Li Zhimeng he knows now is confident, high in EQ, loves life, is silly every day, and is full of charm.

He couldn't imagine what Li Zhimeng, who escaped reality with the help of constellations, would look like.

Just like he couldn't imagine what that sweet and lovely Tobacco would look like without experiencing school violence.

"I don't believe in horoscopes anymore. It was later, at the end of May."

Li Zhimeng continued: "At that time, because my grades dropped, and my personality became a little weird because of my belief in constellations, my brothers and sisters, as well as the uncles and aunts in the courtyard, were a little worried about me, so I thought Do better in the final exam, so that they can rest assured that they have been studying hard."

"However, at that time, something happened in the courtyard."

There was a trace of disgust in her eyes, "Our dean's son ran abroad with the funds from the state for our orphanage and donations from well-wishers in society."

"The dean was so angry that he had a heart attack again, but his money was also taken away by that bastard, and he didn't even have money for hospitalization."

"Fortunately, we all have poverty subsidies from the state, and several powerful younger siblings have scholarships. They don't usually spend much, and they all saved up. We finally paid enough for the dean for a series of expenses for hospitalization and treatment. .”

"But there is absolutely no money in the courtyard."

Li Zhimeng stretched out her hand to support her chin, recalling what happened at that time, "We have no shortage of food and drink, because that part of the money is in the hands of the aunt who specializes in purchasing supplies, our dean is more cautious, and will not put eggs Put it in a basket."

"At that time we were still running a kindergarten. The kindergarten was originally for the children in our welfare home. It was a private kindergarten. There were no tuition fees, no money, and no subsidies from the state. Our director paid for the construction and paid for it himself. Money asked the teacher to organize it."

"After there is no money, the kindergarten can't sustain itself. There is no way to pay the kindergarten teachers, and several teachers have run away."

"The teacher ran away, and part of the nurses in the courtyard also ran away. There were not enough people in the courtyard. The younger brothers and sisters, as well as those children who suffered from congenital diseases and could not take care of themselves, relied on the remaining uncles and aunts to take care of them. Don't come."

"This is not the biggest problem. The biggest problem is that after the dean fell ill, although other uncles and aunts had feelings for the orphanage, they were all uneducated and panicked. No one could stand up and stabilize the situation. Hold the situation, no one can preside over the overall situation.”

Wang Ge listened carefully, nodded slightly, and asked softly, "What about after that?"

Li Zhimeng felt that the atmosphere was a bit heavy, and she didn't like this heavy atmosphere.

So she shook her little head, and said with a jerky smile: "Afterwards, of course I, Zhizhi, will show my might and turn the tide when the building is about to collapse!"

"Oh?" Hearing that she started to be funny again, a smile appeared in Wang Ge's eyes, "Are you so good?"

"Of course, I'm super powerful, okay?"

She snorted and continued to narrate: "At that time, among the people in the orphanage, the younger brothers and sisters were not sensible, and the older brothers and sisters were basically in the third year of high school, and the college entrance examination was about to take place. They dare not tell them about it."

"So, no one is more suitable to stand up than me."

"Actually, I was very nervous at the time. I thought I couldn't do it, because I'm a Capricorn with a very poor ability to withstand stress. I'm a little trash who couldn't even get into the top ten exams."

"But these are not excuses for me to escape. I can't escape this time."

Li Zhimeng shook his head and said seriously, "No matter how poor my ability to withstand stress is, I have to resist. Even if I am really a waste, I will contribute all my value."

"I didn't go to school during that time, I had a lot to do."

"If no one stands up to take charge of the overall situation, then I will; if no one takes care of younger siblings, I will take care of them; if no one goes to teach in kindergarten, then I will teach."

"I also called back a few older brothers and sisters who were studying in other places, but it was still very difficult. Many times I was so busy that I didn't even have time to eat."

"But we still persevered, and persisted until our dean was discharged from the hospital in good health."

After finishing speaking, she raised her white chin and looked at Wang Ge triumphantly: "How about it, am I good?"

"sharp."

Wang Ge said sincerely.

It was just a few children who stood up when the adults were sick and hospitalized and had no money to maintain the entire orphanage and even lead a kindergarten.

Really amazing.

"It was at that time that I realized that the constellations are actually fake."

Li Zhimeng sighed with emotion, and then hummed, "What is it that Capricorns have poor resistance to stress? I have survived such hard work and hardships. My ability to resist stress is obviously super strong, okay?"

"Yan Yanzi is right. The reason why I believe in constellations so much is not that the characteristics of the constellations match me, but that I deliberately cater to those characteristics, so the constellations appear to be accurate."

"It was also at that time that I really understood what Yan Yanzi said to me."

"If I blindly believe in horoscopes, I will really become what the horoscope book says, a Capricorn who is not good at learning and expressing, can't accept criticism, and has extremely poor resistance to stress."

Li Zhimeng laughed and told Wang Ge what she gained from this experience:
"After I stopped believing in horoscopes, I finally reconciled with myself and came out of the shadow of my sister's death and my inability to make her happy before she died."

"Yeah, yeah, I'm not the protagonist of the world who can do whatever I want, I'm a little trash who can't get into the top ten even if I try my best."

"I'm just an ordinary person, and I can't do anything about a lot of things."

"But, brother, being ordinary is not an excuse to escape; powerlessness is not a reason to sit still."

"Even if I know that no matter how hard I try, I won't be able to get in the top ten, but if I have another chance, I will still try hard."

"Because of trying hard, there is still a chance of success, but if you feel from the bottom of your heart that you can't do it, you really can't do it, just like I believed in astrology at the time."

She said earnestly: "Not only constellations, but any label and definition are like this. They are the shackles that restrict our abilities, and they are the guillotine that obliterates our infinite possibilities."

"So I have to be confident, I don't want to be defined by anyone, today I am a sweet girl, tomorrow I am a drag sister, I have infinite possibilities, I am a variety of Zhizhi!"

"I am not the protagonist of the world, but I am the protagonist of my life!"

"I am alone, the best in the world, the best here!"

(End of this chapter)