hollywood billionaire

Chapter 192 No one can take away the person I want

The most wonderful feeling in the world is when you kiss someone for the first time in your heart after kissing him/her many times.

This kiss was the same for both Han Yi and Xu Yiru.

It went through thousands of times in the eyes, and finally reached the lips.

The indecision without hesitation, the trepidation and trust, the eagerness to wait, the ecstasy of the water and milk...

The simplest contact brings out the most splendid fireworks.

This is the first kiss.

Between the nose, between the lips, the tip of the tongue, and two lung lobes that have forgotten how to beat, are all filled with Xiaoru's breath.

Nine years and two lives, the deepest regret he buried in his heart was just like this excavated by Xu Yiru in the most direct way, and put into her half-opened and half-closed rippling almond eyes, flowing eastward with the spring water.

As a sincere and brave, warm and gentle answer, Han Yi grasped Xu Yiru's waist, which was as thin as a weeping willow, with his left hand, and climbed up his fat-skinned cheek with his right hand, brushing the loose hair on his temples.

Every movement can get Xiaoru's instinctive response without any modification.The moment the left hand touched the hem of the silk pajamas, the muscles of the whole body became stiff almost at the same time, and lost the last bit of strength to resist after three or two seconds. A microcosm with everything inclusive and only one person spread out in Xiaoru's mind.On a rainy night driving towards the late-night restaurant, jumping into the car in the city of lights, jumping up and down the romantic street, countless sweet clips shared with Han Yi, quickly merged into a magnificent and gorgeous song and dance drama, performed by countless pairs of them .

The two didn't know how long the kiss lasted. They only knew that at the beginning, the world was silent, and at the end, it was also silent.

This is a moment when time, space, light, color, sound, and existence itself completely lose their meaning, and eternity.

The kiss finally stopped due to the exhaustion of air. The two opened their eyes at the same time, looked at each other and smiled, everything was so flawless and natural, as if this was a game they had been playing since childhood, It seems to be the last farewell in the twilight years of life after reading Qianfan.

All it takes is a kiss, and the past they haven't spent together and the future yet to be written will be filled with joy and expectations by them.

"Luckily I brushed my teeth."

Han Yi knows how to break every delicate atmosphere that needs to be cut open with one-liners. This is the defense mechanism he learned from Chandler.

"Fortunately, I only drank soy milk."

Xu Yiru, who was still immersed in great happiness, didn't care about Han Yi's slight retreat.She smiled happily, her eyes bent into two slender crescents, and she pecked another mouthful on the other's lips.

"Xiaoru, I..."

Han Yi let out a foul breath, sat up straight, and wanted to say something.

"Ah, no, you've been talking for a long time, now let me do the talking."

Xiaoru supported Han Yi's shoulders, and forced him back to the sofa.

"I just said, thank you for making me firm in my choice. Maybe you can't understand this sentence, so I have to explain it to you... I know you talk a lot, but don't interrupt this time Me, because it's important!"

Xu Yiru raised her index finger and put it in front of her lips. She didn't show a satisfied smile until she saw Han Yi nod her head, and continued.

"I told you before that although I don't like the behavior of my parents planning my life for me, I don't dislike the path they pointed out, and I even... agree with it quite a bit. Because before I met you, I never Any boy has ever felt... that feeling."

"There are many handsome people, and there are many rich people. As for being kind to me, there are even more. But, no matter how pleasing or perfect, in front of them, I will feel... so strange. I don't know if you can See what I mean, just... It feels like my whole life is like a TV series, those people are just doing it step by step, and I'm the only one who didn't get the script. But even if I was kept in the dark, I knew that they definitely didn't will be the protagonist. At least not in my play."

"Sometimes I wonder if I have stayed in Nantou for too long and turned myself into an ascetic monk. My mother often said that although she will be the mother and I will be the daughter in this life, it should be me It's right to have experienced more reincarnations...my soul is older than hers."

"It sounds weird, but when you think about it, she's right. I haven't been interested in the topic of the opposite sex or medical beauty since I was a child. I study hard when I'm studying. If I don't study, I eat and play anime. If my mother doesn't make travel plans during the holidays , I can stay in my room all the time and never go out... It's the life of a retired old man."

"You were originally..."

"Hey, it's okay, don't interrupt me!"

Having kissed him before, Xiaoru's body movements towards Han Yi were naturally a lot bolder.She directly covered the opponent's mouth, nose to nose, baring her teeth like a kitten.It was not until the latter raised his hands in surrender that she returned to her original state.

"Good... well, let me continue. At that time, I felt that if I would never really like someone in my life, and love would be a castle in the air to me, then no matter who I choose, it will bring me spiritually The impact should be about the same—that is, there is no impact at all. If we follow this logic one step further, since there is no difference in choosing anyone, why don’t I choose one with the best material conditions? Since it is already considered in I 'wronged' myself, of course I have to choose someone who can compensate me in other aspects and make me feel more psychologically balanced."

"So, my parents told me to get ready to marry a wealthy family. I never opposed it at all, because this was my rational plan. In my life, I only want the most unique experience in the world. If I can't find When I find the one I love the most, find someone who is unique and good to me. God gave me this face, and I maintain it with so much effort...not just to let any brat get it easily."

Having said that, Xiao Ru drew a circle in front of her face with her index finger, and winked playfully at Han Yi.

"You see, if you don't talk about your feelings, I'm also a very realistic person."

"Hey, of course, having said that, although a wealthy family is the only answer I accept on the material level, I am not willing to prematurely...promise myself to someone, or rush to bind a certain son First of all, I am not in such a hurry. I have always followed the fate of emotional matters. Although my family is not very rich, it will not let me live without getting married at my age... And, just like I told you before I don’t want to be someone’s third concubine or fourth concubine like that. My future partner should be willing to treat me well, not me begging for it. In other words, it’s important to be nice to me, but The prerequisite is that everything is based on reciprocity."

"It's okay to marry early and enjoy a few more years of blessings, but in this way, others will never give you any respect. If you think about it in another way, you don't have the ability to support yourself, and it's hard to move without that halo. Then why do people give you a good look at this parasite?"

"Study hard by yourself first, make some achievements in the chosen field, and let the people who love you not only love you, but also admire, admire, and even fear you, so that the unequal relationship becomes Be equal and let the short-lived marriage last longer."

"Didn't you ever think about... not getting married?" After quietly listening to Xu Yiru's views on marriage and love, Han Yi couldn't help but break the agreement between the two again, and asked softly, "I can't meet the right person. , why do you have to make a choice?"

"It's okay if you don't get married, this is my Plan B."

Xiao Ru nodded and responded.

"It's just that I really like children. In this life... I still want to have a child of my own."

"You don't have to have a child..."

"You don't necessarily have to find a husband, do you? Don't you think it's pitiful for a child to be born without a father? And...why, you want me to be an old nun who has been single-parented all her life?"

Her almond eyes narrowed, how could Xu Yiru, who knew everything about Han Yi, couldn't figure out his emotions.Xiao Ru brushed the broken hair on Yi Yi's forehead, and said in a tired voice.

"What, are you jealous?"

"A hypothetical thing, there is nothing to be jealous about."

Han Yi gently pushed Xiaoru's hand away, cleared his throat, and answered with his neck stuck.

"You know it's hypothetical? Be good, haven't I found someone I like now?"

Xu Yiru gently smoothed the small waves in Han Yi's heart.

"Let me tell you the truth, don't be angry. When I first met you, I really didn't have any feelings for you. That's the kind... If we never meet again, I might walk on the street. I can’t even remember your level.”

"Handsome? A little... a bit, but there are still a lot more handsome than you, and I don't particularly value that. Rich? Well, at least I didn't see it at the time. How about me? Whoops, this aspect You are simply... a negative score!"

"what?"

"Do you think anyone can adapt to your Chandler-style jokes right away? At the beginning, I thought you were so weird and annoying, and you had to make fun of everything."

"I'm changing it." Han Yi shrugged helplessly, "It's been like this since I was a child, I'm used to it, and I also know that it's not good to joke around a lot."

"It's okay, now I don't mind, now I... like it very much."

Speaking of this, Xiaoru couldn't help but kissed Han Yi like a superficial kiss.She didn't know that her addiction would be so big that she couldn't stop at all.

"I remember, when I woke up on the morning of March [-]nd, before I even opened my eyes, I quickly turned on my phone to see if you had sent a message. I found that there was no new message, and I was a little angry. I felt that you Don't you care about me at all?"

"Hey, I thought at the time, why should I be angry, how could I care if you care about me? Oh, so it feels like this to like someone."

"It turns out... I also have the ability to like others."

"Since that day, the life blueprint that I have planned and implemented for so long seems to have been invalidated in an instant. How can there be any Plan A or Plan B? I only hope that Plan A is you, and Plan B is also you."

"A lot of times when I ride in your car, I will be very impulsive, and I want to say whether I should confess my love to you directly. Anyway, I don't care if this kind of thing is done by boys or girls. But at the same time, I will also be very scared. Because... hey, I'm really embarrassed to say this, but you regard me as your best friend, and I also regard you as my best friend, so I must let you know..."

"When I saw the broken car door and the cold wind pouring in from the highway, I was afraid to say, hey, is his condition at home... not very good? There is no way to give me a materially stable life. future?"

"Do I really want to make a hasty decision just because I rely on him spiritually and love him? What if he doesn't like me one day? Then I will have nothing? Take a step back and say, Even if he has always liked me, is it really more noble, happier, and happier to give up material things and choose spiritual things than to give up spiritual things and choose material things?"

"You're right." Even if the hero is himself, Han Yi deeply agrees with Xu Yiru's thoughts... Or, because the hero is himself, he knows the complicated psychology of the hero, so he expresses this agree.

"People's hearts are really hard to predict. This is what I wanted to express to you just now. I don't know what kind of person I will become in the future. If..."

"No, Yiyi."

Xiaoru's soft voice interrupted Han Yi's introspection.

"It's not because of this that I didn't tell you my heart."

"Actually, I've already thought about it...before I knew you were rich, I had already thought about it."

"I am willing to give up material things and choose spirit for you. Even if you can't give me anything, I am willing. It's stupid, I know, but I'm still young and I can afford this stupidity. If it's you, it doesn't matter, anyway you Also stupid."

"Thank you so much."

"You're welcome." Xiao Rutian smiled and waved her hand, "I had a perfect plan at the time, how to be with you, and whether to stay here or go back to the mainland after being with you. If I go back to the mainland, what should I do? What, mother, how should they arrange it... I'm sorry, I have planned it all by myself behind your back."

"Later, the reason why I didn't tell you was actually because... I saw your performance."

"My performance?"

"Hmm, I know you also want...to be with me. But you have the concerns I have, and they are stronger than mine. Because I know what I really think, but you don't."

This paradoxical speech may be difficult for outsiders to understand, but both parties in the conversation are well aware of it.

"You have to pass this test by yourself. If you can't figure it out, even if we are barely together, there will be many... very big problems because of your mental state. So, I have been waiting for you, Waiting for you to turn your head around, waiting for you to stop feeling sorry for yourself, waiting for you... to be a man who can truly take on difficulties and responsibilities."

Xu Yiru's words made Han Yiche completely turn off his fire. Although his expression remained unchanged, it was more like a sluggish remorse rather than a peaceful calm.

It turned out that the problem I was worried about had already passed the test with Xiaoru.

It turned out that he didn't need to drag Xiaoru to hide on the mountainside to avoid the rain. As long as he had the courage to hold up a big umbrella for him, she was willing to continue climbing with him.

"I……"

"But who knows, I guessed wrong."

Xiaoru didn't give Han Yi a chance to continue talking, she whispered to herself, her voice sounded gloomy and lonely.

"Things are not what I imagined at all. You are not hesitant because of lack of material conditions at all, but..."

Xu Yiru didn't say any more. In the past half an hour or so, Han Yi has already said everything that should be said in this regard.

"Sometimes, I really wonder... Auntie and the others, why have you been poor for so long and didn't allow you to use the money until this year."

"Well, I too..."

"If I had known that you were like this." Xu Yiru suddenly raised her hand and pointed to the ceiling of the private theater, "So rich... I have never seen anyone spend money like this in my life, and I definitely wouldn't touch your thoughts Yes, let alone make me fall in love with you."

"I can bear the life of not material but only spiritual, and I can accept not spiritual but material life. But... I am most afraid of people like you, do you know, Yi Yi?"

"You can give me spirit and material at the same time, but just like what you told me just now, one day, maybe you will become another person and take back these two things at the same time."

"Losing anything is not a blow to me. Just treat it as a stupidity. Life has taken a detour. Just go back to the fork. But if..."

"I have tasted the fusion of the two, the perfect taste, let me... I will collapse."

"I'm sorry, I never thought of...treating you like this." Han Yichang sighed and closed his eyes in annoyance. After being reborn on February 2016, 2, he has always acted straightforwardly. He never thought that his compensatory mentality of reliving would bring such a heavy burden to those who care about him.

"You haven't thought about it, but you've done it."

Xiao Ru straddled Han Yi's body, cupped her lover's face again with both hands, and added another lip print.

"Do you know... There is a gift from my aunt lying in my house worth more than 100 million dollars?"

"Do you know... in Carmel, when I was sticking to your chest and closing my eyes, how much I wanted to drag you and live there, just like the boss and the boss's wife, and never return to the real world Already?"

"I have obtained both the material and the spirit. It is too late to look back now."

With a little force on Han Yi's cheek, Xu Yiru forced Han Yi to open his eyes.

"The reason why I confess to you today is because of this month... I have made it clear that I can only move forward, not backward in this matter."

"I'm sure you know me, but if you don't know me well enough... let me tell you a little something about me."

"Although I look gentle and gentle, I speak softly, as if a fly dare not kill. However, my heart is stronger than anyone else. No one can change the goal I set. I want No one can take away the people."

"I can keep silent for a week just to concentrate on passing the SAT. I can take seven or eight classes every semester, and save my mother money until my hair changes color. If I can do this, then I can also beat Those messy little monsters, goblins, keep the people I like."

"Yiyi, I have heard what you said. I also understand your concerns. It is because I understand that I choose to do this. Why should I choose to give up because I am afraid? It is because I am afraid that others will rob you. If you leave, you want to hand over the best things to others?"

"I won't quit without putting up a fight. No matter how many unknown troubles your money, your career, your... empire will attract in the future, I am willing to accept the challenge. Even if I fail in the end, you Really changed, really... accepted other people's kindness, that's your regret, not mine."

"so……"

"Let them come!"

"I want to see who can take my Xu Yiru's man away."

The blazing flame in my heart, which was always carefully placed, has turned into a prairie fire at this moment, burning all over Xiao Ru's body.

She lowered her arms to support the sofa, letting her long hair like a waterfall hang down from her shoulders.

"What are you waiting for, Yiyi?"

"Today...you haven't taken the initiative to kiss me yet."

　After reading this chapter, it’s too much not to give a monthly pass???
　　
　
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