Traveling through the heavens from the prequel of the Lotus Lantern

Chapter 748 Just because there are gaps in the white porcelain, my dear.
  Jiang Xuening couldn't help recalling many past lives in her previous life, thinking:
  "I'm afraid I was hurt too deeply. He was so kind to me. Before he died, he was still worried about my safety. But I was never tempted. I just wanted to be the queen."

"In this life, I don't have a draft, I don't want a queen, I don't have concubines, I just want to govern the world."

"Jiang Xuening, Jiang Xuening, you are really doing many evil things."

"I think the best way from now on is to stay away from him, or never see each other again, and let the power of time forget everything."

Thinking of this, she took the jade flute with both hands:
  "Okay, from now on, there will be no more involvement. I wish your Majesty everything will go well in the future, just like Yao and Shun of Tang Dynasty, with blessings for all generations."

Yang Jiao's lips trembled slightly and finally said:
  "I also hope that you will not lose your original appearance like the person in the song, and pursue what you want according to your own heart from now on."

He waved his sleeves and stood sideways:

"Zhiyi, take her back."

Shen Zhiyi, who had just cried like a kitten, was still shocked that her second brother could actually play the tear-jerking flute sound. Seeing his meaningful conversation with Jiang Xuening, the look of shock on her face became even more intense.

However, he felt that the atmosphere on the court was inexplicable, and he didn't want to ask more questions, so he took Jiang Xuening and left first.

Yang Jiao looked at their departing figures with deep eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

More than ten days later, it was the day off for reading companionship. She left the palace and returned home to rest for three days. Jiang Xuening only stayed at home for one day, but she couldn't stay any longer and went out for a stroll early the next morning.

Too many things have happened recently, which makes her overwhelmed. If she just stays in the house, she will become more and more bored.

However, after wandering aimlessly, she arrived outside Zhang's house unknowingly. After she suddenly came to her senses, she was about to turn around and leave, but she stood still, recalling that both Yan Lin and Shen Jie seemed to have let her It's better to take advantage of this situation to fight for what you want.

In this way, if Yan Lin and Shen Jie find out, they should be able to let go of everything, find a husband, grow old together, and love each other for a lifetime.

So, Jiang Xuening decisively knocked on the door of Zhang House. When Jiang opened the door and saw a well-dressed girl, she couldn't help but feel a little cautious:
  "Girl, who are you?"

Jiang Xuening looked at the weathered and kind old woman, but her heart felt inexplicably, and she said:
  "Auntie, is this Zhang's family from the Criminal Department?"

Mrs. Jiang did not expect that her son, who was usually just like a lump of wood, would actually know such a fairy-like girl, so she quickly said:
  "Yes, yes, he is in the study now. Girl, come with me. I will take you to see him."

Following Jiang and Jiang Xuening, he opened the door of the study room and saw Yang Jiaotuan sitting by the desk and reading the scroll.

Yang Jiao looked up, and when he saw Jiang Xuening's figure, a wave of emotion flashed in his eyes.

"Zhe'er, this girl is here to see you. She must have something to do, so I won't disturb you anymore."

After that, she turned and left.

When Yang Jiao stood up, Jiang Xuening closed the door and said again:

"I wonder if Mr. Zhang knows why I came to find you today?"

"I" Yang Jiao just said a word and was interrupted by Jiang Xuening:

"Zhang Zhe, I belong to you."

Seeing Yang Jiao stunned on the spot, she repeated:
  "I belong to you."

Yang Jiao quietly clasped his hands in his sleeves and said:
  "Zhang's ambitions in this life are not high, he doesn't want to go far, he defends his innocence, he respects his relatives, he gets a corner, and he watches the rain quietly, that's all."

Jiang Xuening walked directly to Yang Jiao and asked word for word:

"Don't you have anything else on your mind?"

Yang Jiao stared at her with extremely expectant eyes, calmed down, turned his head slightly and said:
  "I think I have, and I have had the thought of being happy and at ease all the time, and having peace every day, but it's a pity that it's fate that plays tricks on people." Jiang Xuening's eyes were red, and she stared at Yang Jiao:

"I don't believe in the lies that God is telling us to do. Since you said those words of peace and quiet, you are also pleased with me. Why don't you want to obey your will? Why?"

Yang Jiao was silent for a while, lowered his eyes and said softly:

"It's just because there are gaps in the white porcelain, my dear lady"

Jiang Xuening opened her eyes wide, and emotions of confusion, disbelief, enlightenment, and sadness immediately appeared in her eyes, and then they were covered with endless guilt, and her face was full of dejection.

I once thought that if I lived a new life, I would be able to start over again, but I never expected that the person I cared about the most and least wanted to hurt would also be the one who was reborn.

Now, if it weren't for his own persecution, he would never let himself know, because once he knew, he knew that he would be unable to help but recall all the experiences in his previous life, and feel all kinds of guilt.

This guilt is enough to defeat a person who gradually forgets the haze of his past life.

But it was precisely because she lived under an abyss in her previous life that after meeting such an innocent person, she frantically tried to drag him into the abyss.

In the end, he was imprisoned, his widowed mother died, and his reputation was ruined. Now that he is facing these bloody pasts again, how can he feel at ease like before, think and love without guilt, and face it without any shame? The Jiang family who died due to her own injuries in her previous life.

Jiang Xuening's tears rolled down her cheeks, and she said with difficulty:

"Master Zhang, you must have hated me, right?"

At this moment, Yang Jiao finally deeply realized what it means to love without love. A passage from the original plot line came to mind, and he couldn't help but raise his eyes:
  "How can I hate? I am the one who is unfaithful and unfilial. I am the one who loves you and I am the one who harms you. In the end, I have no choice but to hate myself."

"My dear, how could Zhang Zhe be so good?"

"He was obsessed with you, abandoned his principles, ignored the law, and became a mediocre and ignorant ordinary person in this chaotic world."

"Don't worry about him anymore. He's just a coward who doesn't dare to love anymore. He's not worth it."

Jiang Xuening choked up:
  "It's just that I'm not worthy. You didn't want me to know that you were also a reborn person before, but you were still thinking about me and didn't want me to feel guilty. I wish I could live another life and be at ease, without being trapped in the memories of my past life."

"Master Zhang, you are so kind, how can I bear it?"

In her entire two lives, she had never been as sad as she is now, and she only felt like endless guilt was flooding her heart.

After all, she was the coward. After knowing the truth, she felt bad when she saw him. She felt ashamed whenever she thought about him. It was even more difficult for her to face the unbearable self in her previous life, and she did not dare to face the person in front of her again. This man took even one step closer.

Yang Jiao advised in a gentle voice:

"Everything has passed. In my previous life, I also felt that the country has its own laws. If you have broken the law, you should be punished according to the crime. There is no need to think too much. Since I will live another life like you, you should let go."

"Come on, I'll take you back."

He opened the study, said something to his mother, and took Jiang Xuening out of the house.

Along the way, the two of them were silent until they were not far away from Jiang Mansion. Jiang Xuening suddenly walked in front of Yang Jiao and stopped him:

"No matter what you think, in fact, I wanted you when I first met you and saw that you were ungrateful and wanted to avoid suspicion, and would rather get caught in the rain than be in the same place with me."

"That's why I belong to you, not because you saved me or protected me, nor because of guilt, but because I fell in love at first sight."

(End of this chapter)