From bar band to entertainment circle

Chapter 441 Extra Story · Epitaph

Su Mengyuan borrowed an off-road vehicle from her cousin, and I drove, and we got on the Shanghai-Kunming Expressway. After more than 30 years, we finally revisited the old place again, but we are both old.Looking at her as the co-pilot, she is no longer chattering like she was 30 years ago. The snack bag in her hand was never absent. Now she is quietly looking into the distance, not knowing why she is thinking.

This time we went in autumn.

The road is unimpeded, there is no heavy snow, and there is no queue like a long queue!

We went to the romantic city and the ancient city of Dali at night. Even at the age of 60, Su Mengyuan’s temperament is still charming. Fortunately, she painted me with old-age makeup, otherwise those camera-like eyes might think that I was taken care of by a rich woman.

This is more like a diary than a tour.

Su Mengyuan said that she would take a lot of photos and videos, and in the future I will be the only one left in this world. Let me play these traces she left in this world, so that I will not be too lonely.

She also said: "Yunqian, if you really can't stand loneliness... just find another girl who will be with you for the rest of your life! I will understand in another world."

I gave her a big hug at the time, and I told her, I don’t need it, I don’t want to experience life and death again, living alone is lonely, but at least I won’t watch those important people leave me.

After the trip to Lijiang, we returned to Qian County.

We didn't stay on the street for too long, and went straight to the house of my hometown. When I opened the door and walked in, it was clean except for the lack of popularity. It was expensive to hire someone to clean the old house, but Su Mengyuan insisted on cleaning it again, so we spent a whole day cleaning, and it simply became our pleasure.

We lived in our hometown for a month before going to Norway.

During the time I lived in my hometown, I went to Qin Qing’s tomb to see her every day, and sometimes Su Mengyuan would accompany me. She said that the first time she saw Qin Qing was when she went to my house for the first time in previous years. People just disappeared, time is too fast, it feels like it happened yesterday.

If there really is another world, then I hope that Qin Qing in that world will be happy!
After the relevant procedures were completed under the influence of money, Su Mengyuan and I moved to Finland, and we also did not go to big cities, which were too noisy. For us, we went to a small town near the sea, which is also in Northern Europe. The buildings here are similar to ours. The previous ones are very similar, so they are not particularly unfamiliar to us.

……

Day by day, we moved to Iceland.

At the age of 80, no matter how well maintained Su Mengyuan was, she looked like an octogenarian.

Although she puts on makeup for me, I look like her son, so I don’t want to put on makeup, because she is not as agile as she was ten years ago, and every time she puts on makeup, she is very slow. I couldn't help crying. When I helped Su Mengyuan, who was on crutches, go out for a walk, I often told my neighbors that this was my grandma.

Those neighbors will say that I am a filial child!

Listening to what they said, I felt like crying, but Su Mengyuan and I have gotten used to it over the years.

After another two or three years, Xia Qing passed away. I saw on the Internet that the hot search "famous actress passed away at XX time XX" was all over the place, and she also suffered from an incurable disease. I am saddened to hear this news, although she and I have had our own lives and families over the years, but we had a happy and precious time.

I originally wanted to go back to attend Xiaqing's memorial service.

Su Mengyuan also supported me to go, but in the end I decided not to go. Su Mengyuan needs someone to take care of her now. Although there are no major illnesses, there are a lot of minor illnesses. Regret for a lifetime, I will never be able to forgive myself.

"The clouds must have kissed the sunshine, and I lost my way in your world."

I played and sang on the guitar in the yard. This is a new song I wrote. I haven’t written a song for many years. Su Mengyuan glanced at me from time to time and then colored the painting in her hand. We lived like this every day, very hapiness!I would take her for a ride along the beach every week in a pickup truck with her favorite songs on and she also liked mine.

How I wish time would stand still, or we would enter an infinite loop that we could never get out of.

This way we won't be apart, so we can see each other everyday and be together.

but……

The reality is often not as I wish, and things will always backfire.

"Yun...yun...yunqian...come here...let...let me touch your face again...in this life...I have no regrets...knowing you...my happiest...time...is when we drove... ...during the days when I went to Yunnan...you...you...must...to live well...if there is an afterlife...I...will..."

I know she still has a lot to say to me, but she really tried her best, and it took almost all her strength to say these words.

I tightly grasped her withered and skinny hand, and said with tears, "For me, you will always be that girl in her 20s, that naughty girl who dared to climb over the wall of my courtyard!"

A smile appeared on Su Mengyuan's kind face.

She kept smiling and never took her eyes off my face.

"Beep beep-"

Cardiac arrest, I yelled "doctor, doctor" crazily, only to see the doctor shook his head at me, I was still holding on to the gray-haired old lady on the bed, leaving tears that could not be wiped away.

epitaph:
Su Mengyuan died at the age of 99.

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My only family member in this world also left, and for a moment I felt that the sky was falling, no one would care about me, and there would be no one I cared about, how lonely it was!Su Mengyuan likes flowers. I bought a wide one in the cemetery of the small town. I planted all kinds of flowers and plants around me. When the flowers bloom, butterflies will come and make her angry, so she will not be lonely.

For more than 20 years, I have been by Su Mengyuan's side like taking care of a grandmother. People around me don't understand. They think I am a grandson. They don't even know that the eyes of a young man and a white-haired old man are full of experiences, It's memories, it's all love!

After Su Mengyuan passed away, I felt that the whole earth was very strange. I didn't have the courage to make new friends. I liked someone more and more. Usually, I spent more time going to the cemetery than sleeping.I thought about leaving with them, but I didn't have the courage. Finally, one day I had the courage to stab myself in the chest, only to realize that it was a painful pain. Then I watched the wound heal in the pain, and my healing ability became stronger again!

Su Mengyuan asked me to live a good life before leaving, and I think they also want me to live a good life, and take their expectations to see this rapidly developing world for them until the end of time.

Ten years passed in a blink of an eye.

In the past ten years, every Ching Ming Festival, I would visit the graves of Su Mengyuan and Qin Qing. Every time I sat down in front of their graves for a long time, holding a pot of wine and telling a lot about my past experiences, but I cried while talking.

I decided to move back to China.

On Ching Ming Festival this year, I also went to Xia Qing's grave.

Not only Xia Qing, but also the tombs of my old friends who have passed away.

Because I am very lonely, speaking at the grave has become a way for me to pass the loneliness.

I poured the last jug of wine in front of Sikong's tomb: "Tiezi, it's hard work for you to listen to my nagging so much, let me have another drink with you, and I'll come to see you next year!"

(End of this chapter)