big city small home

Chapter 29 Junjun
Lu Zhenzhong hurried straight to the computer, his stock account password was written in an Excel spreadsheet, and the Excel spreadsheet was on the desktop at home.

He desperately wants to know when the encrypted Excel sheet was last opened.

As for the password to open the form, he believed that if Sang Baiyue wanted to, she would know it.He is a bit lazy, and there are multiple passwords at home, which are set up in different levels.There is only one important password related to money, and she did not deliberately avoid Sang Baiyue.

After inspecting nervously, Lu Zhenzhong breathed a sigh of relief.The last time I opened the form was a month ago.

Lu Zhenzhong looked around carefully, except for the suitcase, there was no trace of Sang Baiyue's visit.

So, what does she want to do over the weekend?
Show weakness, reconcile, send money?
If that's the case, she won't see anyone when she comes here, so there's no reason not to call him.

Lu Zhenzhong checked his phone again, and there was no missed call or unread short message.

Lu Zhenzhong fell into reasoning.

Do you want to say that Sang Baiyue came here for reconciliation?The washing machine is full of unwashed clothes, the garbage he forgot to throw away in the kitchen wet trash can is still there, and a small puddle of egg liquid from a cracked egg in the refrigerator has not been wiped... It doesn't make sense!
Do you mean that Sang Baiyue came here to give money?That's even more unreasonable, now how much money can't be transferred by mobile phone.

Then why did she come here?
Lu Zhenzhong looked around and kept thinking.

Was it to resolve the deadlock between the two of them, to have a talk with him?Well, if you can't find him, you should call him.But he had checked the phone repeatedly, and there was no missed answer.

Why did Sang Baiyue come here?
Lu Zhenzhong was puzzled.

Forget it, don’t think about it if you don’t understand it.

Or maybe he was thinking too much, what if Luo Hui, who was staying on Saturday, had nothing to do and flipped through these suitcases when he wasn't paying attention.

Remembering that I was going to read the letter in the blind box, I continued to walk to the desk in the bedroom.

Next to the small desk is a corner cabinet placed in a corner.The corner cabinet was gradually filled with sundries.I don’t know how long I kept the roll paper, the photo album I haven’t taken out for a long time, the half-frame camera that has accumulated dust for many years, the wedding red ceramic doll that exists like a chicken rib... Now there are more small wooden boxes that Lu Zhenzhong casually put on the top of the corner cabinet .

The corner cabinet is 1.8 meters high, and for Lu Zhenzhong, taking the small wooden box is just a matter of "lifting hands".

Taking the small wooden box on top of the corner cabinet easily, Lu Zhenzhong walked towards the living room.As he walked, he suddenly thought, could Sang Baiyue come here for the small wooden box?

Sang Baiyue made a phone call to inquire about the small wooden box, but he deliberately interrupted it.

Thinking about it this way, the letter in the wooden box is not a pastime, but a tool for solving crimes.

What secrets are contained in the small wooden box?Three steps and two steps, came to the dining table, opened the small wooden box, poured out all the letters in it, and picked out the two letters that had been read... His eyes suddenly fell under the soft glass of the dining table.

There used to be a group photo of 6 people there, but it is gone now.

Lu Zhenzhong quickly picked up his phone, wanting to ask Sang Baiyue.It suddenly occurred to him that he denied seeing the "little wooden box".

This is a little embarrassing.

After hesitating, Lu Zhenzhong decided that one thing more would be better than one thing less.He put down the phone.

With the mood of solving the case, I quickly scanned the letters on the table, almost all of them were addressed to Xixi, with only two exceptions.He decided to use it as a breakthrough to solve the case quickly.

White envelope, no address and recipient.Only after opening it did I find that both letters were written by Sang Baiyue to "Jun Jun".

"Junjun:
I originally wanted to call you to explain it to you, but after thinking about it, I should write a letter.Writing letters is more about explaining to you at my pace.

First of all, I want to declare that I have never revealed that I like you in front of Xixi.

Xixi did ask me about Ni's situation, and I'm just recounting what I heard from Xiaohui by chance.In my opinion, they are all neutral narratives.Xixi asked me if I wanted to make an appointment with you.I replied to her clearly: I can't find a reason for her to reject you.

So, in your pursuit of Xixi, I didn't hold back.

No!

I like you, I haven't told anyone.You are so active, so radiant, like the leading man in an idol drama.I don't want to be reduced to a laughing stock, so I will naturally choose to wait until I also transform into a white swan before revealing my thoughts.

No matter how many times I wrote your name in the notebook, no matter how intoxicated I was hiding in the corner of the party listening to your K songs, no matter how jealous I said you were chasing her, I strictly restrained myself.

I'm careful to hide my crush, that's all.

Time will tell, and one day I'll be flying too.We'll talk about it then.

Junjun, please stop questioning me.Xixi asked why she wanted to break up with you, I really didn't know about it.Even the matter itself, I only found out when you called me to question me.

In any case, as a classmate of the sixth year, you should at least know that I have an arrogant heart, and such a person disdains to tell stories behind the scenes.

ps: Xixi and I have indeed been friends for many years.It's just that I can't help but wonder, why does she, who is so glamorous, want to be friends with a plain-looking girl like me? "

This letter was written ten years ago and signed "Xiaobai who will soar into the sky one day".

Calculated, Sang Baiyue should be in her senior year at that time.

Lu Zhen's center jumped twice.

Not allowing himself to think too much, he opened the letter in the second white envelope.

"Junjun:
I really don't know what to say.sorry?Anyway, thank you?

What happened in the campsite will become my eternal memory.

I have to say that it really hurts me that you think I'm ugly even when you're drunk.

I remembered something from the past.I gave up my favorite literature, turned around day and night to do a large amount of foreign trade merchandising, and earned the most money among the female classmates. I thought it was success, but you laughed at me as falling into the eyes of money.

I can’t drive, but for you, I have memorized the performance and key parameters of almost all luxury cars on the market. I can understand all your car-related topics, but I can’t win your special attention.

I have been unrelenting, I have been working hard, and I have proved my excellence, but I still can't win the attention I hope for.Forget it, in this world, or in other words, your world, appearance is the primary productive force.

For walking hormones like you, there is only one yardstick of everything.That is, people should be beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.

Unfortunately, I have no way to go back and rebuild.

This unremarkable face, this flawed body, is the only habitat for my soul.Abandon them, there is no me.There must be a choice between loving you and loving me, and I choose to love myself.

The 7-year secret love has long been integrated with me.Making a choice is like tearing out a sarcoid bloody from the heart.Either way, the choice is settled.

Junjun, leave it alone.

May the rest of my life never meet again.

I sincerely wish you and Xixi to grow old together and be in love forever. "

Looking up, Lu Zhenzhong noticed in the mirror that he was actually smiling.

(End of this chapter)