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Chapter 195 Sang Baiyue (2)

Sang Baiyue decided to start with the topic of "first love".

Lie on the bed, apply lipstick lightly, turn the bedside lamp to a warm light, half-cover the Spring and Autumn quilt, and open "Lover" upside down on the quilt.Everything is ready, just wait for him to take a shower and open the door to come in.

He opened the door and entered.

She pretended to be casual, raised her head, looked at him with joy on her face, and shared Marguerite Duras' "The Lover" with him with a sweet voice comparable to a seiyuu.

"You've heard the beginning, 'I'm getting old, and one day a man came up to me in the hall of a public place.

He offered to introduce himself and he said to me: 'I know you and I will always remember you.At that time, you were young and everyone said you were beautiful. Now, I came here to tell you that, for me, I think you are more beautiful now than when you were young, when you were a young woman, and you I love your ravaged face now more than your face then. ''"

Lu Zhenzhong stopped wiping his hair, was stunned, and looked at her in bewilderment.

Sang Baiyue turned over, put her head on her hands, her body was curving up and down, her hair covered half of her face, and she continued: "Think about it, how romantic this is, first love spans decades, come to confess to the heroine, Tell her, 'I love your damaged face even more now.'”

Lu Zhenzhong relaxed, brushed his hair a few more times, and threw the towel on the IKEA rocking chair.

He was noncommittal, lifted the quilt and sat on the bed.

"Haven't you told me seriously about your first love yet?" she asked, her voice very relaxed.

Lu Zhenzhong leaned back against the head of the bed, looked away for a while, and then laughed out loud.

Facts have proved that starting from the topic of first love is extremely correct.

That night, Sang Baiyue paid attention to the name "Jing Li" for the first time.From Lu Zhenzhong's description, Sang Baiyue once again deepened the impression of "fresh, delicate, ghostly and haunting little goblin".

It's over!She doesn't know, she's a girl, she doesn't bother to act like a baby, she would rather work hard than beg for help.She is no match!

After Lu Zhenzhong happily talked about his first love, he fell into a deep sleep.

Sang Baiyue deliberately acted that she fell asleep faster than him, but in reality she almost stayed up all night.

The next day, she tiptoed out of bed, opened the closet worriedly, and looked through the clothes in her closet one by one.The clothes in the closet are too plain, and the styles are mainly dignified.Even clothes are no match for goblins.

Sang Baiyue's back slumped, and her mind was full of "what to do".

"what are you doing?"

Lu Zhenzhong asked her in a voice that had just woken up, and she was shocked: "No, I didn't do anything."

"My daughter is crying."

Only then did Sang Baiyue hear Xiao Zhenqi crying.Although Sang Baiyue is a woman, Xiao Zhenqi is a coquette.She doesn't open her eyes in the morning, and first shakes her hands to touch her mother.I can't touch my mother, and my eyes are still closed, but I will cry.

It sounded like a fake cry.

Sang Baiyue put aside her worries and went to comfort Xiao Zhenqi.By the time Xiao Zhenqi is settled, Lu Zhenzhong will already be on his way to Anting.

Sang Baiyue sat on the edge of the bed, cupped her face in her hands, and sighed deeply.

It's not easy to keep the top match.

Weighing, deducing, and weighing... Finally, a countermeasure is reached: fitness.

Fitness has many benefits.It can tighten body contours, enhance self-confidence, relieve stress, and delay aging.But, what Sang Baiyue valued the most was in bed.

The love of adults needs the seasoning of sex.

Although she doesn't talk about sex openly like other married women, she still has a clear sense of its importance in her heart.

Before deciding to do yoga and running, she seriously checked the information and brainwashed herself, in order to achieve "a person with aspirations establishes a long-term ambition".

Some yoga movements will contract the pelvic muscles, increase blood flow, and improve touch sensitivity.Running can enhance the muscle elasticity of the abdomen and buttocks, and produce endorphins in the body, which can improve mood and increase excitement.

After checking the information for a few days, I made a firm decision: run and do yoga.

Sang Baiyue is a person with perseverance.Since then, no matter the heat or winter, I will continue to exercise.

There are also times when the will relaxes.However, she has a unique magic weapon to deal with laxity of will - to imagine the scene where Lu Zhenzhong has empathized with another and is abducted by a little goblin, and her fighting spirit is immediately high.

There are also times when the cart puts the cart before the horse.Sometimes Lu Zhenzhong’s phone calls are missed because she has to implement the exercise plan; sometimes even Lu Zhenzhong is beside her, and yoga requires calmness, so she can only keep silent and miss the opportunity to talk.

But what about doing something without cost, without paying a price?

The perfume thing came and went without a trace.

Sang Baiyue paid careful attention, and found no further evidence of betrayal.I can only secretly guess that the perfume incident was a play on a social occasion.

She held back, set limits on herself, and didn't inquire.

Under her self-discipline, married life with a daughter is like a deep pool, happy and peaceful.

As time passed by the lake, Sang Baiyue tried to make it leave no trace.She herself, as before, is firm, silent, and humorous when she speaks.

Happiness is true and false; tranquility is false and false.

Through false serenity, her life is a mess.

It didn't explode in place, it all depends on her forbearance.

Speaking of forbearance, I have to mention her mother.

Mamma was by no means a bad person, but she hadn't done a few good things either.Mama grew up in an era of material scarcity, which caused her to place an unusual value on money.Nothing is as important as money, except that your husband or children are very promising.

The subtext that the husband or child is promising is also related to money.In short, all aspects of life, everything that comes into view, is linked to money.

Seeing that it was impossible to count on her husband's success, Muma bet all her hopes on Sang Baiyue.It is said that Sang Baiyue looks like a mother-in-law that Mu's mother has never seen before.It is said that when Sang Baiyue was young, mother often looked at her in a trance, and cried when she looked at her.

Mother held a handkerchief and cried, but at the same time she did not forget to wipe her tears gracefully: My daughter is so ugly, what if she can't get married in the future!
Sang Baiyue almost jumped up.

At that time, she was only in the top class of kindergarten.

This kind of scene happened too many times, so it was imprinted in Sang Baiyue's memory.

Mother learned from the pain, weighed, deduced, weighed... and finally came up with a countermeasure: force Sang Baiyue to become a school bully.

So Sang Baiyue really became a top student.

What outsiders see is the results, only Sang Baiyue knows how she has overworked under her mother's pressure.

Sang's mother is not a smart person, she always uses very stupid methods to increase the workload of Sang Baiyue.A lot of repetitive learning drained Sang Baiyue's interest and enthusiasm for learning.Sang's mother didn't think about it, let alone improve it, relying on her overbearing authority as a mother, she firmly oppressed Sang Baiyue to study.

Perhaps it was because she sat at the desk for too long that she developed shorter than her peers.

Sang Baiyue tried to resist, but the result of the resistance was that there were a few more broken rulers in the house.

There is no way not to give in.Unless you die.

When she was a girl, Sang Baiyue often did her homework, and she burst into tears while doing it.Live by imagination.In her imagination, she has a secret lover who makes an appointment with her to confess to each other when they become adults, and to roam the world hand in hand.

Sometimes Mama Sang felt sorry for her, and would comfort her with soft words: just bear with it, it will be fine until the end of the college entrance examination.Muma is a bit fierce, but Muma is doing everything for your own good.When you grow up you will know.

According to this statement, Sang Baiyue will never grow up.

The target is Qing Beifu's top student, who failed in the college entrance examination.Everyone feels sorry for her, but she is happy in her heart.After studying in college, she did a lot of things knowingly.The main starting point is to disobey the mother.

This childish and rebellious mentality, secretly, even continued for many years after graduation.

For example, the mother rushed to inform her, who was studying in the capital, to attend the funeral of her father-in-law in Yilin, but she turned to go to Anting instead.

Her love for Muma was wrapped in hatred.

However, it was the love-hate relationship with her mother that taught her to endure.

(End of this chapter)