spirits light song

Chapter 201 199, Doctor Jiang
In fact, Bai Ruoxi was just deliberately acting on the phone.

Although Jiang Yilin did live in her home, she didn't sneak around that much.

The huge house always feels empty, making Bai Ruoxi who lives alone feel quite lonely.

Now, Jiang Yilin's arrival has increased the popularity here, and the atmosphere is no longer so deserted.

Of course, there were times when Bai Ruoxi couldn't help herself.

One night, after taking a shower, Jiang Yilin walked out with a clean white towel and wiped her wet hair.

On the tea table in front of the TV, there were already several snacks and a bottle of red wine, it seemed that they were going to have a supper.

"Where's the hairdryer? I couldn't find it in the bathroom."

Jiang Yilin asked in embarrassment.

"It's in the hanging cabinet in the bathroom. Dry your hair quickly. This is a midnight snack, and I'll be waiting for you."

Bai Ruoxi smiled. She was wearing beige pajamas, and she seemed to be impatient to taste the delicious food.

Jiang Yilin went back to dry her hair, and then changed into her own grass-green pajamas, like a new sprout that just broke through the ground.

"Come on! Try this duck neck, it tastes good! And this stewed seafood, I have eaten it a few times, and the more I eat it, the more addictive I feel."

The stinky tofu on the street is sometimes more delicious than seafood abalone.

"Aren't you afraid of being fat?"

Jiang Yilin looked at it and asked.

One white covers all ugliness, one fat ruins everything, every girl thinks she is fat.

"I'm the type that doesn't get fat no matter what I eat. Look at my figure, I can't get fat even if I want to!"

Bai Ruoxi spread her hands, her figure is neither fat nor thin, but well-proportioned.

Only the two advantages are not obvious enough, and someone urgently needs to develop them.

Jiang Yilin sat down, picked up the neck of the duck with her fingers and put it in her mouth to taste. The combination of spicy, spicy and sweet flavors made the taste buds very active.

"It's really delicious!"

"Of course! I have the same taste!"

Bai Ruoxi smiled brightly after receiving the affirmation, and then poured red wine into the goblet.

"Have a drink! Cheers!"

She raised her glass and waited for Jiang Yilin to respond.

"I can't drink enough, so drink less!"

The two women began to taste the taste of red wine and snacks.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little delicate.

Nothing wrong with that though.

But after a glass of wine, it was Jiang Yilin who spoke first.

"I want to... tell you something..."

The beauty came out of the bath, and the red wine was slightly drunk, as if even the air was a little humid.

"just saying."

Bai Ruoxi suddenly felt that she was still not active enough.

"Don't be angry after I told you, I... Actually said... Maybe it might not be appropriate..."

With a hesitant look, it's possible that she also has some special thoughts.

"This is my personal feeling. You are so strong at work! You don't look like a woman at all. Sometimes I feel that you are always pretending to be so strong, right?"

Bai Ruoxi blinked, but she observed carefully.

"Sometimes, if you are not tough, you will always be regarded as a soft persimmon. Especially as a woman, it seems that we are shorter than anyone else."

In the workplace, Bai Ruoxi will never be weak.

"I think showing weakness doesn't necessarily mean being really weak. Don't you get tired of dressing yourself up like you're in a hurry?"

A woman's greatest weapon should be gentleness, not strength like a man.

are not you tired?

Bai Ruoxi thought for a while, but didn't know how to answer.

For so many years, she has long been used to wearing such a mask to show others, whether it is work or life, she does not allow anyone to say that she is not good.

It is impossible to say that she is not tired, she always has to stretch a string, telling herself not to bow to anyone.

"It doesn't matter! I'm used to it."

Things in society will not change because of men or women, but it is undeniable that women always seem to be on the weak side.

So, she doesn't like this kind of weakness.

"You have to find yourself before you can find the approval of others. Instead of getting the approval of others first, then find your own position."

Jiang Yilin feels that there is nothing wrong with being a woman, because there is Yin and Yang, so everyone is indispensable.

"What does it mean to find yourself first?"

Bai Ruoxi thought it was a meaningless tongue twister.

"look!"

Jiang Yilin lifted the collar of her pajamas, revealing a large snow-white patch.

"We are women. This is the most basic attribute. There is nothing wrong with it. If we have to deny this attribute, then things will go wrong."

Bai Ruoxi looked at the steep hillside and suddenly felt inferior. After all, she was used to enjoying peace at the airport.

"What kind of attribute is this! This is the key!"

She pointed to her head, indicating that thinking is the most important thing.

"That's right, but you can't change these basic attributes. This is what it means for God to let you be yourself."

Jiang Yilin tried to explain these things from a dialectical point of view.

"Forget it, don't talk about it, I'm dizzy! Drink and drink!"

After finishing a bottle of red wine, the two of them lay on the large double bed and chatted for an unknown amount of time before slowly turning off the light.

In the quiet night, the slight sound of breathing became extraordinarily clear.

Alcohol also adds to the mystery of the night.

Bai Ruoxi turned over, opened her eyes and looked at Jiang Yilin beside her.

Jiang Yilin also turned around and looked at her in the black.

Bai Ruoxi stretched out a hand, Jiang Yilin seemed to be imitating her movements;

Bai Ruoxi's breathing was a little short, and her mouth was even dry;
It wasn't until Bai Ruoxi was a little happy and a little helpless that Jiang Yilin said softly in the night:
"You're a woman, just like me. We don't have any secrets from each other."

Bai Ruoxi trembled all over, as if she had fallen into the abyss from the mist and lost her thoughts.

You are a woman!
You are a woman!
Jiang Yilin's words echoed in her ears.

How long has it been since someone said "You are a woman!" to her so unquestionably?

It seems that when she was a child, her parents kept calling her little princess and treating her as a real girl.

When she was a little older, her strong competitive spirit had already made her forget her gender.

It seems that only in this way can she be recognized and recognized by others, and it seems that this is the only way for her to find the value of existence.

This is a misalignment of self-awareness.

It will not be transferred elsewhere just because of the rich family.

Bai Ruoxi felt a little depressed in her heart, and tears began to pour out for a while.

Jiang Yilin hugged her and patted her on the back lightly.

Only by being your true self and gaining your own affirmation can you find the meaning of life.

The approval of others will never reach the most mysterious harbor in your heart.

The night is silent and mysterious, but silent changes happen in it.

(End of this chapter)