Roaming in the dark

Chapter 728
All day long, Sheng Chuncheng did not receive a call from Mr. Yun.He called Sister Lan, but the phone was always turned off. He sent a WeChat message to Sister Lan, asking, "How are you?" This WeChat message has always been unread.

Sheng Chuncheng even thought about it, and called Jing Jing. Jing Jing didn't even know about the recurrence of Sister Lan's cervical cancer, let alone that she was hospitalized.

As soon as Jing Jing heard the news, she said, "Mr. Sheng, don't worry, I'll call her doctor and ask. I've accompanied her to check up a few times. I have her doctor's phone number."

Sheng Chuncheng said yes.

A few minutes later, An Jing called Sheng Chuncheng and told him that Sister Lan did not go to the hospital. The doctor advised her to go to the hospital as soon as possible, but Sister Lan did not go.

"The doctor said that it is very likely that now that Shanghai is unsealed, Sister Lan may have gone to Shanghai. Many of his patients were treated by him, and they all went to Shanghai in the end. Although he knows, such as cervical cancer There is no need to go to Shanghai because of such a disease, but that is the patient's hope bubble, and he cannot burst it."

Sheng Chuncheng thinks about it, there is really this possibility, this is the case with serious illnesses, the people below go to the provincial capital, and the people here in Hangzhou, as long as they are capable, are used to going to the hospitals in Shanghai.

But, if Sister Lan is going to Shanghai, shouldn't she tell herself yesterday?But what she didn't tell herself, don't want too much.

In the evening, before Sheng Chuncheng could get a call from Mr. Yun, he made a decision. At noon tomorrow, he would go directly to find her in Mr. Yun's store and ask her face to face. She would not drive him away.

The next morning, Sheng Chuncheng arrived at the office, sat down, and called Sister Lan first, but the phone was still turned off, and then looked at the WeChat message he sent yesterday, which was still unread.Sheng Chuncheng had a very bad feeling in his heart. He thought, even if Sister Lan had already lived in the hospital and was lying on the hospital bed, it was impossible for her to turn off her phone. What's going on?

The sound of the front desk talking to someone came from the corridor, Sheng Chuncheng heard it, his heart shivered, and he stood up quickly. At this time, the front desk brought a person in, and the person who came was Mr. Yun.

Sheng Chuncheng walked over quickly and asked Mr. Yun to sit down. Mr. Yun's face was a little ugly, and Sheng Chuncheng's heart skipped a beat.Mr. Yun looked at Sheng Chuncheng, and sat down on the sofa without saying a word.The front desk went to the water dispenser to pour water, walked over and put it in front of Mr. Yun, who tapped on the coffee table with two fingers.

The receptionist was about to go out, but Mr. Yun suddenly called out: "Little sister, close the door for us."

The receptionist looked at Sheng Chuncheng, Sheng Chuncheng nodded, and the receptionist closed the door behind him.

Sheng Chuncheng also sat down. He was about to speak when Mr. Yun said, "I should have called you yesterday. After thinking about it, it's better to meet and talk."

When Sheng Chuncheng heard this, he felt his heart sinking rapidly. He asked:
"Mr. Yun, is Sister Lan not doing well?"

Mr. Yun looked at him without saying a word, her face was ashen, Sheng Chuncheng sighed in his heart, it seemed that his guess was right.

"She's gone." Mr. Yun suddenly said.

Sheng Chuncheng was shocked, and blurted out: "Who, who are you talking about? Is it Sister Lan? Where did she go?"

Mr. Yun nodded, still looked at Sheng Chuncheng, and then his eyes turned red: "It's gone, she's already passed away, don't you understand, she's already passed away!"

Sheng Chuncheng let out an "ah" and asked, "How is it possible?"

Mr. Yun shook his head, tears flowed from her eyes, she looked at Sheng Chuncheng, and cursed:

"You idiot, didn't you feel it when you were still together the afternoon before yesterday? Didn't you feel anything? She was saying her last farewell to you! She left the night before yesterday!"

Sheng Chuncheng stood there stunned, tears flowed down his eyes, and he murmured:

"Impossible, how is it possible, what she told me the afternoon before yesterday was that she was going to the hospital the next day, she was going to be hospitalized, what she told me was that she was going to be hospitalized, she also said that she told me to wait She came out. Impossible, how could she leave so quickly?!"

"It's her own decision. She's comforting you. Don't you understand?"

Sheng Chuncheng looked at Mr. Yun, and said with tears in his eyes, "Tell me quickly, Mr. Yun, please tell me quickly, what's going on, please tell me quickly?"

Mr. Yun sighed: "She chose to leave by herself and took a lot of sleeping pills. I went to dinner with her the night before yesterday, and she told me that she was going to be hospitalized tomorrow. I don't know when it will come out. I don't care about it today. I must have a good meal.

"The two of us ate a lot and drank red wine. When we got home, we sat on the sofa together, watched TV, and talked a lot about things we had when we were young. The two of us talked until we were ten. After two o'clock, she wanted to sit still, but I forbade her and told her to go back to her room to sleep, so she went back.

"Yesterday morning, I got up and made breakfast. I saw that she hadn't woken up yet. We said we had finished breakfast. I sent her to the hospital. I walked to the door of her room and knocked on the door, but there was no sound.

"I opened the door and went in and saw that she was lying on the bed and had passed away. On the bedside table, there were three empty bottles of sleeping pills and a USB flash drive, which contained what she had recorded to say to me. It's all explained clearly."

"Why?" Sheng Chuncheng asked, "Why did Sister Lan do this? Didn't she find out very early this time, and the possibility of cure is very high? Why is she still so overwhelmed?"

"She lied to you, and she lied to me too. I only found out after asking the doctor. This time it was indeed discovered in time, but when it was discovered, the cancer cells had already spread and metastasized to multiple places in the distance. The cancer cells had already reached the pelvic cavity and lungs. , liver, and rectum."

Mr. Yun wiped his eyes with a tissue and continued:

"The doctor told me that if her condition is not treated, she can probably live for two or three months. If she is actively treated, radiotherapy and chemotherapy are continued to control the cancer cells, she can probably live for one or two years. Her Give up, don't want to persist anymore, most people can't understand how painful radiotherapy and chemotherapy are, and how much impact it will have on people's body and mind.

"She told me in the recording that when she was undergoing chemotherapy and radiotherapy, she felt like a dog, rolling in the mud, struggling, lying on the ground, shamelessly begging, begging to death, let me live Go on, no matter how ugly it is, you have to live, where is there any dignity, she said, if eating shit can relieve pain and allow her to live, she will eat shit every day.

"She doesn't want to suffer like that anymore, just to live for another year or two, she told me, no more, even for a year or two, it's not living, where there may be a little bit of living, just take yourself out Go, be tortured. She said she didn't want it, so let's go, at least there is a little dignity."

Mr. Yun started to cry again while talking, she cried and said:

"Actually, I understand her very well. She was treated for the first time, and I was by the side. I knew what she was suffering from. I watched from the side, and I couldn't stand it. I wanted to die. Let alone her, every day Just being tortured like that, I really didn't have a minute of peace.

"After going through that kind of hardship, now I still say that I want to eat it again. Who can bear it? If it were me, I would rather die. Really, I really understand her."

Mr. Yun raised his head, stretched out his hand to grab Sheng Chuncheng's hand, and said to him:

"Think about it this way, Xiao Sheng, we have to be happy for her. She is finally free and doesn't have to suffer like this anymore. We all have to be happy for her, you know? This is her own choice, she doesn't want to I am tortured again, I don’t want to be tortured until I am skinny, like a ghost, and then die like a dog, do you know, we should be happy for her.”

Sheng Chuncheng nodded.

(End of this chapter)