Roaming in the dark

Chapter 723 Sheng Chuncheng Goes Back to the Shop

Sheng Chuncheng went back to the store, first told Xiao An and Zhong Xinxin about the news that the address of the Shanghai branch had been fixed, and they were very happy to hear it.

"Then am I going to Shanghai soon?" Xiao An asked.

Sheng Chuncheng was right, "I guess this afternoon, Shanghai will send the floor plan to Mr. Zhang. As soon as his design draft comes out, we will be ready to enter the venue."

Xiao An and Zhong Xinxin nodded repeatedly.

What made them happy was that the former Sheng Chuncheng seemed to be back.Xiaoan and Zhong Xinxin muttered, Master, has his soul been recovered?Zhong Xinxin nodded and said, I think so.

Sheng Chuncheng went to the back, went upstairs, and saw Mr. Zhang, Bao Bao, and Xue Nai sitting there. Xue Nai looked different from the original, her dress and expression were not so kawaii anymore, she was just tucked away in a simple way. A ponytail and light makeup.

Sheng Chuncheng walked over and saw that there were Japanese teaching materials spread out on the table in front of them, and it seemed that Xue Nao had accepted it. Her main task of her father's life this time was to teach her father how to learn Japanese.The baby was curious and followed along.

Sheng Chuncheng sat for a while, and said to the baby: "Let's go, I will give you a massage."

The baby said yes, stood up, and the two of them were about to leave. Mr. Zhang stopped Sheng Chuncheng and said to him:
"Boss, boss, wait a minute."

Why did Sheng Chuncheng ask?

"Come on, sit next to me." Mr. Zhang patted the sofa and said to Sheng Chuncheng.He then handed his mobile phone to the baby and asked the baby to take a photo with them.

Sheng Chuncheng smiled and asked, "What the hell are you doing?"

"Reporting the results, I have lost more than 30 catties now. I told my wife in the morning that all the clothes at home are too big. Haha, those clothes were made by my wife for me. When she comes back, Going to order a new batch for me.

"My wife doesn't believe it. She said who is so amazing and can make me lose so much weight. Come on, baby, take a picture of me and the boss, and send it to my wife and others when they wake up, so they can see it." Which great god is it?"

The baby said yes, Sheng Chuncheng laughed and made faces at the camera.

The two walked into the private room, and the baby went to the massage bed to lie down. Sheng Chuncheng asked her:
"How are these two days?"

The baby's face was gray, and she said: "That's it, but this time I feel really different, he seems to be preparing, preparing for divorce."

"how do you know?"

"Now he is very careful and deletes their conversation records every day. I cracked his phone to no avail. Also, I found that he secretly took some important personal things away from home. It should be Take it to the office, or to that woman.

"For example, he took away the doctorate certificate, Khan's qualification certificate at Google, etc., which had been kept at home."

The baby said with a wry smile: "It's very troublesome to mend these things. He is probably afraid that I will destroy them when I get angry. You said, if a man guards against these things at home, is he planning to leave? Home? By the way, he also took away the real estate certificate of our house and so on. "

Sheng Chuncheng sighed. He didn't know what the baby's husband was planning, but he knew that if one person found out that the other was doing such a thing in a family, it would be quite heartbreaking.That means that one party is already secretly setting up a game against the other, and they both start to set up a game, and their hearts must have been far away.

Sheng Chuncheng didn't know what to say, he could only comfort the baby and said, "Don't think too much, take care of yourself and the child."

The baby looked at the ceiling above her head with her eyes open, her gaze was empty, and she said:

"It's not that I don't think too much, I've thought about everything I should think about, and I'm waiting now."

"Wait, what are you waiting for?"

"When am I waiting for him, come to Khan and let me tell you his decision."

The baby said, in her empty eyes, there was a kind of hopeless tranquility, no pain, no resentment, just tranquility, the kind of tranquility where all the light is converged.

"Mr. Sheng, let me ask you something, okay?" the baby said.

Sheng Chuncheng said yes: "Say it."

"Do you think I'm an idiot?" the baby asked.

Sheng Chuncheng said: "How is it possible? How could you be an idiot? If you were an idiot, then I would be an idiot. You are very smart. Even Mr. Zhang said that you are very smart."

"Am I smart?" Baby asked, then shook his head: "If I was smart, why would I bet all my cards on one person?
"Since I was young, my ideal has always been to be a scientist. I study hard and take exams. People think I am a top student. They don't know that being a top student is not my goal. My goal is to be a scientist.

"So I moved from Taipei to the United States. When I arrived in the United States, my goal was still to be a scientist. After I met him and had a child, I decided to give up this ideal. For love, for family, even I also gave up my studies. At that time, I didn't think about it, and I thought it was very clear, and I felt that my choice was right.

"As a result, what I got now, I found that I was completely wrong. If my life is a math problem, there is no solution until now, and I can't go on solving it. It must be something in front of me." One step was already wrong. I thought about it for a long time, but I just couldn't figure out which step I was wrong.

"Tell me, Mr. Sheng, if I'm smart and not a fool, how could I be wrong, and I don't even know where I went wrong? Say, am I not a fool?"

Sheng Chuncheng didn't know how to answer this question. He felt that the baby was facing this problem, and he was also facing it.The baby doesn't know which step he took wrong, and he doesn't know. He doesn't know when he started to change, so that he can't see himself clearly in the end.

Sheng Chuncheng and Baobao said: "The question you mentioned is too complicated. I only know that reality, or life, is much more complicated than math problems. Even the greatest mathematicians can't answer their own life problems. There are too many variables and too many uncertain factors. Many times, people can't even grasp their own changes, let alone others.

"If it was put back at that time, I mean when you decided to go home to have children and give up your doctoral studies, your husband would definitely think your decision was correct. At that time, if someone told him that one day he would If you change, I will be sorry for the sacrifice you made. I don't think he will believe it. At that time, he must firmly believe that there is no such possibility.

"What I mean by this is that when we make every decision, we can only base ourselves on the conditions at that time. At that time, your husband really loved you very much and wanted to have your complete family. He was very sure of this. You also Believe it, so you made a decision, which was really the right decision at the time, and it cannot be said to be wrong.

"Let's not use the results of changes in things later to push back and say that the decision we made at the time was wrong. In fact, we have no choice but to make the original decision at the time. I think , not only life is like this, society is like this, including history.

"Looking back, there are too many mistakes. As long as a small event changes, the entire history of mankind may change. But if you push back the time and go through it again, the final result is still the result of this mistake , will make the future feel that it is a wrong decision, this is probably the law, I don’t know if it’s right to say so.”

After Sheng Chuncheng finished speaking, the baby didn't make a sound. After a long time, she said: "I also thought about it, it made me feel stupid, or, if I go back to the past, you are right, I think I will still do it." The same decision, this is what makes me unable to forgive myself."

(End of this chapter)