Roaming in the dark

Chapter 580 Sheng Chuncheng Talks to Tao Zi

Sheng Chuncheng and Taozi said: "It's just a dream, nothing to be afraid of."

"But, I dream about it every year," said Taozi.

Sheng Chuncheng thought for a while, then continued to talk to Tao Zi:
"Maybe this dream, when you dreamed it for the first time, really scared you, and you associated it with peach blossoms. As a result, when the peach blossoms were about to fall again in the second year, you would think of this dream, and it was very painful. Afraid to dream about it again, the more you think about it, the more you will dream about it, not to say that you are thinking about it every day..."

"No, I don't think it's just a dream." Tao Zi shook her head, and said firmly: "It's fear, I'm very scared. I lie here, close my eyes, the wind blows, and the peach blossoms behind me rustle As I fell to the ground, I felt that I was withering like this, and I was getting old like this..."

As Taozi said, Shengchun thought to herself, it turns out that peach blossoms also don't have much poetic charm to Taozi.The strange thing is that she is still so obsessed with peach blossoms, even substituting herself into peach blossoms.

Peach blossoms brought her nightmares, but she chose to plant so many peach blossoms here, lying here every day, closing her eyes, listening to the colorful falling flowers behind her, and being constantly afraid. Is this self-abuse?

Tao Zi continued: "I'm lying here, and sometimes I'm afraid to open my eyes. I'm afraid that when I open my eyes, I'll see white hair all over my head, and wrinkles on my hands and face."

Taozi turned her head while talking, looked at Sheng Chuncheng and said, "Do you know what I wish most at this moment?"

Sheng Chuncheng shook his head, Taozi said: "I hope that someone is in my ear, whispering to me, whispering, he is the one who woke me up by kissing me. If he still loves me so much, it means that nothing happened, and I still Still young and beautiful, I can open my eyes with confidence."

Sheng Chuncheng thought of one thing, this top floor, except for Taozi, almost no one came up, Lao Ni was outside all day, and the nanny was not allowed to come up.Ever since she came here, Taozi has hung a wind chime on the door, and when she pushed the door in, the wind chime would jingle, and Tao Zi knew she had arrived.

At this time, she either opened her mouth to call herself over, or just waited for herself to walk over. Every time she walked here, she would lie here with her eyes closed.

Sheng Chuncheng felt that she was probably waiting for him to help her relieve her inner fear.Although I can't whisper in her ear, as long as my voice and behavior are normal, she can know that the thing she is most worried about has not happened, and she can open her eyes.

Sheng Chun thought to himself, it must be like this.

"I'm really afraid that I will grow old. I don't have anything worth remembering in my heart, and I'm already old. It's such a terrible thing." Taozi said.

Sheng Chuncheng handed over the tissue, Tao Zi said "thank you", took it, folded several stacks of tissue into a square, and then pressed lightly on the corner of her eyes.

She said: "Many people are dancing in the square. When I pass by them, I look at so many old ladies, and I think in my heart, who would have thought that these people were once as young and beautiful as me, but now , What do they look like? When I think that I will grow old one day and be among them, I feel terrible, what's the point of living. "

Sheng Chuncheng said: "This is not necessarily the case, the elderly also have the happiness of the elderly."

"What happiness, two wrinkled people are together, you look at me, I look at you, what you see should be disgusting?" Taozi screamed.

"Not necessarily, there is still love." Sheng Chuncheng said, "Shall I tell you a story?"

"You said."

Sheng Chuncheng then told Taozi about Teacher Li and Teacher Xu, Taozi listened quietly, and after listening she said:
"You made this up, did you read it from the Internet?"

Sheng Chuncheng shook his head: "No, it's true, both of them are our guests."

"That's great, I'm really envious of them." Taozi said, "If you have a chance, can you introduce me to them, so that I can have some confidence in the future, even if I just look at them, it's good to be envious."

Sheng Chuncheng nodded and said yes: "Actually, you can do it too."

"How is it possible, you let me sleep with Lao Ni every day?" Tao Zi frowned, and said with a wry smile: "And let him drive into my body like a nail? Don't be too disgusting."

Sheng Chuncheng remained silent. He originally wanted to say that in fact, everyone chooses their own path, and you can choose again.After thinking about it, he didn't say, what do you mean, are you trying to tear down Lao Ni's platform?

"By the way, my sister, I will take her to your place when I arrive in Hangzhou tomorrow, okay?" Tao Zi asked.

Sheng Chuncheng said yes.

The two sat and chatted for more than an hour before they knew it. Sheng Chuncheng checked the time and stood up to say goodbye. He still had to go to Mr. Lan.

After getting off work in the evening, Sheng Chuncheng left the subway station, rode a bicycle, and when he was about to reach the entrance of Duocube, he couldn't bear it and turned to the live broadcast base.

He went upstairs to Xueyan's company. At this time, the three live broadcast rooms were open, and the company was still busy as usual. When Sheng Chuncheng walked in, he saw Xue'er standing outside Xiaoya and Xiaomei's live broadcast room, with her hands clasped chest, looking at them.

Between the index finger and middle finger of Xueer's right hand, there is a pen, and there is a shelf next to it, and a whiteboard is placed on the shelf. When she has something to say to Xiaoya and Xiaomei in the live broadcast room, she puts it on the The pen is used as a baton, pointing.If they still don’t understand, they just write a few big words on the whiteboard, Xiaomei and Xiaoya will understand when they see it.

They don't like to use headsets to connect. Xue'er's practice told her that the instructions in the headset are easy to interrupt people's thinking, and it is not conducive to the relaxation and natural expression of the face.It’s better to use a whiteboard. If you glance at it, you can adjust it slowly. You can also think about the wrong place, organize the language in your heart, and then round it back.

Yanyan and August don't need a whiteboard, they are both smart enough, Xueer only needs to remind them with a gesture, and they will understand.Especially Yanyan, if she made a mistake, the assistant broadcaster next to her reminded her softly, she would find the right language and opportunity immediately, and come around by herself, Xueer stood outside her live broadcast room, more worried She, don't go too far with the language.

Sheng Chuncheng walked over, although the two of them hadn't seen each other for several days, Sheng Chuncheng saw that Xue'er's face was the same as before, there was nothing wrong or better.

Sheng Chuncheng asked: "Where have you been these few days?"

"I didn't go anywhere, so I drove to my hometown in Wenzhou, visited my parents, and then went to Xiamen to visit his parents. I was basically on the road for four days."

Sheng Chuncheng nodded: "Are you okay?"

"Fortunately."

Sheng Chuncheng looked at Xue'er, Xue'er turned to look at him, and asked, "What do you see me doing?"

Sheng Chuncheng didn't say anything, and he didn't continue to ask. He had a lump in his heart. In many cases, "good" is synonymous with "not good", especially for Xue'er now.

Sheng Chuncheng went to the office, sat down on the sofa, thought for a while, and then clicked on Yu Dazi's WeChat and asked:
"where is it?"

Yu Dazi came back quickly: "At home, it's bad."

"Well? I mean this trip."

Yu Mazi replied: "It's okay, it's just that when we're together every day, I don't think it's too talkative."

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(End of this chapter)