Roaming in the dark

Chapter 51
After the massage, I haven't finished talking yet, but it's already late, and Xue'er herself was a little surprised, she said, Master Sheng, why did I talk to you so much today, I usually don't bother to talk to people after I finish the live broadcast, It feels like all the saliva has been used up in the live broadcast room, haha, I didn't expect to say so much again.

"Am I a bitch?" Xue'er asked Sheng Chuncheng.

Sheng Chuncheng said no, "Maybe it's because people are more relaxed during massage."

Xue'er thought for a while, then nodded, she said that it might be true, after the massage, it was indeed very relaxing.

After a pause, Xue'er said again: "After talking so much, it seems very relaxed. Thank you, Master Sheng, for listening to me nagging all night."

Sheng Chuncheng said: "I should thank you. I like to hear what you said to me. Thank you for trusting me. I think you probably wouldn't tell anyone about these things."

Xue'er was stunned for a moment, and she said: "I really don't know. Some things are not good to say to others. I'm a little famous now. I don't know how to spread it around after hearing it. But, I don't know why. When I was talking to you, I didn't think about this at all, what should be said, what should not be said, anyway, I have said it all, I just think that you will not harm me. "

"No." Sheng Chuncheng said, "I won't even kill him."

Xue'er giggled: "It's not that serious. I didn't do anything bad. You're right, let's go, let's go."

Xueer didn’t sleep at the company tonight. It’s more than two o’clock in the morning, but for Xueer and the others, the time is still early. It’s normal to go home at three or four o’clock. On weekends and Saturdays, the live broadcast It ended late, and basically did not rest until dawn outside.

Xue'er asked everyone else to call it a day because she wanted a massage today.

Xueer wants to send Sheng Chuncheng back, Sheng Chuncheng said no, I can just take a taxi, Xueer said no, it’s so late, the road is not safe, I don’t feel at ease when you go back alone, let me take you, Where do you live?
Sheng Chuncheng and Xueer said, Jingfang Second District.

At the destination, Sheng Chuncheng got off the car, Xueer said goodbye to Sheng Chuncheng, and immediately drove away. Sheng Chuncheng stood there, watching Xueer's car turn around the corner and disappear.

There was no one around, Sheng Chuncheng took off his sunglasses, put away the walking stick for the blind, he didn't enter the gate of the community and walked through the community, but walked along the road outside the community, the night was as cool as water, quiet and peaceful, Sheng Chuncheng felt very comfortable , I didn’t even ride a bicycle at all, but went home stepping on the shadows of trees all over the place.

They talked a lot tonight, but Sheng Chuncheng felt that he didn't know Xueer better, but rather vaguely. He and Xueer were not closer, but farther away.

This kind of feeling is like a person in the cold winter wilderness, seeing a pile of fire, hurriedly crawling towards it with both hands and feet, and when he climbed very close, the snow and frost on his face melted, making you lose sight Fuzzy, because if you get too close, your hands and body are likely to be burned.

To him, Xueer felt to Sheng Chuncheng that it was like this ball of fire, you can watch it from a distance, you can watch it from around, but fire is fire, it never, and can never belong to you, and you can't move forward with it in your arms. OK.

Sheng Chuncheng had to admit that he had a good impression of Xueer, and it was more than a good impression. Xueer made him feel close, not only because she was beautiful, but because of her, there were other things, Sheng Chuncheng said I don't understand, but I feel that this kind of thing seems to have something in common with him.

Sheng Chuncheng knew that this kind of thing came from Xue'er's family, and from her deep-rooted knowledge of poverty.

Children from poor families, as time goes by, some will become domineering and vulgar, very hostile, just like Mr. Yun, they will even be unscrupulous, with a feeling that the poor are determined to turn over.

There is also a kind of children from poor families with good quality, who will become open-minded and considerate, always have a steelyard in their hearts, and will weigh how much they have from time to time. The outside world and others will have a tolerant and open heart, as well as an objective evaluation.

Sheng Chuncheng felt that Xue'er belonged to the latter, so she felt close to others.

Sheng Chuncheng looked up at the sky, the moon was bright and clear in the sky, and the stars were few and far between. Sheng Chuncheng took a long breath, and he felt a kind of sadness in his heart. An invisible and insurmountable chasm.

He could see the most secret part of her body, and he could even touch her skin, but to Xue'er, this kind of touching was not a skin-to-skin kiss. To her, Sheng Chuncheng was still just a stranger after all. The men who caressed her body were no different from other people in her company, or even the men who passed by on the street and caught a glimpse of her beauty.

Who are you, did you make a mistake?
If Sheng Chuncheng dared to blur the relationship between them, it was Xue'er who would blame him at any time.

To Sheng Chuncheng, although Xueer could see and touch, there was always something invisible between them, which made Sheng Chuncheng feel a kind of pain and a little inferiority, so inferior that he had to put To materialize herself, to become a blind masseur, these five cold words, to Xueer, yes, he is actually these five cold and emotionless words.

That's why she can see everything in front of him, and even because of this, she will tell him, I feel "When I told you, I didn't think about this at all, what should be said, what should not be said, anyway, I said it all , I just think that you won't harm me."

To her, he was a harmless creature, and with his energy, it was impossible for him to even harm her.

In this regard, Xueer and Sister Chen are very similar. They hardly have any friends, and they have no real object to talk to. At one point, Sheng Chuncheng temporarily replaced this role, but he must understand that they are not You didn't really make him a friend, let alone a person to talk to, so don't express your wrong feelings.

Sheng Chuncheng looked up at the sky again, he sighed, inexplicably, he felt like crying again.

When Sheng Chuncheng came home, Ding Huamei was already asleep. Sheng Chuncheng relaxed his hands and feet, finished washing in the bathroom, turned off the light in the bathroom, entered the room in the dark, went to bed, and when he stretched out his arms to hug Ding Huamei, Ding Huamei But he spoke suddenly, which startled Sheng Chuncheng.

Ding Huamei asked: "Is Xue'er fragrant?"

Sheng Chuncheng nodded and said with a smile, "Fragrant."

Ding Huamei turned around, walked towards Sheng Chuncheng, and shouted, "Come on, give me Xiangxiang too. I'll go to her live broadcast room and watch her live."

Sheng Chuncheng couldn't help laughing, and scolded: "Are you a pervert? She's a woman. Do you still have this hobby?"

"What do you mean, does it mean that only you men can say that she is fragrant?"

As Ding Huamei said, she sat up suddenly, stretched out her hand to turn on the light, and stared at Sheng Chuncheng. Sheng Chuncheng was horrified by her stare, but he didn't dare to look away, so he could only look at her. He knew that as long as he If the gaze is dodged, Ding Huamei will not let her go.

The two looked at each other. Finally, Ding Huamei lowered her eyes and asked, "Sheng Chuncheng, have you fallen in love with this little fairy?"

Sheng Chuncheng scolded: "Unreasonable!"

"Let me tell you, Sheng Chuncheng, even if you like it, it's useless, and it's also the ultimate unrequited love. She's an overseas anchor, and it's impossible for her to fall in love with you. Don't be a toad trying to bite a swan!"

"Crazy!" Sheng Chuncheng couldn't laugh or cry, cursed, then stretched out his hand, flattering him: "Go to sleep, go to sleep, you are my swan, can you?"

Ding Huamei giggled, that's fine.

She fell down, hugged Sheng Chuncheng, and said to him: "But I know myself, I'm not a swan, I can only be regarded as a chicken at most... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. A little white rabbit."

Sheng Chuncheng laughed loudly, he said okay, no matter what you are, anyway, I have come to the animal world.

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