Roaming in the dark

Chapter 321 He Seldom Talks to Others

He seldom talks about himself with others. One is that the past is really unbearable to look back on. Saying it once is tantamount to stabbing him again with a knife in his heart.After finally walking out, the wound seems to have healed, why bother to think about it.

Talking to others is rewinding and replaying again and again.

What's more, he feels that only he suffers from his suffering, and his kindness can only be kept in his heart.Only at the critical moment can you feel what the world is like.

At that time, language is powerless and pale. When you are struggling, those people who are usually close to you will not only not lend a helping hand, but will step on you.Like his uncle and other relatives and friends.

When their whole family was isolated and helpless, there was only one blind uncle who was not very close to help them.For Sheng Chuncheng, he really realized that relatives are not the sorting and bifurcation diagrams on paper, nor are they in the genealogy, but they can really be shared with you.

After that incident, Sheng Chuncheng thought that there was only one relative left in their family, uncle, and no one else.What will happen to other people in the future, even if they exist, has nothing to do with him.

This is true for relatives, let alone those irrelevant people.Telling others about one's suffering, in Sheng Chuncheng's view, is a show of weakness and an intentional begging gesture. Is there a mistake, what are you begging from those who have nothing to do with you?What do you want?What else can I get?
Sheng Chuncheng didn't even talk to Ding Huamei much, thinking that even if he did, she wouldn't understand.People who have no personal experience can only hold the attitude of a passerby to many things.That kind of skin-to-skin feeling, the deep-rooted feeling that Yanyan said, others don't understand, and the response they can give you is frivolous sympathy at most.

Or add a few words of comfort understatement.

Sheng Chuncheng didn't need these.

However, when he was with Yanyan tonight, Sheng Chuncheng told her all of this, from beginning to end.Because they are the same kind of people, they have experienced things that others can't feel, and they can huddle together to keep warm when they recall the cold weather.

At this time, they are in harmony, they can harmonize, they can resonate, and the things in their hearts can blend together.

After Sheng Chuncheng finished speaking, the two fell into silence again.After a long time, Yanyan stretched out her hand and held his hand. Then, she stretched out her other hand and touched Sheng Chuncheng's cheek. She patted his face lightly and said in a whisper:

"Okay, let's not talk about these unhappy things."

She stood up, still holding Sheng Chuncheng's hand, she said you come, Sheng Chuncheng stood up accordingly.

Yanyan led Sheng Chuncheng to the bedroom area next door. The lights were not turned on here, because the light here was much dimmer than the outside room because of the obstruction of the partitioned furniture.

Yanyan turned around, and the two stood facing each other, watching, Sheng Chuncheng saw that Yanyan's eyes were very bright, shining in the dark.

Yanyan stood on tiptoe slightly, her lips moved closer and kissed him.Sheng Chuncheng thought of the article he had read again, and his heart moved.

Yanyan looked at him and asked, "Do you want me?"

Sheng Chuncheng said, "I don't know."

Yanyan stretched out her hand to grab it, and found that Sheng Chuncheng was very calm down there, knowing that he didn't know what he said, and he didn't lie.

Yanyan smiled lightly, and Sheng Chuncheng asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"You are like this, which makes me feel very frustrated. You know, there is no man who doesn't want me when he is with me." Yanyan said.

"Because I'm not..." Sheng Chuncheng said halfway, unable to find the right words.He originally wanted to say that it was because I didn't belong to those people, but Mr. Lan immediately flashed through his mind, but he couldn't say it.

Yanyan took the conversation: "Because you're not a man?"

Sheng Chuncheng felt it, and he said, "Because I'm not an ordinary man."

Yanyan smiled again, and then said provocatively: "So confident, let's try?"

Sheng Chuncheng said yes, just try it, whoever is afraid of it.

After that, the two of them didn't speak any more. Seeing that Yanyan really started to take off her clothes, Sheng Chuncheng started to take off her clothes too.Both of them seem to be very calm on the surface, and they move every move, as if they are doing experiments in the laboratory, or preparing to start exercising in the gymnasium.

After they were all undressed, the two of them were still standing there facing each other naked. The corner of Yanyan's mouth was smiling. She looked at Sheng Chuncheng and asked:

"can we start?"

Sheng Chuncheng also looked at her, and he said yes.

The two lay there facing each other. At the beginning, they each leaned on their arms, looked at each other and smiled, and when they finished laughing, Yanyan said, "It's time for you to hug me and kiss me, that's all."

Sheng Chuncheng hugged her.

Yanyan's body was warm, she made various provocative movements, teasing Sheng Chuncheng, Sheng Chuncheng tried to control herself like a prank, and it was always quiet there.

Yanyan was a little discouraged, she asked, you don't really have a problem, do you?
Sheng Chuncheng smiled, of course not, I did it on purpose, let's see what you can do with me.I was thinking in my heart, who asked you to compare me with other people, with those people, how calm they are, how calm I am, let you see and see.

The more he thought about it, the calmer it became.

Yanyan is not a person who would easily admit defeat, she sat up, looked at Sheng Chuncheng and nodded, she said okay, you wait and see how I deal with you, I don't believe that I can't deal with you.

Sheng Chuncheng laughed.

She pulled up her long hair, turned around, and went to get the hairpin on the bedside table, ready to get her hair stuck and continue.Just as she turned around, Sheng Chuncheng saw that her lower back was smooth, without a striking plum blossom tattoo.

For some reason, Sheng Chuncheng felt that he was defeated in an instant, and the next one grew stronger.

Yanyan turned around, saw it, and smiled, Sheng Chuncheng blushed.

Everything that follows is beautiful.

Yanyan snuggled into Sheng Chuncheng's arms and asked, "Have you surrendered?"

Sheng Chuncheng said: "Surrender, there is no other way."

Yanyan smiled softly, and said to him: "You can't stay here later, you have to go back, no matter how late you are."

"Why?" Sheng Chun thought to himself, it wouldn't be another farewell after the fact, just like that Shanshan.

Yanyan said: "You are fine, I am afraid that I will want you again, and we will be inseparable if I want you more times, just like that, for me, it is different from other times."

"What's the difference?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.

"You... well, I was afraid I would fall in love with you, but now I just like you, is that okay?" Yanyan said.

"Then what if I fall in love with you?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.

"No." Yanyan said.

"why?"

"We won't have a future." Yanyan said, "Believe me, if we really love each other, no matter how deeply we love each other at the beginning, and how much we will hurt each other in the end, I don't want the two of us, It’s all scarred in the end.”

"Because of what?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.

Yanyan didn't answer, she wrote on Sheng Chuncheng's chest with her fingers, Sheng Chuncheng couldn't feel what she was writing, Yanyan asked:
"Do you understand?"

"Know what?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.

"I just told you the answer." Yanyan said.

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