Roaming in the dark

Chapter 12

Zhong Xinxin is not yet 20 years old today. She is not from Hangzhou, but from the county below. Her parents set up a company that produces hardware tools, specializing in 24-piece sets, 32-piece sets, and 48-piece sets. The hardware tools in the box contain everything from pliers, wire pliers to screwdrivers and wrenches of various specifications and models.

The products produced are mainly exported to Europe, America and other places.

Zhong Xinxin hadn't finished high school for a few months, so her parents sent her to the UK. They planned that when she arrived in the UK, even if Zhong Xinxin didn't learn other things well, at least she could learn English. They were in foreign trade, and Zhong Xinxin came back , can come in handy.

Zhong Xinxin studied the language in the UK for half a year, and then entered the University of Glasgow for only one semester. When the epidemic came, Zhong Xinxin and her family were scared to death, so she quickly asked her to spend more than 6 yuan to buy a Expensive air tickets, fled back.

After the quarantine was over, Zhong Xinxin didn't want to go back to the county. Knowing that her parents were tired of looking at her, she lied to her parents that she still had to take classes online, and it was inconvenient to go back to that poor place. She wanted to stay in Hangzhou, and her parents didn't even think about it. She agreed to stay here. Jiangnan Haoyuan was a house bought by their own family. It has been vacant, and she can just live in it.

Anyway, she looks so safe and timid, her parents have nothing to worry about, if she wants to stay in Hangcheng, then stay, let her.

For Zhong Xinxin, online classes and so on are of course nonsense. She doesn’t know if she will go back to the UK if she continues to connect, and she still has fart classes. Even in Glasgow, she didn’t have a few days of classes in a semester. .

For her, the only difference between Hangtown and Glasgow is that she plays games in a different place, and the takeaway here is much more delicious than Glasgow.

Since she was in elementary school, Zhong Xinxin was the fattest girl in the school. The nickname "Fat Pig" has always been with her, and she can't get rid of it no matter what.

This makes Zhong Xinxin very inferior, even a little autistic, to what extent is she autistic?She wanted something, and her mother gave her money and asked her to buy it by herself. When she arrived at the store, she wandered around, but she didn't have the courage to talk to the salesperson and asked her to show it to herself. Finally, she still brought the money. Come back empty handed.

Later, thanks to the rise of online shopping, it liberated her.

What also helped to liberate her was that when she was in junior high school, there was a female classmate in her class who became her best friend. Zhong Xinxin was so happy that on Saturdays and Sundays, and even after school, Zhong Xinxin liked to procrastinate the most. She went shopping with her best friend, and if she wanted to buy something, she would tell her best friend, who would then talk to the salesperson.

Zhong Xinxin also gave the money to her best friend to buy whatever she wanted to eat.

This best friend accompanied her from junior high school to high school. In high school, even if they were not in the same school, they would get together on Saturdays and Sundays. There was only one content, and they still went shopping. If she goes alone, she won't be beaten to death.

Later, Zhong Xinxin went to the UK, and her best friend went to the north to study at university, and she is still there now.

After Zhong Xinxin arrived in the UK, she stayed with a British family. The housewife made food that was worse than shit, but Zhong Xinxin stayed there for a year, but she didn't dare to say that she didn't like it or that it was not good. They asked She, she always said it was delicious.

Finally able to return to China, Zhong Xinxin let out a long breath and thanked the epidemic fiercely.

After returning from abroad, Zhong Xinxin stayed alone in this house for several months. Except for going downstairs for a walk in the middle of the night, she never took a step out of the community. The reason why she dared to go downstairs in the middle of the night was not earlier. She just felt that as long as there were people, as soon as she passed by, those people would point and point behind her, making her breathless.

She had the courage to go down only in the middle of the night when no one was around, and it was precisely because she was always wandering around the neighborhood in the middle of the night that the security guards in the neighborhood knew about her, and she never spoke to them. They greeted her, and she They all kept silent and hurriedly avoided, but they all knew that she was the "fat woman" from Twelve Buildings.

Zhong Xinxin staying in this house alone is actually very boring and lonely, playing games often makes her feel sick, she really wants to talk to someone, even if she doesn't, there is a living person in front of her, It's okay to dangle around, but she just can't pass her own barrier, can't get out of the door, can't open that mouth.

All she sees every day are the little brothers who deliver food and couriers. It's them. Zhong Xinxin really wants to talk to them and buy them a drink, but every time she opens the door, she keeps her head down. She blushed, took the things and closed the door. After the door closed, she felt like she was about to cry.

She doesn't like to go home because she meets too many acquaintances at home, neighbors next door, people from her parents' company, they all like to ask questions when they see her, and they look very concerned. Embarrassed, she couldn't say a word, didn't want to say a word, if there was a crack in the ground, she wanted to get in to avoid them.

Only when she is on the Internet can Zhong Xinxin feel that she is free. In the game, she can feel her bravery, power, majesty, and gain the praise and envious eyes of others. No matter what game she is in, her level is always High, always the best gear.

She can walk around with pride.

On the Internet, she is also very generous, with equipment worth hundreds of thousands, she can give it to anyone who is pleasing to her eyes.

Zhong Xinxin always sighed, why can't everything on the Internet be real, while the real world is virtual. It would be great if it could be reversed.

When not playing games, Zhong Xinxin holds the mobile phone and likes to swipe the people nearby, swiping over and over again, not because she wants to know the people nearby, but just to have a look, and then imagine, who are these people nearby Ah, she felt like a cat, hiding in a corner, looking out quietly, watching them.

This kind of behavior similar to voyeurism made her feel a kind of stimulation.

Yesterday afternoon, Zhong Xinxin searched for people nearby again and again, her eyes lit up, and she saw Sheng Chuncheng, whose online name was "Worker".

Zhong Xinxin stared at the word "blind man". A blind masseuse is a blind man. He can't see himself. He can't see himself. He has nothing to be afraid of.

Zhong Xinxin's hands were trembling, and she quickly added "worker", and the other party added her soon, Zhong Xinxin sent a voice without even thinking about it, after sending it, her whole body was trembling, she didn't know What happened to me, why did I suddenly have such great courage, dared to talk to strangers, Zhong Xinxin was proud and proud, she even adored herself.

I made an appointment with Sheng Chuncheng at two o'clock this afternoon, put down the phone, Zhong Xinxin wanted to bear it, but finally couldn't help crying.

Blind people, blind people, Zhong Xinxin thought, it was the blind people who gave her such great courage, if the whole world was full of blind people and couldn't see her, how wonderful it would be!
(End of this chapter)