hunter world

313 Confession
Chapter 11 Confession
The atmosphere in the cell became awkward again.The two sat very close, but seemed to be very far away. No one knew or understood what was going on in their hearts. Only the cold and even slightly musty air in the cell was constantly fermenting. It's spreading.

Fleeting Nian couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, he felt that he was terrible and a failure, why would the wish that looked good always be messed up in his hands?Usually when he heard Absalom talk about chasing girls, he didn't seem to think it was such a difficult thing, but why did he become so strange when it was his turn?
Are girls' hearts made of different materials?This method is suitable for this person, but it may not be suitable for that person.He obviously did it according to the method Absalom once said?To be romantic, to be gentle, to let her understand her own thoughts, but why is it completely unworkable when it comes to Gong Ziyou?
What a weird thing.

Alas, the difficulty of winning a girl's favor is not the same as that of facing a super perverted dungeon, no no no, it is even much more difficult.However, Fleeting Nian was not depressed because of it, he was never such a person.He just sat there pretending not to care, looked at Ye Ci's expression from time to time, and then continued to remain silent.

Ye Ci secretly glanced at Fleeting Years, suddenly feeling guilty, what did she just say?Let's take care of ourselves for the next year.Are these words a little too arrogant at times?Is it a little too impersonal?It's really strange, she is not a guy who cares about other people's thoughts at all, why is she so concerned about fleeting thoughts now?It must be caused by my discomfort somewhere.

She suddenly remembered the agreement between the two of them, if she still refused Fleeting Years after a year, he would withdraw from the game.The agreement is confirmed by the system, that is to say, if she still refuses when the time comes, even if Fleeting Nian doesn't want to leave, the system will force him to leave.

Calculating the time, if he really wants to leave the game forcibly after a year, will it be about the same time as the time when Fleeting Time disappeared in the previous life?Ye Ci has no way of knowing why Fleeing Years completely disappeared from the game in the last life, but, in this life, is such a fate still to be repeated?

Thinking of this, she felt unspeakably uncomfortable, as if she was blocked by something, and she couldn't even breathe smoothly.Speaking of it, they didn't know each other, they were just two people who often fought in the game, but for some reason, when he thought that he might leave, Ye Ci felt a little sour.

What is fleeting time to oneself?target it.Or it is still a height that he could not surpass and reach in his previous life.Is that all?Maybe, who knows?

The more Ye Ci thought about it, the more confused he became.She finally let out a helpless breath. It seems that she is really not suitable for thinking about such inscrutable problems. She is more suitable for thinking about how to make a dungeon, how to overthrow a boss, or how to earn money from a guild. A little money, as for other things, I am really not good at it.

"This is my first time." Just as Ye Ci was still thinking wildly, Liu Nian suddenly said.It's not surprising that Fleeting Nian speaks first, anyway, in the cell, it seems that Fleeting Nian is the first to talk about a topic excitedly, and Ye Ci ends the topic very disappointingly. The vicious circle is also insurmountable, but this time the topic is really a bit strange, but Ye Ci almost suffocates to death.

There are too many ambiguities in this sentence.

first?What first time?Ye Ci even thought a little immorally, is he talking about that kiss?Ah, I didn't expect it to be Fleeting Year's first kiss... Ye Ci looked at Fleeting Nian's pretty lips with a bit of gossip, and couldn't help but smile in his heart, completely forgetting that he seemed to be the one in this gossip Another protagonist.

Fleeting Years was a little creeped by Ye Ci, he coughed lightly in embarrassment to restore his own image, but for the first time, there was a trace of blush on that white face.Although the blush wasn't too noticeable in the dim dungeon light.He added: "I've always been used to being alone, and I'm not good at getting along with two people, so it's the first time for many things."

Ye Ci didn't say a word, but continued to look at Fleeting Years with a very gossiping gaze.

That kind of naked eyes made Fleeting Nian feel awkward, and he knew that if he wanted to say that, he would definitely be turned into another strange situation by this woman in the end.However, now, it seems that there is nothing to worry about, even if it is embarrassing, it is only embarrassing once, if it is not clear this time, I am afraid that there will be no such opportunity in the future.

"You are the first person I am interested in, you are the first person I decide to pursue, you are also the first person I kiss, many firsts." Fleeting Nian looked at Ye Ci quietly, although His voice was calm, but his hands on his knees betrayed his nervousness.That slender hand had clenched tightly into a fist, and even the joints had turned white. "I just gave an example of a copy. You said you understood, but in fact, you didn't understand. What I mean is that it is the first time for me to pursue you. Because it is the first time, So I don't know how to do it properly, and I don't know how to please you, and I will even do some things that upset you, but please don't reject me completely because of this. Because..." Fleeting paused: " You are the first girl I like in my life."

Fleeting Nian spoke very slowly, but he spoke clearly, at least to make Ye Ci hear clearly and understand.She stood there in a daze, no longer feeling like searching for gossip, she just sat there in a daze, looking at Fleeting Years and didn't know what to say.

Suddenly, she thought of Youyou Feiyun from her previous life.From Yoyo Feiyun's pursuit of himself, to love, to the subsequent calculations and lies, in fact, Ye Ci thinks it is beautiful, happy, and perfect.It was precisely because of such perfection and such happiness that she fell so badly. From the clouds to the ground, everything was like a dream that suddenly woke up.She has never carefully examined the relationship from beginning to end, because it is like a scar in her heart, which cannot be touched no matter what.

Gradually, as time passed, the scar disappeared without a trace, but she felt that there was no need to look back at that kind of feeling, because it was a humiliating memory of herself.So, until now, Ye Ci didn't understand what he gained and lost in that relationship, but he remembered that he seemed to be deceived heavily.Other than that, she doesn't remember anything.

But now, listening to Fleeting Nian's words, for some reason, she thought of the relationship she was too lazy to touch in her previous life.When she looked at this relationship objectively for the first time, a lot of different feelings suddenly arose in her heart.

That feeling was too perfect.Things that are too perfect in the world do not exist, so, from the beginning to the end, this relationship is nothing more than a scam by Yoyo Feiyun, but she is blinded by the so-called happiness, and is blinded by the so-called deep love without regrets. Stuck hands and feet, didn't notice at all.Looking back now, it's not a relationship, it's just one person deliberately pleasing another person.Since it was deliberate, the one being flattered naturally had everything going well and was extremely happy.

This is not the real so-called feelings.

Ye Ci suddenly seemed to understand something, she laughed softly, she lowered her head, looked at her armor with an indescribable sourness and ease in her heart, she is indeed a guy who is emotionally incomprehensible Well, she didn't understand this matter until she died in her last life, and she only understood it after following her life and death, and she only hoped that it would not be too late.

Liu Nian didn't know what Ye Ci was thinking in his heart, but he could hear her laughing lowly, but that laughter was not mocking, it seemed to carry a long-lost sadness, laughing like this actually made him feel sad Feel.He paused, and then said slowly: "I know, I may have made you unhappy in many ways before, but I really have no experience, I just think, this, this may be able to get your attention... He let out a long breath: "I know, you will definitely think I'm stupid and childish. In fact, I think so too. However, I don't regret it. A person's life cannot be sane. I understand that no one is stupid, but you have to go through it once before life can be considered complete. I am actually very glad that the person I was stupid was you, and maybe there will be no results in the end, but as long as that person is you , it’s always good.”

Ye Ci raised her head slowly, she looked at Fleeting Year with a strange look.Because she is also full of a strange feeling in her heart now, it is a warm, sentimental, and even incomprehensible thing, as if it has been fermented by something, it has been gurgling in her heart It was bubbling, as if something was about to burst out.

Her gaze calmed Fleeting Nian's heart. Although he knew that the final outcome might not be what he expected, it was actually a very good thing to have the opportunity to say such things now.At least, he can make Young Master You understand what he thinks in his heart, although these last words may make their relationship worse, but what does it matter?

Some things have to be experienced once in life to be considered complete.

(End of this chapter)