induce surrender

Chapter 45 Forget it
When Feng Ling and Qin Que rushed to the hospital, Wen Nan was waiting for them at the gate.

She had a small plain face, even if she wiped away the tears on her face, she couldn't hide her red and swollen eyes, and her nasal cavity which was hard to hide when she spoke.

The autumn in Wangbei is not as cold as in the capital, but at this time the wind blows in the evening, and Feng Ling shivering.

"NanNan..."

She didn't dare to speak loudly, she was afraid that Wen Nan would be shocked, she would cry, and she might not be able to coax her well.

Feng Ling doesn't know how to comfort people, and often tries hard but still doesn't get the point. For the first time, she hates this shortcoming of her own.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are common occurrences, and Wen Nan accepted the death of her parents when she was a child.This time grandma died of cerebral infarction, of course she was sad, even if it was infinitely sad, but she didn't want her friend who kindly rushed over to help her to worry too much about her situation.

Holding on to her mental strength, Wen Nan nodded, wanting to smile to reassure them, but her face was particularly stiff at this moment, and she really couldn't laugh.

"It's okay, grandma is getting old, and her health has been bad for a long time..."

Obviously she was the one who lost her loved one, but she seemed to be comforting herself, letting herself try to accept it.

Wen Nan was originally thin, but now she is not in good spirits, and her state is even more tired and weak, as if she could be blown down by a gust of wind.Feng Ling walked over at this moment, gave her a firm and steady hug without saying anything.

At first, Wen Nan didn't want to cry, she felt that she had to be strong in front of her friends.But Feng Ling's hug was too warm, so warm that her nose turned sour, and her eye sockets became warm instantly.

Immediately, pearl-like tears fell one by one without contaminating one place, disappeared in this small county town, and melted in the hearts of everyone on the field.

Wen Nan hugged Feng Ling, her crying changed from suppressed to indulgent.She had never been so impolite, crying wet Feng Ling's shoulders in the night.

No matter how much you hug and comfort them, they are all girls, so there is nothing wrong with them.

Qin Que is a man, and he also wanted to comfort Wen Nan, but in this situation, even if he stepped forward to hug her, it would seem out of place.

It wasn't until Wen Nan's crying gradually subsided that he walked up to them and wiped Wen Nan's tears with the tissue he had taken out earlier.

"Don't cry, it's too cold outside, I'll take you to the hotel first."

According to his common sense, Grandma Wennan's body should be sent to the morgue now, and the family members have gone through the formalities of preserving the body.Tonight, he had to take the two girls to find a place to stay.

After wiping away Wen Nan's tears, Qin Que was about to put the rest of the tissue back into his bag when he met Feng Ling who turned around.

His long and narrow eyes were slightly startled, Qin Que was startled by Feng Ling whose face was full of tears.

Why is she crying like this?
Qin Que's astonishment was written on his face, Feng Ling was also taken aback by his capture of his emotions, hurriedly lowered his head, and wiped his tears with his sleeve.

Gradually regaining consciousness, Qin Que handed her the tissue: "Wipe it yourself."

"..."

Feng Ling was speechless, and she didn't ask him to wipe it off.

This guy has double standards.

Xincheng is not a big city, there are only small hotels here, but fortunately they are still clean.

Qin Que paid for the accommodation, he had his own room, and Wen Nan and Feng Ling lived in a double room.

The two rooms were not far apart. Before the door of the double room separated, Qin Que took Feng Ling's arm and told her worriedly: "She is in a bad mood now. You should be more sensitive when you sleep at night. Take care of her."

Feng Ling didn't need to be taught these things, she could do them herself, but she felt extremely uncomfortable after being instructed by Qin Que.

"Oh."

With a cold perfunctory sound, Feng Ling pushed his hand away, entered and closed the door.
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At night, it was very difficult for Wen Nan to fall asleep.

In the dream, she saw her grandmother with a kind face.Originally thought this was the last consolation, Wen Nan didn't expect that everything that happened immediately was the scene of being in the hospital last night.

Grandma was sober for a while on the road, but her speech was still slurred.

"Ninny, study hard first..." She gasped as if out of breath, "Live independently, then talk to him..."

After that, grandma's breath became shallow.

Knowing that Wen Nan likes Yuan Zheng, grandma, as an elder, didn't break them up decisively even though she was not optimistic about this relationship.She was just worried that her granddaughter would be cheated and bullied, and hoped that she would protect herself first before talking about relationships.

Because, the granddaughter has no family from now on.Whether it is wind or rain on the road, she has to carry it alone.

Feeling the coldness of her fingertips, Wen Nan, who had finally fallen asleep, woke up with a start.The night is quiet, and the window is full of black ink.

Hearing the sound, Feng Ling, who didn't dare to sleep, turned on the bedside lamp.

"Are you having a nightmare?" She asked in a low voice.

Wen Nan's breath was heavy, and the familiar sourness appeared in her nose again. She hummed and sat on the head of the bed.

Feng Ling also sat up at this moment, sighing uncontrollably.

"It was like this at the beginning, thinking and reading, but after a long time, I won't be afraid."

Looking at her, Wen Nan wrapped her arms around her knees, listening to Feng Ling quietly while her heartbeat was steady.

The latter didn't even think that one day he would be able to comfort others with his own experience, instead of saying good things that he was ashamed to say.

"When my mother died, I was in the sixth grade, and I remember it very clearly." Thinking of someone special, her voice subconsciously softened, "I cried every day because I knew she would not come back, and I would not have a mother in the future .”

Speaking of this, Feng Ling still couldn't hide his sobs even though his memory was long gone.

"I cry during the day and dream about her at night. All I dream about is her weak appearance in front of the hospital bed. I was a little scared at that time, because I was facing losses again and again.

But then I was not afraid anymore, and the story in my dream when my mother came was changed, and it became when we were happy.Many times, I don't want to wake up from the dream. "

When Wen Nan's parents died, she didn't have a deep memory, and she was still at a time when she didn't quite understand the meaning of life and death, so she didn't grieve for too long.At that time, she still had her grandmother and the support she depended on.

This time, the death of a loved one is of great significance to her, but she has to accept the law of birth, old age, sickness and death.

"Actually, it's not that I'm afraid." Wen Nan lowered her head at this moment, a tear fell silently from the corner of her eyes, "I don't want to lose."

"Hmm." Feng Ling thought so too.

"As soon as we wake up from the dream, we can't escape the cruel reality. All our reluctant thoughts are presented as a cold corpse."

Wiping the corners of her eyes, Wen Nan raised her head and inhaled.

They should all look forward.

The room gradually became quiet, and neither of them mentioned the deceased again.Wen Nan didn't cry either, so Feng Ling dared to probe cautiously: "Didn't you tell Yuan Zheng about grandma?"

She just heard Ruan Siling mention that Wen Nan asked her for Ruan Xiwen's phone number.

Feng Ling could guess that Wen Nan and Yuan Zheng had a quarrel without the other party saying much, otherwise she would not have contacted Ruan Xiwen, the middleman.

Wen Nan hummed: "We had a quarrel before, and neither of us contacted anyone."

"Then now... don't you need to ask him to come and accompany you?"

After all, Yuan Zheng is her legitimate boyfriend.

After a moment of silence, Wen Nan shook her head slowly: "Forget it."

(End of this chapter)