Women Wearing Men: The Growth Path of the Bastards of the Aristocratic Family

Chapter 382 Not too happy
Hearing Gu Yunji admit that he was unhappy, Xu Shuhua smiled as if he was satisfied, pulled him away from the beach on the ground, called people in to clean up, and consoled him in a good voice:

"Okay, don't be upset. Speaking of which, I haven't met Qian Xun as much as you have met with him. Why are you angry?"

Gu Yunji pursed his lips: "That's what I said, but I still feel a little uncomfortable. Without me, the teacher and Qian Shangshu are old acquaintances, and Qian Xun himself also passed the Jinshi examination in one fell swoop, and he is considered promising. If the Qian family comes to visit If you come to propose marriage, the teacher might really let you marry him."

"How could it be without you?" Xu Shuhua said helplessly, "After all, I went to Luxi Academy with my father, and you showed up after all. This is the result of our destiny. Even if we take a step back, if we really don't have you, , Qian Xun was so rude and rude when he came to propose marriage, I will not marry him."

Gu Yunji's face was still sullen, and his breath was heavy in his chest: "But seeing Qian Xun's appearance today, I clearly still miss you a little."

Xu Shuhua looked gentle and good-tempered, and said with a smile: "What's the use of him caring about me? I don't care about him. I'm your wife now, and I have children with you. I can't run away in this life, so what do you have to fear?" of?"

Gu Yunji was dissatisfied when he heard this, and said angrily: "It's as if I tied your hands and feet and locked you in the yard to prevent you from leaving. I don't want you to be unable to run away, I want you to follow me willingly."

Xu Shuhua laughed and said, "I am willing to follow you. Back then, when you brought your parents to propose marriage, you had to go through many steps including three letters and six etiquettes. We are both willing to do it, and no one is forcing anyone. Don't say it makes me suffer. What a grievance."

Xu Shuhua's attitude was so gentle and he coaxed her for a long time. Gu Yunji's depression gradually disappeared, but when he thought about it, he felt something was wrong. He said awkwardly: "I wasn't unhappy at first, but you have to force me to admit that I am unhappy." , now that I’m unhappy, you’ve come to coax me again, going around in circles, what are you trying to do?”

This era is different. Women were a little better off before they got married. Once they got married, they would be trapped in a deep house and compound for the rest of their lives. They couldn't get out or run away. Especially for women from aristocratic families, the rules were even stricter and there were basically no rules. Objective conditions for transference and love.

In this case, if the husband is jealous because his wife is having an affair with another man, it means that the husband has doubts about his wife's loyalty. For the woman herself, it is a shameful distrust that is the foundation of her life. Almost destroyed.

In serious cases, it may be because of a probing remark from a jealous husband that one would hang oneself in a river to prove one's innocence.

Of course Gu Yunji knew that Xu Shuhua was not that kind of person, but after all, she was a woman who grew up in the feudal era. Gu Yunji did not want her emotional changes to bring mental pressure and psychological burden to her.

However, Gu Yunji was thinking about Xu Shuhua, and Xu Shuhua was also thinking about him. When she heard his words, she smiled with crooked eyebrows: "But you are just unhappy, aren't you?"

Gu Yunji was silent and replied honestly: "Yes."

Xu Shuhua said with a smile: "There is a saying in Buddhism: From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear. If you are separated from the one you love, you will have no worries and no fear. It is because you care about me that you did what you did to Qian Xun I reacted unhappy and felt awkward. Like you said, this is called...possessiveness?"

"If you really love someone, you will definitely want to monopolize that person's body and mind, not to mention sharing it with others. Even if others take a second look, they will feel a little uncomfortable. How can you be so open-minded and open-minded without any grudges?"

Ever since Xu Shuhua knew that Gu Yunji came from another world, he rarely looked at him the same way he looked at men in this world.If Gu Yunji was an out-and-out feudal man who regarded his wife as his own, and because other men missed her, he would become suspicious of her and get angry, Xu Shuhua would definitely feel ashamed and angry.But not Gu Yunji.

He grew up in an era where monogamy was considered common sense by everyone, and any involvement of a third party, regardless of man or woman, was considered unethical.Gu Yunji's thoughts and ideas were different from theirs. Even if he believed her enough, if he didn't feel jealous at all, that would be a mistake.

Gu Yunji said helplessly: "If you feel uncomfortable because others look at you too much, that's not possessiveness, that's called the ultimate desire to control. Eighty percent of such people have mental illness, and may also be accompanied by violent tendencies and mania. Stay with him I feel suffocated when we are together, and I’m not that kind of person.”

Xu Shuhua laughed: "Of course you are not. I am just learning to use the vocabulary of your time. It may not be appropriate, so don't worry. In short, Qian Xun is an outsider, we can ignore him, but you and I are husband and wife, what does it matter? Don't hold your emotions in your heart, otherwise it will only make you feel more uncomfortable. In fact, just talk about it."

"As you told me before, in your time there were often couples who kept their love in their hearts without expressing their love. As a result, the two parties gradually became separated and became more and more estranged. In the end, they had no choice but to part ways. Isn't this right? Do you and I need a counter-example to learn from?”

In Gu Yunji's spare time, he told Xu Shuhua about everything in his past life, from the century-old history of humiliation of the Chinese nation to contemporary car rentals, medical insurance and provident funds, from airplanes, ships and cannons to late-night Internet emotional stories, Xu Shuhua listened with gusto, and she did not expect him to listen. , actually still kept it in mind, and even applied it to Gu Yunji.

Gu Yunji suddenly didn't know what to say. He felt awkward and said a little embarrassedly: "...I just said it casually, just talking on paper. I have never been in love in my previous life. He talks so eloquently, but what do he actually know..."

Xu Shuhua looked at him mumbling and said with a smile: "You have never talked in your last life, but you have always talked in this life? Even husband and wife need a sense of security, and they need to be sure of each other's feelings. You hide it and think you are doing it for me. Thinking about it actually makes me feel uneasy, so it’s better to say it out loud, right?”

Gu Yunji didn't answer, he just looked at her quietly for a while, then suddenly held her head, leaned forward and kissed her hard: "Why bother to make sure you have your heart? Isn't this good?"

Gu Yunji's movements were without warning. Xu Shuhua was so stunned by the kiss that he forgot all the truth for a while. After realizing it, he covered his lips and said with a blushing face: "You, why did you suddenly..."

Gu Yunji is very satisfied with her current appearance: "Sure enough, any theory of emotional stories is false, and personal practice is the most reliable. Whether I am unhappy or you are insecure, just kiss it and everything will be fine."

"If this happens again in the future, I won't talk so much nonsense and just kiss you directly. If one kiss isn't enough, I'll give you another one... Of course, you can kiss me too."

"...You are acting like a hooligan."

In this regard, Xu Shuhua was not as open-minded as Gu Yunji. When he saw that he wanted to come again, he was so embarrassed that he pushed him away.The two of them laughed and rolled in a ball on the bed, and they couldn't remember any messy things.

(End of this chapter)